attachment kt letterkenny dh abis!!!
tk sabar nk balik galway unfortunately termiss bus this morning hahahha
so skarang melepak umah jawe n the gang dlu
next bus kul 12 nnt this time we'll make sure terpacak kt situ
half an hour earlier!!kakakkaka
anyhow tk tau camne bley termiss bus, tk terpikir
letterkenny bley jam, kalo tk we'll surely b on the road to galway dh
tp takpela heh

sebulan rase kjap je, we didnt even go back to galway for weekend
ye la 5 hours journey is too long la
n that's only one way, kalo balik mesti abiskn mase 10 hours on the us je
tp tk g mane2 pun
punyela bawak passport skali in case nk g mane2 haha
tp tk sampai lak
agak busy la jugak
everyday pun ade tutorial tp this week mr.S tk kasi tutorial...?
or maybe dia nk kasi today tp kitaorg dh blah
hopefuy dia tk call galway n tanye mane budak2 yg patutnya buat attachment surgery ni?????
yg patutnya ade for his tutorial???!?!??!gah kalo dia call
tk tau la ape jd hahaha

urgh galway cam lg busy, takpe2 sebulan dua je lg then bley tone down sket?ye ke?hahahha
tp maybe dh kna pulun grggrgrggrgrg

ade unsecured networks!!ok so bley access internet :D

so far nearly 1 week dh kt letterkenny
tp tk penh jumpe consultant pun lg
even the reg doesnt know where the consultant is
but anyway there's one incidence
when the reg said, he'll give tutorial after he's done with cystoscopy
but then he rephrased it-maybe we can discuss smthg
when the consultant arrived at the theatre
bcos he'll b freed from theatre
n yes he didnt mention anything about us students to go n see the consultant
n on the 1st day the coordinator told us directly that the consultant
is not that fond of student so dont feel downhearted!haha ape la
but this is totally not as i expected
i know what they all tried to say but u know i didnt imagine it to b to this extent
we r totally being push away so we wont see the consultant
but i dont mind
lots of the doctors r willing to offer some time n knowledge to the many2 msian students here

lots of tutorial n some crap Hx this week
-but i'll try harder next week!! ;)

i need help
can we have an open session again?

yay my kari ikan is coming!!! heehehe
omg asyik pikir mkn je ni
study group pun mkn
sblum g study group pun mkn
time tido je tokle mkn
haaih gemuk jugak la camni kakaka

tp dh lame out of kari ikan nya stock so rindu la :D

avatar was brilliant!
well in terms of the plot it wasnt that complicated
but i enjoy it as this might be the only several movies
with the ending that i like haha
n yeah love the colourful world they have in that pandora
even the people are made purple in colour

oh havent fnished uploading the photos from munich/salzburg
so many to pick from
bcos my laptop is old n couldnt use the easier way of uploading photos
the one with the java application
if i tried it'll take 30min for 20 photos
to try to upload
n i dont have to wait to see, in the end it'll say
failure to upload
so might as well use the old version of uploading

u know everyone is talking about kawen!!!
why?!?!?!?!??!!!!!
can we just finish off this med school n not think about it 1st?
i wish im one of the lucky ones toooooooo haha
blerggh ape2 la
ye someone told me
takpe tunggu je
kakaka ok fine aku tunggu je la
hopefully by the end of the med school someone will come
n propose haha
ok tk nk merepek dah :p

i have lotssssssss to write in here
tp my fingers r growing numbbbbbb
n i forgot where i threw my fingerless gloves
-at least some part of the fingers r still protected from this coldness
speaking of that-galway is freezing
the frost is everywhere!!!
n today the sun wasnt that much of a help
it's there but the warmth couldnt b felt at all
our backyard is still frozen even when now is 2.38 pm already
how r we suppose to go to letterkenny in january?!?!
i can imagine how cold it would b
n what's gonna happen with our plan for giant causeway???
urgh i've been here nearly 6 yrs n havent set foot there
pls dont b so freezing cold nnt!

