at some point in ur life(can b more than once i think) u'll realize all u've got is urself n only god as a helping hand.u know that what u r facing will only affect u n ur future not others around u who offer for help or their sympathy or their shoulder to cry on - as if we'll lean on their shoulder anyway(uish a bit harsh haha) but the point is believe it or not this is the only way to get ur life back on track.whatever happened leading to this state n u somehow been living in a comfort zone(u believed u were anyway that's y u keep on living like that) till one day smthg shattered that comfort zone n u r once again back in reality n then all ur plan before u were introduced into that comfort zone came back b4 ur very eyes n u heard urself said u were glad that this thing happened n help to put ur feet back on the ground bcos if not only god knows what other damaged can u cause to urself-get what i mean???ke tak phm tak pe la kalo tak phm :p hahahah.

:D guess what it was raining yesterday-i told u guys we received no rain for the last 7 @ 5 days or so right but it started to pouring down in the morning right after i posted the previous post :D so it's a bit cooler today : ) i'll probably b out in town if the others r at home now *sigh*
btw here is some photos which i snapped on my way back home-using the small road along the stream=i don't think it's a river though we do have quite a big river along the college but this stream(or do i call it small river???but small river is aka stream right??heh whatever) might b from that big river n it ends up in the sea or is it in the big river b4 entering the sea??ahahha nvrmind :D.the sea = spanish ark n there's a lot of swans n ducks n seagulls as well - that seagull word reminds me of this story by 2 of our friends during aimee's birthday.

:D i definitely luv that tungsten colour :D it makes everything look nicer isn't it???k later : )

oopss the pic is suppose to b in the middle-must have forgotten to change the layout .taken at eyre(is this the right spelling??) square a couple of days after summer hols started.the field at the right side is full with people enjoying the blazing sun-yeah some even sunbtahing at the middle of the town i guess it's really hot nowadays. it feels like i'm already in msia n i got headache due to that temperature yesterday-it's been a week or so without rain,uhuhu now i really want the rain to come bet i'll b praying for the dark cloud to go somewhere else if it's in any other season.i wonder how it's going to b when i'm back in msia end of this june-before that did i mention i'll be going to paris in previous post?? :D hehe i am going to paris for 4 nights b4 my flight back to msia-just for sightseeing cos i got no money : ( uhuhuh - i guess i'll b forcing that someone to go for a shopping spree again :D

oh yeah farah n aimee r in germany along with jali while intan is having a good time in msia now-spending time with her bf i guess hehe : ) can't wait to hear from her soon well she did promise me to tell what is happening back there-intan don't forget u promised me!!:p
i'm all alone at home thank god the night is not long bcos if it did the esb bill will b high - what do u expect it's not that i'm afraid of the dark it's a precaution since no one else is around n some nights b4 there's been the blaring of house's alarm/security alarm (i don't know the proper name for it : ) hahahha) in the neighbourhood-along this road i mean so what do i do???i've been turning on the light in each room but of course in different period or else aimee's white bulb is gonna b dead long b4 she reach home hahahah-i know aimee is not much a blog reader but farah is = farah keep this to urself :p hehe. i miss hockey but the backyard is not that big for me to play hockey only enough for the cats to play around so 've been doing some skipping in the evening instead-yeah evening when the sun is no longer on top of my head i know the pigment 'll come out even b4 i step out from the plane at klia cos it's already hot in here uhuhhu : ) i have to attend to smthg else now : ) i'll be posting more after this : )