i arrived around 12 in the afternoon at robinhood airport-doncaster nice name isnt it : ) i have a pic with the sign but de'e's laptop doesnt have card reader so maybe i'll post it up here later when i'm back home.we spent the rest of the afternoon n evening walking around the mall where i bought jeans some book i wanted to read since b4 summer=book of lost things or smthg n gloves to replace the one that i lost earlier this yr hehe well more like an excuse actually :D then we went eating at this chinese restaurant n i had mixed seafood oudon with some prawn as side dish sharing with de'e.the portion is as usual too large for me so i only ate the seafood but it's really good or maybe bcos i was hungry haha oh the mussels r large!!!btw here is so different like the house is different in the design the colour r mostly the same red bricks colour but the one near de'e place is similar to those in other cities i guess-devoid of space n the building r just too near to each other like they r in dublin oh the drivers i noticed r not like drivers in galway so de'e warned me not to cross the road when there's a car thinking maybe the driver will let me pass bcos they might not ugh that makes me cringe, i have these images of accidents in my head which some police showed us, the student in our primary school yr haha u can say they've done a good work sign i've never since that day cross the road without really being cautios plus i have some relative who had an accident b4.he was merely 17 by that time n when he was sent flying from his motorcycle by a lorry from a palm oil plantation. that cost hime several of his toes/fingers(dont really remember) as well as one of his limb i think n some other injuries with several days in comatose state.i remember how the mother was grieving so hard n it was so sad to see someone so young to b in such a situation just bcos of silly mistake as not being careful enough hmmm...

i think i might have a fever....n my bus is at 2 in the morning

1)boyband??!!hahah yes they r!!these r from the johny the rest i believe r tackey + tsubasa the duo, arashi n maybe kat-tun.

2)i ordered smthgs from tesco online since today is already 29th where im actually havent start packing n the laundry need some more sunshine hopefully the sun 'll b there tomorrow.i saw a rainbow this evening but too bad i dont have my camera with,it's been a while since my last time seeing one, it dissappeared once i got to my room for my camera,it's just a small portion actually but the colour is always beautiful though it wont b that beautiful if u turned them into words hahaha-im sorry if someone other than the guy's' happen to b using this font cos i never thought it's that popular haha oh well~ :p

3)this veoh clip is one of the kkm-kyou kara maou epi 19 im waiting for the clip to load.it's about the new maou,maou is the king he's 15 n some weird things happened that he is actually a makoku-demon(i think). he was born n raised in japan(of all places but of course this is anime haha) n only returned or rather called to that country, when the fairy(???)/maiden of the original king of demon world, called for him. guess how he got there for the first time???he was flushed down the toilet by some guys who were bullying his friend.instead of only soaked wet he was pulled in by some force and he found himself in another world where makoku r not in a good terms with the human, so this new maou use his new way to lead the country maybe bcos he's too accustomed with the human in his previous world he seems to think differently from the rest of the makoku, he wasnt accepted that easily of course they doubt his power n maybe bcos of his young age as well. it turns out that his power is greater than anyone else well i think so bcos he's beaten wolfram once but anyway this epi shows some silly sounds made by that sword of his,called maken bcos he's happy that he got new cover(what's it call again???dont remember hehe) n the baby dragon is just too cute!! :D

arghh why did i suddenly click on that lj page when im all sleepy n in need of a good sleep???i forgot all about fanfics for a while well more like for 3 weeks n now they have coming out with latest entries for some of the series i've been following gah my eyes my eyes r burning n red really need to get my hands off this laptop n toss it somewhere else so that i can sleep soundly without any attempts to reach for it n try to read all of those fascinating well written stories from the side of my bed ggrrgr

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
This world you must have crossed

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
she said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
she said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I Think that I'm just tired
I Think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I Think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Oh yeah

Boston
no one knows my name
Yeah
no one knows my name
no one knows my name
Yeah
Boston
Where no one knows my name

