so far i still have 2 patricia cornwell, 1 anne rice and 1 buku curik from castelbar club buku crite begging to be read by my lazy bum self right now

haaish apesal la malas sgt nih

i think the lazy part of me somehow know i dont have anything urgent that needs to be done

eventhough there is several things that need my attention seperti:

1-contacting the putra venture people = my mum ckp she wants to handle it but sye ragu2 pule ehehe maybe i'll do the contacting tonight, through email pun bukan susah n the lady is msian n she speaks malay la kn haha

2-mending my newly bought seluar well jegging to b exact but it wont look like one when im done with it so dont worry i wont b wearing the skin tight nye jegging ;)

3-updating my photos in facebook! gah this one really need to b on top of the list patutnya, the last time was before the exam ke between the exam? hmmm

4-oh i need to find bag(???) n shoes/sandal for my graduation! unfortunately i accidentally deleted the only photos of my grad-baju material&colour which my sister sent me thus it's a gamble if i want to buy them now without anything as reference ye la kang tk masuk kaler lak heh

ok tu je that i can think of now, im physically in my room but my mind is in town already hahah am actually waiting for ayesha siddiqah to go to town for god knows how many times dah since our xam is finished ;)

senangnya kalo bley live ur life n do whatever u desire

without having to think of other people

senangnya if whatever we do wont affect anyone

tapi living ur life means involving every other people around u

be it intentionally or not

how can we live our life following our own decision everytime

without considering other people's point of view or feeling

how could we live that way

maybe we can but

we might as well live in a desert or somewhere

where no one is around

bcos human is full of feelings which may or may not b easily read/interpret by others

finally the week is ending

n the xams are OVER!!!!

some unexpected things happened but

i think they were all well mnged

today was the last part of final xam

obstetric n gynaecology subject

thank god there wasnt any short case

tp nk tgk ape pun kn?haha

didnt get called for any oral with any prof

which im so relieved

hopefully everything is fine! ;)

nerd at school only lol ;)

omg rase mau jerit n say

WHAT? do u think i wouldnt understand ur broken french?!

u even use broken english do u expect me to believe

ur french is perfect?!

bley blah!

http://uk.news.yahoo.com/22/20100415/tuk-uk-britain-airports-fa6b408.html

Volcanic ash turns north Europe into no-fly zone

waaa asal byk gler distraction ni

STUDY STUDY la!!!

ari ni rase nk pelempang org pun ade

apparently u r too ignorant!!!

yana i need ur love!

mane ko today ni??

ape yg kamu buat ni??!?!?!

u r making me confused!!!!

urgh sampai hati kamu....

some chinese girl came up to me in college today

and said "hiiiiii u r (some unrecognizable msian name) right?1st yr right?"

what do i make of that???

one thing for sure - seems like i still have that 1st yr innocence face haha

but it is kinda rude not to know ur seniors

this one doesnt have 'the dance' haha

go here go here!!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=107621775919621&ref=mf

omg gle cute!!!! :D

mlm ni terpksa buat karangan since how many yrs dh ntah tak buat
hopefully takyah kna re-do ke ape ;)
i think baru terase bahang xam ni
when people asked u to write smthg as kenang2an
omg 6 yrs dh nk abis dh!!
the memories r still fresh lg
the first day in dublin, dgn penatnya kna naik bas
for another 4 hours-dh la lame pening lak tu
nasib baik penat n bley tido n tak hujan sgt
mlmnya hujan though
n sejuk!!! haha
baru tau bknnya best sgt pun ireland ni
hujan je most of the time
tp yr by yr i come to like it
if someone asked me to choose again
i wont choose any other place or any other friends yg ade here
sye suke this place yg always hujan n the people around me :)
tp 6 yrs in galway + 1yr in asasi + 5 yrs in smapk = 12 yrs apart from my family
ye la w/pun ade cuti time skolah
it's still 8 hours by car, n i only went back time cuti yg pnjg2 je
so yes im going back home to msia!
tp kadang2 i came to think
how am i gonna live without these people around me anymore????
urgh seday nya.... :'(
wont it be nice kalo one of u guys can stay with me :D
haha wishful thinkng btul-tp that way we wont b lonely..... except nasrul, n intan la kn :p

rasenya im a bit cranky this past few days
sorry i cant tolerate some stupid jokes
or some remarks which suppose to b funny for u
all i want to do is huddle up in my room with no
other noises except for my laptop or my SISTER/BROTHER calling me
dont text me if it's not IMPORTANT
or dont ask questions when u ALREADY have the answer or
u want an answer that SUITS ONLY U bcos i might not b able
to give u that-but i can offer u an honest,
call it a ruthless answer if u want
bcos i think i am heartless at times

