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i watched blade of glory with intan
but there's this scene where they watched video
featuring 2 korean ice skaters male n female
doing iron loaded(?) or smthg else they called it
they were spinning and a bit of flying-u know stuff they do in ice skating
but that girl's head went off when they both landed on the ice
it's just went off like that
i'm still shock n couldnt believe she's dead
she probably was not expecting that as well
i feel like smthg is tugging my heart
it's scary n makes me cringe everytime it flashes back in my mind
i wouldnt watch if i knew that it'll happen
or the after shock might be less if i knew before i watched it
ughh what do i do now???i stil have that scene clearly in my head
help me....

i'm doing breast n endocrine surgery attachment this 2 weeks
n the prof was only in for one morning
the rest was spent following the other 2 consultants
which i believed i dont know their names
n i havent met the other one
but it has been fun so far
though i was a bit blurred when 1st starting this thing
added with the bullying attitude of the other team members
but whatever it is it's not boring
at least they give us some attention
n not totally ignore
well just have to go through this
n have to do it right : )
one more week to go with this team : )

one of my utube subscription was banned
now i lost my dose of yamato
they-the utube 'police' started to ban people who upload anime
but yamato was just plain normal anime
i dont see why they banned that anime
hmmm....

my class has started
the so called 1 week hols is gone
its not even 1 week
i just dnt care anymore....

oh n we did go to that bbq : )

the boys r having bbq this evening
i'll probably go if they invited my brother too
but i dont think they did
so i guess i'll hve that bbq chicken next time je la
hmm jawa's bbq chicken is good....
no wonder the guys ask him to do the marinating job
or maybe jawa volunteered since he's the only one at home now
the rest has gone to some other places for holidays
intan ponteng the attachment yesterday
n so did her group mates
or maybe the surgeon was busy so he couldnt give them tutorial heh : )
we didnt get any as well
but our team was kind enough to explain mostly everything that we saw on the patient
i mean what the patient was having
n what the next step to investigate further the suspected cause-though we couldnt really b there where they do all that uss,mri,ct scan etc etc
at least we get the idea
they even talked about the differences between swiss/germany chemo
on our first day on wards
i was with mr.r n the team deal with mostly pt with cancer in the abdomen/mostly colon
n the other abdomen/gastro related disease like crohns, ulcerative colitis, 3A, all sort of hernias, stone in the gallblader,pacreatic/pseudopancreatic cyst, appendicitis, hemorrhoids etc etc
my kumar has the list of investigation steps in it
so i have to make myself read those thing
but of course only those involving my attachment part
i'm gnna keep the rest for the years to come la kn
i'm not gonna put myself in a stress after seeing that thick book :p
oh need to prepare for osce : )

pathfinder 'll b out this 13/4
but i wont go to the official website for a second time
or maybe bcos i'm watching the trailer alone
n at this time of day with no light in my room :p

my brother was weird yesterday
he suddenly want to go to town
want to go for a movie
n then it hit me when he mentioned going for a hols in paris
they started their easther hols this week!!
cess do unfair!
we have osce after our hols
maybe they should change that to study week instead of holidays

i didnt go for the osce teaching by srs
my feet hurt bcos of the heels
but since i still want to wear heels for the next ward rounds
i have to get my feet back to their good shape
which mean stay in the house n try not to walk around this small galway
with other high heels shoes

btw i'm not in a good mood
dont ask y
i do eat a lot when i'm anxious
i've finished nearly everything i bought yesterday
this is bad
i'm gonna get fat again
hmmm

Fukisusabu Kaze No Naka De

Second Ending Song

Performed by WAG. Lyrics by Yuka Saegusa, music and arrangement by Akihito Tokunaga.

Gakeppuchi o  bokura wa kakeru
Keshite ushiro o furimukanai

Hitokoto mo kotoba wa shaberazu
Itsu no hi mo zangesuru koto mo naku

Sora o miagereba hageshii ame ga
Furikakaru osomatta ka to
Omoeba  mata  furihajimeru zujou o

Omoi okoseba   karui kimochi de yume o kime
Koi o kime  hito o kime  jinsei o kime

Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Kono puraido o sutesaru koto ga dekiru darou ka?
Koukai to shinjitsu no iro ga
Kokoro o matteiru

Mainichi ga kakumei no naka de  boku wa
Itsumo kimi to issho ni itai!

Asa ga kuru to  toki ga kawari
Kako no kachi ga chuu ni mau

Ima ga ato de kako ni naru you ni
Yami wa itsuka niji no kanata

Dare mo ga zetsubou kakushite  dare mo ga iki o hisometeru
Jibun o azamuku koto wa  mou dekinai yo!

Isshou kenmei  jibun jishin de iyou to suru no ni
Mawari ga mina to onaji you ni suru

Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Amari shinkoku ni wa kangaenai hou ga ii no ka?
Konya wa uso ni makeru koto naku
Kokoro o koraeteiru

Mainichi ga bunretsu no naka de  boku wa
Itsumo kimi to issho ni itai!

Nani ga tadashikute  nani ga machigatteiru no kamo
Wakaranai  kono sekai de
Ima demo kimi ga boku no
Futago da to shinjiteiru yo

Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Kimi no yasashisa ni ochite ikisouna yoru
Namida wa itsuka toki no kakera
Kokoro ga mayoi odotteiru


Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Shinjitsu no honoo ga moeagatteiru
Jiyuu ni naritaitte ii nagara
Jibun no ori no naka demo ga iteita

Mainichi ga konran no naka de  boku wa
Itsumo kimi to issho ni itai!