1)waah im worn out!!!i dont remember being this tired after just a walk to town may be bcos this is the 1st time since i got here after summer.i've printed my itinerary to sheffield at csi then i went to aib for some pound b4 i headed to town for the bus tickets.i knew they have some ol booking but my mind just wont settle with that smthg keep saying what if there's a prob with the seat later in the bus???so just to b safe i bought the ticket from the counter itself.tourists are still flooding the town mostly everyone talking with some languages i dont understand so it's alright even when i'm walking alone but i didnt see any gardi patroling the shop street or maybe just one female gardi thats kinda odd bcos they normally have at least two people on the same patroling duty-well from my observation la

2)oh i got this new dress purple black in colour with the flowers in purple hehe thank god it was nearly closing hour for most of the shops if not i'll probbly been spending money here instead of de'e's place haha im starving need to stuff myself now or maybe not lalala....

3)i hate guys chatting with me using some colourful font bleerghh girls r alright though.....

couldnt find any cowboy bebop seems like no one had them in full epi hmmmph maybe they were licensed gah!!!

i was fasting today but bcos of what happened ystrdy i ate normal amount of rice only haha last night after bukak pose-i fast yesterday as well-i 've been eating continuosly stopping only when i was full b4 the feeling ceased n started again but since the night wasnt that long i ended eating all the way till morning n when i finally stopped my tummy hurt so much n i couldnt move, the head was getting heavy n it felt like hot all of sudden, i wanted to throw up but couldnt that served me right for eating too much heh the meat was a bit spicy so my lips were a bit swollen yeah i think i cant really take spicy food not in a large amount i think. oh well i think i might as well go to sleep now i have nothing else to write in here
oh that 2nd cat came again today n she keep miaowing(???) outside the kitchen door, i dont have the heart to chase him away but i dont have any other uncooked meat or chicken so i threw some ikan bilis but she just sniffed at it a bit b4 trying to get into the kitchen. then i gave her some meat i had in my plate-the spicy one n maybe bcos she couldnt recognize that was actually a meat she didnt even bother to look at it gah so choosy haha but she entered the kitchen went to the brown bin but apparently there was nothing that attract her in there as well so she prowled the kitchen for one more time b4 satisfied enough that i wasnt hiding anything she can actually eat, n took her leave poor cat i dont have anything which she can eat n the way she was crying a while b4 really saying she's starving waa poor poor kitty

yeay i reached my 64th entry!!! maybe not much for others but it's smthg for me who barely have anything to say at a time hence the many utube vids haha oh i'm hooked on this one anime called samurai champloo with champloo meaning

Champloo
Champloo, also spelled Champuru, is a Okinawa's word meaning "mixed up" or "stirred together". It's usually applied to a kind of stir-fry dish, but in a more general sense it's used to mean "improvised, made up as you go along". In the context of the show it's probably intended to evoke the sampled, scratched sound of hip-hop music and the show's own combination of old, new and invented elements into an entirely original which... If you saw the anime, you'll understand the meaning!-the web definition

i get the hip hop point but the rest is a bit blurrrrrr mm maybe it's about the 3 people fuu-the girl, mugen n jin well they werent actually friends at 1st(they still not admitting they are friends eventhough im now at the 22nd episode!?!!) but under some circumstances they-the 2 guys caught themselves in a promise which is to b sort of bodyguards for fuu in searching for sunflower samurai.that's the only thing she remember about the guy she's intending to search, the other clue which doesnt really help at the begining or rather for the whole 1st series is some small skull like keychain-they called it smthg else well that girl referred to it in japanese(forgot) meaning smthg that dead people leave for their family/relative/love 1???u know so the living 'll remember them.she was working at a shop when some people made troubles n she had her fingers being the target of a sword belong to some follower of the chief son, mugen was there sitting at the corner of the shop he got no money that's y.earlier he said he want some water but the girl told him they dont serve peope who only order water.long story short mugen fight the guys releasing fuu from the troublesome group of that chief son(whatever they called it at that time).mugen cut one of the guy follower's arm n managed to frighten that chief son, this mugen also keep demanding for some other guys worthy enough for a serious fight while he had his sword aiming rather recklessly to that guy's face. at that time jin walked in n mugen blatantly tried to fight him as he thought that was the other guy working for the chief, well jin was just coming from killing all three samurai guarding the chief actually-they had their unfortunate meeting with jin who was on his way into the town. the 2 guys fought but someone set the shop on fire n not long after that evrything fell off n there was only darkness around them as they went silent-heh they both had a blackout bcos of the thick smoke. when they finally opened their eyes they were tied around the bdy n were dangling from a roof-not that high though, but still it may hurt if the rope loosen n u felt haha. since they were actually causing trouble with the chief n the son they got sentence to death by beheading on the dusk the next day. fuu was left alone when the shop collapsed with the other 2 workers decided to go to some other place. fuu's mother was dead n she has no other family, the shop was probably handed down to her. she went looking for the 2 guys n ended slipping into the prison area n nearly caught red handed trying to unlock the cell captivating the 2 guys well she failed but she was determined bcos those 2 guys were the main cause of her being left alone as the shop went down. n she had them promised to accompany her on the journey for that sunflower samurai if she managed to released them. the next day when the public was about to see they both die, fuu throws some firecrackers n explosives into the yard n those 2 guys had their hands freed in no time n start to fight the guards. the explosives caused the public commotion to flee the site, with the 2 guys n the girl among them, running away from the guards n then their journey to find sunflower samurai begins : ) oh that girl has this cute little flying squirrel she calls momo

