ark a candle of mine left a burnt spot on my nightstand table!
it was kinda weird when the fire suddenly spread to light the whole area of the candle,actually it's already liquefied so the fire was like the one u see sometimes when they serve the alcohol in movies etc,like that but i didnt do anything bcos the candle is hold by a small metal candle holder,only after the fire ceased n an obviously burning like smell fill the room i realized there's a dark spot beneath the metal holder wargh i couldnt get it off!! even when i scraped it really hard : (

wargh i cant concentrate on the renal patho-really should go to the library/reading room tomorrow,hopefully the rain 'll stop hmmph~

omg im sooo mad now!!honestly im fed up with certain people-i had a great day in the ward today but someone came to me n blurted out saying i left them behind at the end of the day,what the??!?!i thought im the only one attach to this team,i've been nice enough not mentioning that to the consultant,now u r asking for more??omg who do u think u r or maybe no one ever crossed u b4?
i couldnt possibly barging into the consulting room not knowing whether u guys r having a patient or not,n yes in case u dont realize,i'm also doing some other things more important than to keep worrying whether u want to see the bone marrow or whatever procedure they r having,yes we had the opd together but shouldnt u b more alert of what's happening around u?n didnt i mentioned earlier i dont have my mobile with me??!?!plus i was following the reg not the sho or whatever she is for the opd,her room wasnt like it can b seen straight from my room,isnt that the same for us then??how come u didnt realize 1-the time the reg said the procedure gonna b performed 2-that she's walking pass ur room n of course my room since the rooms r facing each other??
ask someone to kick some sense into ur head!

omg today was the stupidiest day ever hahahha it's a relieved that it's over. i skipped class in the morning bcos i need to settle my ebay thingy n i had been walking to the bank then home again b4 out again to the post office to post money order,the 1st time i went out to bank, bcos i didnt know money order is suppose to b purchased at the post office n so the bank officer mistook me as wanting to have money transfer,frustrated n yes soaking wet i went back home bcos obviously i dont have the detail for a money transfer all i have was the name n add of the person,thankfully the guy was maybe in front of his comp at the moment i went asking from where i should get that money order err rather i told him what i need for the transfer process n he mentioned about the post office-warrghh it was raining when i went out today was horrible i nearly give up been thnking of i should just use someone else ebay account like what i normally did-well maybe that's what i'll b doing next time ughh....

then the patho lab-i dont know why
but the 2nd pot was obviously some tumour like mass but my lips slipped n i ended up saying no it's not tumour!?!?!

the last class was medical info,the last q she asked was like at the end of the lect where all i can think of was going home n have some food or hot drink n yes i've forgotten what the case was about but she demands some answer to her q??!?!n i go aaa till she came out with the answer herself hahaha

now im feeling the pressure but a bit weird n funny feeling too hahaha
mum was using kbar as a refernce saying this n that
but i knew she actually had that said so that i quickly get one bf
ooppss haha

here's some photos fr ur viewing pleasure hehe : ) raye was a blasted one yesterday though we were tired beyond words the night b4 our open house.everyone stayed up till close to 5 in the morning had a 1 n a half hour sleep b4 continuing our undone work in the kitchen then rushed to pray at the community centre of shantalla but thank god it was weekend so they started the prayer a little bit later than the usual working days n the place is much nearer to my house so i wasnt out of breath as i normally did walking to prayer place on the previous raye haha

1-photos of my raye here







2-photos of raye my family had n of course with the hamper i bought online : )
nabilah was not in any photos since she's in india but im still waiting for her raye photos,didnt see any in her fs....
oh my family is not in the coordinating colour this year haha they all look colourful with the different baju raye colours,aisyah was totally different from the rest since she has her baju with flowery pattern










n as always,i had my parents photos too-can see ijah's giggling hehe : )

now knowing de'e couldnt possibly come this dec made me go to all internet sites providing info about any interesting places to go but im thinking of going to places where my friends or relatives are,my uncle(same age actually haha) is in plymouth which i havent set foot on but when i think it over it's too near a place to go (ugh pak cik dont b mad :p haha) however i should at least see his place shouldnt i?plus his study period will b over soon probably by next year so i have to decide quickly when to go n visit him, well he did said he's coming to ireland seems like he's also having some difficult time trying to visit all those sites worth of going with only a few more months to spent here, but im already feeling suffocating thinking of the places i should at least seen once when im actually still have at least 3 yrs including this one gah everyone going somewhere this winter!!i should ask mai where she's going hehe maybe i can go to see her new place : )

warghh im busy!!need to go find out whether we'll have the autopsy today, monday is definitely out of the day listed for autopsy since mostly everyone(i think everyone) in the group r having both practical lab on that day , that left us 4 more days of the week, but i heard sarinah n the rest of the last /this week group probably going for it today??!huh thought they started on saturday last weekend??n i couldnt get in touch with sarinah, where's this girl go??autopsy?

listen to this people! : )