uhuhuh~

someone pls tell me to study!!!!
apsal mls sgt nak baca buku ni aaaaa...........

pharmacology lecture today was 2 hours straight-well there's gap of 10 or 5 min in between the hours but that was not enough to revive everyone from their sleepy state ehehe though that mostly everyone was awake n bcame chatty after the 1st hour-during the break la kn some even managed to get themselves some food like bread (-thava particularly kakaka sempat mkn dlm lecture mentang2 la dia dok blakang ehehe) but they reverted to their initial state once the lecturer said 'we should begin now..' ahahha.so another stuff to study.we r going to have mcq on this 17th of october which was actually scheduled on the 24th but they've changed the date if not we'll b wearing our baju raya n 'll b celebrating our eid on the same day : )

funny thing happened after bukak puase today-my brother was supposedly bring one of my mineral water bottle but when i asked for that bottle he shoved his backpack to me with some large bottle he thought the one i was telling him.seeing this i zipped up his backpack n started to laugh uncontrollably-omg that was tap water in it n i don't even use it as drinking water-well u know there's some exercise they told us to use bottle filled water in exchanged for dumbbell ahahhaha that's what that thing is for kakakka what was he thinking????the size itself was not like mineral water bottle i described hahhaha maybe he just didn't realize that,boys they don't really notice the small things do they??oh b4 that he don't even recognize i was wearing different jacket he simply said 'that was the same jacket wasn't it' when actually the length was way too different one is the short jacket the other one is a long jacket down to my knees kakakka ape la or maybe i'm too short that's why he didn't see the length of my jacket or maybe bcos it's me-maybe he'll take every extra precautions of the details of his bcoming gf ehehhe we'll have to wait n see :D

20 minutes to bukak pose - i want some coffee,ye coffee,i'm a coffee addict
15 minutes to bukak pose - my buah buahan in the fridge dah abis ble nak g beli ni
10 minutes to bukak pose - agar2 pun sedap tp gula dah abis ble nak g beli ni
5 minutes to bukak pose - nak daging goreng uhuhuh~

byk la semua benda pun nak ish3....
abis 20 minutes pikir ape nak mkn je
membazir masa btul
ahahaha :D
kna g solat maghrib dlu : )

lampu bilik nya mentol dah mati
camne nak tuka ni
sampai ke tak ni???cam tak je : ( grgrggrgr........

went to renew my garda card yesterday morning
the office is only open after 7 of course but u'll get no ticket if u arrive after that
bcos they started to que at 5.30 am(????)
n yes as usual the rain was there too
we were wet n cold n sleepy
thank God there's a cab to take us there-after been trying several times calling several cab
i woke up at 5
took a shower
n reached there around 6-when the que was already long
the 1st familiar face was esther at the very front door followed by many many malaysin students in long long que-was hoping that my eyes was seeing smthg my brain was imagining but it wasn't imagination after all sbenarnya mmg pnjg pun que dia uhuhuh~
seems like everyone was either ponteng or have no classes ehhehe
at least there's familiar faces around in time like that hahahha
the rumour is they'll only take the 1st 70 or 65
that's the rumour
the truth is they only take in the 1st 60 people
at least for yesterday
don't know how many people they take in this morning or the morning b4 that
they keep changing the number
n the time they open the office
dah la kna baya 100 euro
cett
nasib baik bley claim je :D hahahha
my adek blum buat
so far everyone had a miserable day in renewing their garda card
his wont be different-i assume la kn hehehe

3 st.endasian with denita during that welcoming party for new students
i was wearing my sister's kurung kedah-she probably doesn't realize that it's gone hehehe :D
she's taller then me that's y it seems to b big for me,well everyone is taller then me nowadays even my sisters in primary school r taller then me.during summer last year people thought i'm the 3rd child bcos they tend to think that the eldest should b the tallest so iqbal bcame the eldest followed by bilah n yana,eh maybe i'm the 4th child then hahahha
bilah n me was in the same secondary school n i remember there was time when we exchanged baju kurung n as she's taller then me-even at that time, my baju kurung nearly bcome kurung kedah for her n the boys keep looking at us in the dining hall kakakka
it's funny to come to think of those silly things we've done in secondary school-some r meant to b secrets so i can't write it down in here only the two of us n several other girls knew particularly her close friends hehe :D

i'm happy with myself now : )
plus i have my bro here keeping me company
n i'm looking forward for new things : ) n new people :D

got the solution i need :D yay!!!

: ) i really should fix a day on which i'll write my new entry for this blog-every sunday perhaps,

i found myself searching for smthg to write in here n not be able to think of any especially on weekdays where i'm too tired at night after classes during the day-ye la of course i have to go back home n study what i've learnt in lect b4 that rite(as if we have many classes on one day la kakaka)
oh we had a sort of gathering yesterday welcoming new students to nuig n followed by hari raya photo. session hopefully that photo 'll manage to reach utusan or smthg this year though that u wont b able to identify everyone in that photo-there's a lot of us here that's y n here's some of the photos taken by some guys on that day


the plan was to move from the hub-where we gathered for the new students welcoming party to quadrangle but due to some unknown reason we ended up posing here instead doesn't matter anyway bcos u still wont recognize every single of us with these big numbers
this second pic is of third med students :D
maybe i should get the front version of this from someone-my brother wasn't around at this time(he got my camera with him) so i don't have the pic in my camera la
k that's all
i'm sleepy actually so need to take a nap hehe :D