i want to put up the 1st epi of the 2nd season but i couldnt find it so maybe later!! : )

just so u know this vid is quite loud-one of the jrock : ) just a warning b4 u click on the play button n jump out of ur skin heh.at 1st there wont b any sound for a few seconds so dont increase the volume just yet ok do enjoy!! : )

1-i discovered smthg about the one test i took several days earlier last week maybe-well this other guy friend of mine got a different result??i 2nd tested it n yes it does give different result somehow, mmm??~

2-oh that arrogant guy whose pic had been upload in my bro's fs had sent an apologizing msg to my sist!?!?!!it wasnt that sincere really i think huh.i checked kebar's friends fs n i found out that guy wasnt only saying bad things to me but also to him as well as my sist. i was a bit surprised when kebar's shoutout sounded really angry n now i knew why hahaha. stupid little brat he's been badmouthing everyone it seems well the shocking thing is that he appeared to b pious at first when i browsed his fs page i didnt know that was merely an act to cover up his real attitude. gosh now he got what he deserved i bet he's scared shit out of himself when my bro posted his pic in his fs~well this seemingly big mouth guy has changed his fs name n his main pic saying "me.." or smthg like that with apparently not his real pic lol what is he thinking???running away after everything he said to the three of us i guess.his fs profile was then put into private mode after kebar's had that angry-sounded shoutout but i havent go to his pg for a while maybe he has put it back into public who knows=heh he's lucky since he's not gonna b in galway but ucd though kebar has many friends in dublin heh mybe kebar 'll pay him a visit later haha

3-if u read this
mmm im terribly sorry for what ive said
but the longer i took to express what really is inside my head
its gonna b worse for u
sorry..

oopps i meant to write smthg in here
but been dwadling at some other people's pgs heh
well, today i came back home by noon
been spending the night at aishah masri's place
n stopping at pak mat's + aldi on the way back
surprisingly i only spent not more than 6 euros for foods
maybe they wont last long but it'll b enough for one week at least hehe
tomorrow i should print out mara's form for the result
but havent asked anyone to where should i post that is it still to en.rahim in lndn?or to somewhere else??
the webpage should have the address in it right
im a bit sleepy=meaning i wont go n find out about that tonight haha
it's a wonder y i took so long to decide to do that
i should have settle the result thingy when i was in msia so that i wont have to drag my lazy ass out of this comfy room of mine just to print n post that one envelope gah!!
plus it's been rainy these few days-i think??!?hahaha honestly i havent been cooking for the past few days or to b exact cooking by day time so i didnt get to see the real weather outside heh-if i was in the kitchen i'll get to see the bckyard+the sun whether it's there or not, not that my room has no window it just that i dont normally facing the window so i cant clearly see how's the world doing outside
maybe it's just the drizzle all this time who knows-maybe u know but i dont haha
what am i blabbering ughh nvrmind heh :p
i'm sleepy sleepy sleepy

oh this one is the same group the same song just that it comes with subbed-not english subbed but japanese subbed so it's very convenient for those who like to sing along la kn=karaoke hehe

i bought the ticket!!!
the one to sheffield!!