yes my neck n shoulders r hurting
tension is definitely in the air

attachment kt letterkenny dh abis!!!
tk sabar nk balik galway unfortunately termiss bus this morning hahahha
so skarang melepak umah jawe n the gang dlu
next bus kul 12 nnt this time we'll make sure terpacak kt situ
half an hour earlier!!kakakkaka
anyhow tk tau camne bley termiss bus, tk terpikir
letterkenny bley jam, kalo tk we'll surely b on the road to galway dh
tp takpela heh

sebulan rase kjap je, we didnt even go back to galway for weekend
ye la 5 hours journey is too long la
n that's only one way, kalo balik mesti abiskn mase 10 hours on the us je
tp tk g mane2 pun
punyela bawak passport skali in case nk g mane2 haha
tp tk sampai lak
agak busy la jugak
everyday pun ade tutorial tp this week mr.S tk kasi tutorial...?
or maybe dia nk kasi today tp kitaorg dh blah
hopefuy dia tk call galway n tanye mane budak2 yg patutnya buat attachment surgery ni?????
yg patutnya ade for his tutorial???!?!??!gah kalo dia call
tk tau la ape jd hahaha

urgh galway cam lg busy, takpe2 sebulan dua je lg then bley tone down sket?ye ke?hahahha
tp maybe dh kna pulun grggrgrggrgrg

ade unsecured networks!!ok so bley access internet :D

so far nearly 1 week dh kt letterkenny
tp tk penh jumpe consultant pun lg
even the reg doesnt know where the consultant is
but anyway there's one incidence
when the reg said, he'll give tutorial after he's done with cystoscopy
but then he rephrased it-maybe we can discuss smthg
when the consultant arrived at the theatre
bcos he'll b freed from theatre
n yes he didnt mention anything about us students to go n see the consultant
n on the 1st day the coordinator told us directly that the consultant
is not that fond of student so dont feel downhearted!haha ape la
but this is totally not as i expected
i know what they all tried to say but u know i didnt imagine it to b to this extent
we r totally being push away so we wont see the consultant
but i dont mind
lots of the doctors r willing to offer some time n knowledge to the many2 msian students here

lots of tutorial n some crap Hx this week
-but i'll try harder next week!! ;)

i need help
can we have an open session again?

yay my kari ikan is coming!!! heehehe
omg asyik pikir mkn je ni
study group pun mkn
sblum g study group pun mkn
time tido je tokle mkn
haaih gemuk jugak la camni kakaka

tp dh lame out of kari ikan nya stock so rindu la :D

avatar was brilliant!
well in terms of the plot it wasnt that complicated
but i enjoy it as this might be the only several movies
with the ending that i like haha
n yeah love the colourful world they have in that pandora
even the people are made purple in colour

oh havent fnished uploading the photos from munich/salzburg
so many to pick from
bcos my laptop is old n couldnt use the easier way of uploading photos
the one with the java application
if i tried it'll take 30min for 20 photos
to try to upload
n i dont have to wait to see, in the end it'll say
failure to upload
so might as well use the old version of uploading

u know everyone is talking about kawen!!!
why?!?!?!?!??!!!!!
can we just finish off this med school n not think about it 1st?
i wish im one of the lucky ones toooooooo haha
blerggh ape2 la
ye someone told me
takpe tunggu je
kakaka ok fine aku tunggu je la
hopefully by the end of the med school someone will come
n propose haha
ok tk nk merepek dah :p

i have lotssssssss to write in here
tp my fingers r growing numbbbbbb
n i forgot where i threw my fingerless gloves
-at least some part of the fingers r still protected from this coldness
speaking of that-galway is freezing
the frost is everywhere!!!
n today the sun wasnt that much of a help
it's there but the warmth couldnt b felt at all
our backyard is still frozen even when now is 2.38 pm already
how r we suppose to go to letterkenny in january?!?!
i can imagine how cold it would b
n what's gonna happen with our plan for giant causeway???
urgh i've been here nearly 6 yrs n havent set foot there
pls dont b so freezing cold nnt!

oh btw im still waiting for jawe to upload gamba2 kawen kakaknya
manenya ni????

ok ade lagu best baru ;) hehe



rossa ni skali tgk cam siti pun ade
tk ke??