: )
got my maggi :D
but it's really only 2
kbar got the same as me and yup 2 as well kakaka
one is tom yam the other one is curry though i did mention i want mee goreng uhuh
seems like i have to cook my own mee goreng la
aimee or intan or farah normally use spaghetti to replace that mee besar u know that we don't have that type of mee we have back in msia but i don't really like that spaghetti so maybe i'll just wait till i'm back in msia la
oh haven't finish my pharmaco task
better start my reading now : )

i want myself to b happy again
but i don't know how
do i have to find my happiness on my own
or u want to help???
or should i say
can u help???

do u know how it feel when u miss someone like crazy that it makes u cry each time u think of them?but i guess u'll get tired of that n soon forget them when u get no response rite??that's possible rite???am i tired now??
no one really read this anyway so i can just pour everything in here as i wish
oh one more thing is it possible to feel no regret when u did that??it is rite especially when u don't want urself to succumb into that depression again n u feel pity for urself rite??
i don't know
can u tell me???

i've problems but i don't know whether that can b categorized as big problems or maybe bcos there's several of them so i don't really know now which one requires immediate solution n which one can b ignored for a while or maybe it's not a big deal n i can just forget about it but then i don't know where to seek help : ( i'm so unhappy at times but i couldn't do anything about it n since my school has started i end up thinking about that when i go to sleep-b4 i shut my eyes or sometimes in my dream : ( i don't like this bcos it feels like it haunting me even when i'm asleep n yes bcos those time allows me to take no action what am i suppose to do when i dream about that??normally this dream things only occur with my exams or me receiving xam result in a couple of days but these??y do they have to come to me even when i'm sleeping i don't understand : (

maybe i should think of smthg else now-it's kinda hard bcos they keep popping up in my brain every now n then n i really hate it when it does when i'm studying.

oh my brother has arrived :D but i forgot about my maggi when i went there with some stuff for him maybe i'll get them tomorrow

i'm not happy : (

uhh there's this nice looking but a bit faded colour jacket which i've been searching since last year-around the boxing day,at miss sellfridge(correct spelling??whatever) well yeah we've been out again-aimee n me u know spending every moment pleasuring ourselves b4 all those books calling for our attention ye la class 'll b starting on tuesday kn tp my wardrobe-i believe is full : ( n me doesn't really need of jacket but that one is very nice.... i remembered last year when i saw that kind of jacket of very similar design in town but when i went there on a couple of days after that there's none even one on the shelves i was yes frustrated bcos i couldn't find them in cork either uhuhu so i bought some other design y does it has to come out again????aaaa uh nevermind i'll try to control myself

i've been reading novels these few days n most recently is memnoch the devil.it's a slow pace novel but once u get the point u'll want to know more i've read another book by anne rice same like this one but the vampire journey is not as complicated as in memnoch the devil.recognize the author?yup the one wrote the interview with vampire n another novel turned into movie, queen of the damp-i think.pandora is with farah-it's farah's so it's in her room but she'll b back when the class is starting maybe i'll b reading that one when we've our hols again.
another one is the devil wears prada :D hehe now i'm waiting for the movie to come out in the cinema here : ) oh but i'm still struggling to finish the rule of four which i think is the first novel i bought among the others last year but yet to finish,it's not about that hypnerotomachia but mostly about the daily lives of the people involve in solving the riddles in the book,so bosan : (

enough about that :D my adek is coming as i mentioned b4 n the books they gonna use r my two years books bcos the college is changing the teaching/study method into integrated which means he'll b bringing lots of books n i'm pretty sure my maggi 'll b hancur when i have them in my hands : ( dah lama tak mkn maggi (me asking him to bring my maggi???it is not bullying or maybe it is the starting point hahaha),my family is a bit strict,no maggi for my adek2 kecik(of those in primary school n secondary) n sometimes even my adek2 besar(out of secondary school) n me have to like,eat that maggi in a hidden place-don't go imagining us eating in a closet or smthg,the hidden place is a hidden place as long as our adek2 kecik don't see us with that junk foods or any other junk foods hehe : ) i think it is all started bcos of my sist-she 'll get asthma attack each time she devoured any kind of junk foods (have to consume them as quick as she could b4 my mum see her) especially maggi hehe.

k that's all for tonight :D

ye la
ye la peq li
ni nak update la ni

dah lama tinggal this sort of things how do i begin eh??oh my wireless tokle gune-my internet actually since 1 month ago n those irish broadband people r too lazy to just come n check what's wrong with it but thank god finally they sent 2 guys to come n fix it but the problem is my laptop still cannot connect to the wireless aaaaa now 've to directly connect that idu box to my laptop : ( (peq li this thing awaits u jd nnt dtg baiki ye peq li)
sian aimee she'd been like working the whole day b4 those guys came to clean the house-hoovering n mpping the floor only to b dirty again by them.but we just pretend they didn't come into the house with their shoes intact la hehe :D

what else??my brother dpt galway so he'll b coming this september.i heard there'll b 9 girls n 4 guys from kmb this year n of course some other people from kdu,taylors etc but 10 'll have no house - probably 'll stay in sr house for a couple of days till someone get them houses

nnt i'll b posting another entry-if i feel like coming down into this cold dining room la : )