omg i really need a dose of caffeine-any coffee to b exact
be it cappuccino/latte/americano/tuxedo/whatever just shove it to me right now.......

i wanna go watch stardust!!!

every single time i see u in the street as u walk by u r shuffling ur feet as if to say u rather die, then live so far from home i wonder is that y u r so alone n i f u found a place to call ur own would u b fine n u tell me that smthg good is bound to happen soon n meanwhile u just wait inside ur room
do u find i odd that u were not as strong as u once thought even if u run u might get caught so u wont go n u'll b the last to know

some photos from my last year flight
i didnt have any photos for this yr journey since i forgot to grab along my camera when the cab arrived at the door n the night was cold so i had my hands full with jackets n other stuff so the camera was left behind in the rush...

this is also taken from someone's page
this is seriously addictive
i'm having it on n on for the 3rd day in a row now
kinda weird bcos i normally listen to oag,flop poppy or indon's groups for malays songs
heh do enjoy it : )


n also smthg from fpoppy + misha

haha i just tried out this one test
which i found at my friend's fs page
the result came out the same as his
i thought 'that was weird??'
so i took it for a second time
this time i didnt change anything that were already clicked for me when i opened that page
guess what
they give the same result to everyone haha
here it is

The medical specialty for you is.... Cardiology

Cardiology is the best of all specialties. As a cardiologist, you'll be sure to profit from the sharp increase in obesity. You'll open at clinic across the street from a McDonalds and retire a billionaire.

To find out what specialty best fits your unique personality, go to:

What Medical Specialty Is For You?

oh the handle of my skipping rope is nearly ripped off
hmm i'll b needing a new one soon i guess
well actually the rope has worn out
it'll probably just detached itself from the handle someday
hopefully i'll b aware when that happen n close my eyes on time-if i was skipping at that time
u know in case it strikes my eyes heh

i want to go out...
ughh there's some drilling sounds coming from the house next door
what r they doing??

finally after been starving n craving for some rice
i managed to force myself to enter the kitchen and made myself chicken curry
i forgot to buy some veg and bcos my stomach couldnt stop grumbling
i settled with only that
too hungry to focus on cooking some other dishes hahaha
oh i got a visitor today :D
some cat-the 2nd cat i saw after the 1st black one
he(i assume bcos he's big??!?!i dont know hahaha) wasn't afraid of me hehe
well the truth is i started to throw some meat for him after seeing him appearing at the back door maybe that's what made him stayed till after i finished cooking n closed the door
he wondered into the kitchen as well though
but he didnt steal my chicken haha
it was late so i just ate small amount of rice :p
err rather i'm not gonna let myself gain weight again after the skipping thingy i've been doing heh

emm the cat-r those 3 colours or just 2?they said only female can have 3 colours...

my eyes got teary watching this one vid
they both dies by disembowelment-they killed themselves!!!
the guy was desperately trying to keep his lover from suicide each time
the memories of the battlefield they had b4 were dredged up
but one of the guy's friend betrayed him by shoving a knife into the hand of his lover
the lover was actually from the opposing party that lost in the battle
so they are labeled criminals now
having lost the battle but not the pride
the lover chose harakiri
when he found out
the lover was already dead
having nothing else to live for
he decided on seppuku holding tightly to his dead lover

that traitor was actually seeking revenge bcos his lover was one of the war victim as well
so he has this grudge towards everyone from the opposing party though they were all japanese just from different clans
the sad thing is the guy had removed every little things that could b used in a suicide attempts
but this hatred-filled guy just go n gave the knife to his friend's lover
evil!!!

the plots were much more complicated but i dont feel like elaborating hehe :D

forget what we r told
b4 we get too old
show me a garden
that's bursting into life
all that i have
all that i ever was
is here in ur perfect eyes
they r all i can see
i dont know where
confused about as well
just know that these things will never change for us at all
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would u lie with me n just forget the world
=snow patrol k,it's not my words :p

why did i watch that thing!?!?knowing it has a sad ending?!?!waaa

do u know what
till today
i've just seen one black cat sniffing and prowling the backyard
where did all the other cats disappear to??

