Wednesday, November 29, 2006

: )
for the first time since many2 nights...
i feel sleepy!!!!
yeay!!!
maybe i'll b able to adjust
my biological clock to its normal state :D

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

king tut wasn't bludgeoned after all
if he was-then he probably be living a dreadful life
with enemies all around-from the inside people(i think)-just waiting to kill him
n that's the conspiracy they thought took place back then
n he was like 18/19/20 years only-still so young rite??
now they discovered that the cranium fracture which they really thought it was
was actually his atlas/axis that was misplaced when they removed his mask
so he died bcos of femur fracture-which was infected
now i wonder how on earth a king got that lethal fracture......

heh i found someone else
who read anne rice n watch vampire movies
i'm so craving for a good vampire movie right
now-like the interview with vampire
or maybe any anne rice book
with vampire lestat in it : (
i want
i want : (


Sunday, November 26, 2006

my brooch which i like the most
has gone missing : ( several weeks ago
sometimes i said to myself
maybe it was just under the bed
or some other place in my room
i was really really hoping it'll someday
pop out from that hidden place
which i believed i failed to reach when i was
searching frantically for it
but it's been several weeks with no sign
of my little brooch : (
i miss my little brooch-oh so stupid of me
but it's my brooch from a friend so dear
to me not so long ago : (
am so sad : (
i still have its pair - the bigger one
but how can i wear it if the small one is missing??? : (
oh little brooch do come out from ur hidding place pls pls : (
now i feel like i'm missing u too : ( my dear friend....

Saturday, November 25, 2006







been meaning to post these photos since sooo long ago
sorry as they are not in any particular orders
there r more actually
maybe i'll put it up here later since i don't know what to write in here anymore
so photos r ok rite?? : )

Friday, November 24, 2006

: ) emmm
still in the middle of the busy week of studying
xam 'll start on 6/12 with biochem as the first paper
already had our physio lab xam-which was mcq
err what else???
guess that's it-for now : )

Saturday, November 18, 2006

OMG i can't concentrate!!!
blame the woman at that butler's coffee
she ordered after i did
n she was way way behind me
but smthg happened n my bro still
haven't received his hot choc.
while everyone who ordered after us
started to leave with their hot cups
tired of waiting we just grabbed one of the 2
cups of hot choc with cream,
put on the counter after some time - n that's after my bro asked if it's his hot choc
but that woman,
stared as if we came without ordering n just
provide fake receipt!!!!
what the @##@%@#@!!!!!
maybe she forgot her hearing aid at home-who knows rite??? :p hahhahaha

Thursday, November 16, 2006

couldnt post it on the other blog so
just put it up in here

i'm feeling tired
today is not the best day
tension is building bcos of the becoming xam i guess
so dont really feel like being near people
want to take a walk
go to town
shopping n taking pictures
but but but.......
oh upsr rslt is out : )








the Achiever

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose AZ - your Enneagram type is THREE.


"I need to succeed"



Achievers are energetic, optimistic, self-assured, and goal oriented.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Leave me alone when I am doing my work.

  • Give me honest, but not unduly critical or judgmental, feedback.

  • Help me keep my environment harmonious and peaceful.

  • Don't burden me with negative emotions.

  • Tell me you like being around me.

  • Tell me when you're proud of me or my accomplishments.



What I Like About Being a Three



  • being optimistic, friendly, and upbeat

  • providing well for my family

  • being able to recover quickly from setbacks and to charge ahead to
    the next challenge

  • staying informed, knowing what's going on

  • being competent and able to get things to work efficiently

  • being able to motivate people


What's Hard About Being a Three



  • having to put up with inefficiency and incompetence

  • the fear on not being -- or of not being seen as -- successful

  • comparing myself to people who do things better

  • struggling to hang on to my success

  • putting on facades in order to impress people

  • always being "on." It's exhausting.