oh btw im still waiting for jawe to upload gamba2 kawen kakaknya
manenya ni????

ok ade lagu best baru ;) hehe



rossa ni skali tgk cam siti pun ade
tk ke??

i admit
i am a bit impatient ;)
:D

oh safe trip everyone!!!

n c U in a week time :)

sye rindu kah?????
come talk to me pls..... :(

urgh ade org bgtau @ remind me
of 'no such thing as hati baik but pakaian tk baik/seksi sket'
nk tergelak pun ade
sbb truthfully she was talking about someone else
unfortunately terkena batang hidung lak haha
anyway mmg ade blaja dlu2
ape maksudnya menutup aurat
u know kain tk nmpk kaler kulit
n tutup area mane2 tu n longgar sket,
tp somehow those few lessons r
fading-maybe a bit fast from my brain
bagus la for u to remind me-tp i know u dont read my blog
so u wont know im saying thanks for u here haha
ye i'll try to b perfect in ur eyes k ;)

omg hari ni i dont know why
tp penat nya!!!
during the last tutorial-i was standing against the door
trying to rest my back
been standing since morning in the ward round, the clinic
then the theatre+hx pre-op jugak
met ayesha when the theatre was done
n decided to follow her for the ortho tutorial
usually i'll get a signal from my grumbling tummy that i need to sit down
at least for a snack b4 continue with anything else later in the day
tp hari ni perut tk bunyik pulak haha
oh they used leeches today!!!for haematoma dlm flap!
1 leech = 5 euro! but they killed them afterwards by pouring some alcohol, poor thing

today my dr in the team
spoke

spanish
french un petite peu
n earlier in the week
he spoke gaelic!!!!

so he knew at least 4 languages!

hehe dah tgk 500 days of summer
at the end that guy met another girl
but this time her name is autumn hahahah
oh it'll b good if someone can come n SERIUOSLY say
i want to marry u
tp that someone mesti la has a good background
n yeah dont think people wont go n check up on u
if u gave some reference
reverse psychology might not work here
people just might do what u said ok ;p

omg i just realised my number of entries has slopped down compared to years back!
anyway this is a way to naik kan a bit hahahha

oh that's not the main point for this entry
true blood=yes i tried several times to watch it in astro at home
but the kids were getting in the way
so i ended with either changing the channel when they were watching along
or shooed them away
ye la there were scenes which are not appropriate for their age
anyhow, farah n rafiq have the buku crite
but i still want my vampire to remain as what anne rice describe
im not yet ready to put shape shifter in the same story
well though lestat met several weird creatures or went to hell or other weird places
but yes i want them to remain as what the movie interview with the vampire portrayed them as, maybe when im trully done with the chronicles that i'll start looking for different version of vampire ;)

regarding my last entry
it's true we cant control our feelings but
people differ in a way that some may b able to let go quickly n some just get stuck thinking of the same thing all the time
should i say im fortunate@unfortunate, that im the former??? haha
so yes i'll let go when i want to n yes i wont turn back
saye rase as if i dont have attachment to someone/thing hmmm

susah jugak bile senang kecik hati...
tp, hati bukannya boleh di control2...
mungkin, avoidance is the best

ok now this is really going on n on in my head



finally got my case!!
the reg went looking for us in the ct room this after noon
bcos he wont b here tomorrow
he went through the history n also the most important part of all
the ct/us/xray etc baik btul hehe :D

oh my attachment is a mess la
asl la bk sgt benda nya ni.................

usually ade someone yg we can always turn around n talk to
bcos of the closeness we tend to have stronger
feeling to whatever their reactions r towards smthg
concerning us@maybe everything
but we r not mind readers so we cannot tell what they r thinking or feeling n im afraid there will always b a guilty feeling when they didnt respond as what
we expect they would to smthg we did/ask/tell them etc
the hardest thing is actually when it happened n we didnt say anything @they didnt tell us anything
but the silent hurts

dejected