smthg is wrong with me lately-loosing my appetite even with ice cream n my-thought-forever-fav lamb shish.am i under stresss???bcos of this xam thingy???still have biochem oral to b done n we r waiting for the physio oral list n yup i do realize i get upset easily even with small matters : ( well i am now-but i don't know what has caused me for being upset now,do i just succumb into this depression???i guess no one like this feeling n maybe they prefer not to b around people with this feeling either : ( sorry for those who unexpectedly get scolded for just be present around me at the wrong time or have to repeat whatever she/he is saying as maybe my ears r not really sensitive to people voices/sounds = they just let them pass by without leading them inside or maybe they do get inside but my brain say 'no i won't process you so go away' uhuhuh~ i wanna go home : ( miss my family : ( = homesick ke sbenarnya????confuse confuse hahahaha

it's late but have to wait for subuh cos if put my head on the pillow now i'll probably burn subuh again :p like i did today - don't feel like reading those physiology notes i guess my brain is not working properly dah now as it is late : ( i need to sleep uhhuuh~ ngantuknya but aimee is reading out loud as usual :p hahahha maybe i should just listen to her memorising those lines of physio essays instead of typing this kakakaka i don't know how she did that reading every single thing n still have her voice the next day b4 she start the same routine again over n over again :D oh the anatomy oral list has came out-n no one in this house on that list-thank god :D hehe.
that oral 'll b on the next day after physio paper-they said oral is to help those students either to pass or get into 1st class but they arranged the oral day after physio????what??they aspect the students to prepare just for a couple of hours ke??pelik btul mentensionkan lg ade la kot,sian diaorg : (
hmm should get back to my notes : )
though my brain is screaming no!!! hahahaha

yellow door : )
u guys should see smthg made up from stone i think in the middle of the field in frnt of the building-it's an old building n smthg look like a not-so big castle(-or is it only me who see it that way???)stand not far from it,uh nvrmind that not so big castle,back to what i'm saying,there's this thing made up from rock/cemented?? in love shape with colourful colours on it n i've snapped a pic of it too but I am too lazy to put it up hahahah :D
the day was bright at least when we reached that place-don't remember it's name but it's on our tour through dublin-next time we really should take the city tour instead of county hehe but yeah u guys can go n try the county tour itself-the view is totally different from the cliff maybe bcos there r flowers blooming everywhere-it's no longer winter that's y hehe :D
but there's this one lake which is soo beautiful when look from above n that tour guide said the guinness is made from the water flowing into that lake which explain the colour of the guinness
it's a bit like connemara but there's no rocky burren like place la :D in case u get tired of seeing burren like place like me uhhuh~
need to go back to my biochem-one paper is done = that anat so still have 2 more papers to go n yeah we've got oral for biochem-this one is for everyone what else??oh i've changed the skin but still working on how to enable the comments n stuff,maybe later when the xam is over-b4 i fly to france :D hehe