Threes as Children Often



  • work hard to receive appreciation for their accomplishments

  • are well liked by other children and by adults

  • are among the most capable and responsible children in their class
    or school

  • are active in school government and clubs or are quietly busy working
    on their own projects


Threes as Parents



  • are consistent, dependable, and loyal

  • struggle between wanting to spend time with their children and wanting
    to get more work done

  • expect their children to be responsible and organized




Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages







You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose AZ


Would you rather have chosen:

  • BZ (FIVE)
  • CZ (ONE)
  • AX (SEVEN)
  • AY (EIGHT)









  • This test tracked 2 variables. How the score compared to the other people's:
    Higher than 66% on ABC
    Higher than 0% on XYZ


    Sunday, November 12, 2006


    food - our open house last year
    i want that nasi ayam!!!

    :D hehehe finally i'm done with my bs essay
    tomorrow is the due date
    so need to print it out in the morning
    and hand it at the bs office??ke??
    of course they have their own office/department rite???

    my library books r due on tomorrow as well
    banyak nya buku nak kena bwk!!! : (


    teratai in my kolam back home
    nice colour isn't it??
    all this time i only remember teratai with white colour
    till my mum showed me that one
    nver imagine they do have other colours-err or
    did i keep the teratai as only-green in colour in the back of my head nih???
    is it bcos i've never saw one??the flower i mean
    maybe la kot : ) cam tipu je sye ni, ntah la lupe dah
    oh this morning some guys stopped me n asked for the direction to the mosque
    so embarrassing as i don't know where it is
    hopefully they met some other muslims
    who do know the location of that riverside mosque
    some one should tell me where it is as well
    in case some other people stop me again : )

    Saturday, November 11, 2006

    the leaves has started to turn orange + yellow
    n fall scattering on the street
    the day is getting shorter with the longer long night
    my day begin with a bright sunlight if there's no rain for the day la
    then ended with me hardly seeing the sun goes down : (
    have to walk in the dark chilly night mostly everyday
    thank god the weather is not that harsh this year-at least till today
    i want to take picture of those falling leaves
    but the time seems to b running
    n by the time it slows down the leaves r probably no longer there
    bcos my exam is close to the winter hols
    the trees wont have leaves by that time dah : (



    Monday, November 06, 2006

    that thingy fail to work again!!!!
    here's the url for those who's curious

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVHp-IKvN04

    n the lyric as well : )

    Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
    You believed in superstitions
    Then maybe you'd see the signs

    The Lord knows that this world is cruel
    I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
    Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you

    Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
    Must I always be playing, playing your fool

    I sang your songs, I danced your dance
    I gave your friends all a chance
    But putting up with them
    Wasn't worth never having you

    Maybe you've been through this before
    But it's my first time so please ignore
    The next few lines cause they're directed at you

    I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
    I can't always be playing, playing your fool

    I keep playing your part
    But it's not my scene
    Want this plot to twist
    I've had enough mystery
    Keep building it up
    Then shooting me down
    But I'm already down

    Just wait a minute
    Just sitting, waiting
    Just wait a minute
    Just sitting, waiting

    Well, if I was in your position
    I'd put down all my ammunition
    I'd wonder why'd it taken me so long

    But Lord knows that I'm not you
    And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
    Cause waitin' on love aint so easy to do

    Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
    Must I always be playing, playing your fool

    No, I can't I always be waiting, waiting on you
    I can't always be playing, playing your fool

    jack johnson : )
    camne la sye bley baru discover dia nih
    nway pretty nice songs
    but since this is the 1st one of his many2 songs that i listened to
    it's been on my winamp list all day long since like 2 days ago ke??
    hahhahaha
    this is how i am
    'll only change the list once i found out another new nice song
    or when i think my brain can no longer process the words he's
    saying as beautifully as the first time it did


    Friday, November 03, 2006

    miss the pg raye suasana
    it's been 3 years with me raye away from my family
    it's upsetting when i browse through bilah's page

    http://www.friendster.com/27852062

    n the captions she put up below those pics
    n some statement she had on her profile
    everyone is going awy from home
    n soon there'll only b those who r still in primary school
    but they 'll go away as well
    n what left is my parents n that lonely house je
    'll it b the same for all of us too???


    my youngest adek
    seeing her growing up mostly through photographs
    n talking mostly on phone je

    my parents : ) may u 2 b happy always