i hate it when someone
wanted to correct me but with a misleading twist of words
go straight n i'll consider it
honestly i'm neither good in interpreting nor i'm good in taking advice
unless it's from someone i know haha

eleanor called today
but i didnt recall any doorbell
she probably thought i wasnt home
so she just took out the brown bin for tomorrow's collection

gagaga cant sleep!!
oh u guys can expect entry from me for each days of this august month :D
i dont think i'll b able to go to uk this month
i'll figure some way to visit de'e b4 she fly back to msia for good
i heard everyone else doing the teacher like course 'll b finishing their study here
so i'm assuming she'll b too
or maybe she's a bit different-ugh i don't really know
need to ask her later
she's probably tired of me asking the same question hehe :p
what do i do now???
emm maybe should go n check blogskin site....

emm did i put this up b4??
heh i never get bored listen this one : )

i skips a bit
but the coldness got to me
i'm out of breath now....

now i'm a little lost
what's that suppose to mean??
ur words r confusing me...

yes!!
i bought my food supply!!!
at 1st it seems like the rain gonna come down
but it only did when i was turning
into the junction heading to the house
i felt like i a had all the time in the world
thus been browsing the clothes here n there
painfully slow-well that what will other feel, i guess,
if they happen to b with me at that moment hehe :D
another season is coming so they have this sale going on
but nothing caught my eyes except the sandal they had on display
but my feet is not that girlish and the bottom of the sandal is too flat
i'll feel as short as ever if i wore that one
it's quite nice though-wish they have the
version for people with my type of feet hmmph..

umm i have this urge to go jogging somewhere
but i couldnt think of any suitable place or time
n yes the day time is excluded-i hate running under the sun
i've been doing that for several years during high school
i dont wish to be doing the same thing again
hahaha that was actually bcos the players were
too lazy to join the prep class
we made that up as an excuse heh-rather it was me as i'm the head :D
silly us/me
i kinda miss those time
we even played during weekends, though
the hostel area doesnt really provide a big space for
a hockey team to run about n i remembered several incidents where
the teamates get hurt during practices
i remembered having three fingers with blood underneath the nails
bcos of the hockey ball-the pain?
felt like all the blood rushed there in an instant
n left nothing else to ur brain or any other body part
i nearly cllapse n my face went white
it was probably the shock at first
i couldnt speak for a second bcos i was still couldnt believed
the hockey ball just went straight up to my fingers
which were gripping the stick at that time
my fault since i didnt realized there was a bump
just ahead of me thus the ball went up into the air
we were playing in the field beside the hostel
so the ground was not all that flat or clear from small stones
but that didnt stop me from continuing playing
it's only now that i completely stop
n i dont know why

emm i want some pic to put up in here...

grgrr i'm hungry
really need to move my lazy bum out of this house
n buy some foods
it's a pity
when the weather is nice but the timing is just
not right to ask anyone here to go to town with me
hmmmph..

heh enrique : )

the bookstore ran out of stock
thus i ended buying the thickest version of patho book
hopefully the thickness wont bother me much
i got my red surgery pocket book as well
today wasnt that bad-no rain-not yet
i had a tuna bagel from the new bagel
factory just across the street in front of the hospital
but i honestly think the one at town
tasted tastier than the one i had

i arrived around noon at galway on 1/8
one of the sr was on the same flight as me
but i just realized her when we landed at heathrow
but thank goodness since we actually
have to spend the night at dublin airport haha

oh i went to charcoal yesterday-the 2nd day
it was around 9
n people were flooding the streets
drinking n probably waiting for their turn
to get into the pub/club
the old charcoal was full of people
n so we move to the new one
i believed they were just back from the galway races
n the girl next to our table
couldnt stop whining about some other girl
who shows interest towards her bf or smthg
she was absolutely loud but the
parents n the bf just let her b
i felt like smacking her
people want to eat in peace!!
not chocking on their food bcos of her loudness geez~