i've been called to attend BTN n induction next monday
which means my working life will start the following week
it's been busy since last friday the day which i went to
register with KKM n SPA, as well as lapor diri in MARA
i didnt go to MMC because of some technical problem with
my MMC provisional registration form
but i managed to post the completed form this week on sunday 11th of july.
because of the late registration with MMC
i honestly thought they wont call me for work this early
n i actually used computer printed transcripts
only that i have my medical office to stamp them for me
we need them for the registration n thank god that lady doctor at the MMC
approved my printed version transcripts-they emailed me
on 15th of july with the approval,giler cepat la,
i called the person in charge at 2.45pm on thursday
informing my BTN n induction will need me to submit
the surat pengakuan registration with MMC
n by 4 i got the email!
but the registration number will only be available in two weeks time ;)

i have mixed feelings about work n this btn n induction
am hoping for a place in HUSM but
the thing is HUSM has its own students :(
oh not to mention i still have the work clothes issue to b solved
mane nk carik baju my size in abundance in such a short time ni???
my mum suggested i cilok dayana's baju but hers are of different size
well a bit off from my size la

anyway im heading off to KL at 9pm tomorrow night ;)
oh yes my baju raye is only half way siap gagaggaga

1-this just doesnt make sense, how can we ask for smthg with

straight faces when in normal circumstances we know

we shouldnt, bcos we have no right for that?

did u just overlooked that n asked anyway?

seems like i could not play along with that, sorry.

2-i was browsing through maher's profile when i came across some

thread between his friend n him talking about medical check up

that they have to do, n this one sentence said, sort of like this

"aku dah buat check up marin", n before that my brother told

this friend of his, that he's waiting for H1N1 test, so immediately

i thought, oh they have another new test that i have never heard

before, but why does it sound like water related test???

marin as in MARINA or smthg, then i went to dayana's page,

n in this one comment she said, "ma dok bising jak marin lagi"

wahahhahaha marin as in smalam ke sbenarnya!!

ape la asal nk kna campur bahasa kang dah tk phm lol

3-i listen to lots of singer n beyonce included but

this one is a cover performed by a guy named sam tsui, enjoy! ;)

1-some small cute little puppy tried to climb onto my lap today,

but he was too short and i was on a bench sitting,

thus he only managed to stand on his two hind legs

with the other two paws against my kain baju kurung

standing n asking for attention at the same time........

omg he is waay to cute to b kicked aside,

plus the owner was just there watching n smiling as if happy

because he know his puppy is just too cute in asking

for attention n trying to play with us.....i ended stroking the puppy's head ooops........

2-ok that was the main event for today!?

or maybe not, it's just that it was depressing to remember

of how people can b sooooo snobbish n bossy that u would just want

to delete the memory, as if the option is available anyway.

haiish u look like a nice person in picture but in reality u r actually not,

why cant u hold ur tongue woman?

3-i think i want grey for my wedding baju!

hahahah mane calonnya pun tak tau

pandai2 pilih kaler dah gagagaga

senangnya pilih kaler kalo my calon is cerah :p

it's true isnt't it

love starts from the eyes

n tears will fall when u try closing ur eyes

pretending not to see them

but will it help if u r totally totally apart?

ape yg kamu download ni, besa btul 1.63 GB

brape lame nk kna tunggu ni daaaa

ok suda contact putra venture people! they r charging approximately 130 e for 6 boxes which is ok la kot to reach my house in terengganu ;)

i'll have to settle all the payment by tomorrow n print all the details they have given

hopefully the weather behave as it did today haha

oh there might be some changes in the plan for my visiting mummy

we might stay in london from 12 up to 15 th of june instead of coming straight to galway

ayesha's mother is in the same flight so i'll have someone else to jalan with in london only

farah n sister wil be joining us as well

but pls god make the flight ticket cheap! gagagga

so far i still have 2 patricia cornwell, 1 anne rice and 1 buku curik from castelbar club buku crite begging to be read by my lazy bum self right now

haaish apesal la malas sgt nih

i think the lazy part of me somehow know i dont have anything urgent that needs to be done

eventhough there is several things that need my attention seperti:

1-contacting the putra venture people = my mum ckp she wants to handle it but sye ragu2 pule ehehe maybe i'll do the contacting tonight, through email pun bukan susah n the lady is msian n she speaks malay la kn haha

2-mending my newly bought seluar well jegging to b exact but it wont look like one when im done with it so dont worry i wont b wearing the skin tight nye jegging ;)

3-updating my photos in facebook! gah this one really need to b on top of the list patutnya, the last time was before the exam ke between the exam? hmmm

4-oh i need to find bag(???) n shoes/sandal for my graduation! unfortunately i accidentally deleted the only photos of my grad-baju material&colour which my sister sent me thus it's a gamble if i want to buy them now without anything as reference ye la kang tk masuk kaler lak heh

ok tu je that i can think of now, im physically in my room but my mind is in town already hahah am actually waiting for ayesha siddiqah to go to town for god knows how many times dah since our xam is finished ;)

senangnya kalo bley live ur life n do whatever u desire

without having to think of other people

senangnya if whatever we do wont affect anyone

tapi living ur life means involving every other people around u

be it intentionally or not

how can we live our life following our own decision everytime

without considering other people's point of view or feeling

how could we live that way

maybe we can but

we might as well live in a desert or somewhere

where no one is around

bcos human is full of feelings which may or may not b easily read/interpret by others

finally the week is ending

n the xams are OVER!!!!

some unexpected things happened but

i think they were all well mnged

today was the last part of final xam

obstetric n gynaecology subject

thank god there wasnt any short case

tp nk tgk ape pun kn?haha

didnt get called for any oral with any prof

which im so relieved

hopefully everything is fine! ;)

nerd at school only lol ;)

omg rase mau jerit n say

WHAT? do u think i wouldnt understand ur broken french?!

u even use broken english do u expect me to believe

ur french is perfect?!

bley blah!

http://uk.news.yahoo.com/22/20100415/tuk-uk-britain-airports-fa6b408.html

Volcanic ash turns north Europe into no-fly zone

waaa asal byk gler distraction ni

STUDY STUDY la!!!

ari ni rase nk pelempang org pun ade

apparently u r too ignorant!!!

yana i need ur love!

mane ko today ni??

ape yg kamu buat ni??!?!?!

u r making me confused!!!!

urgh sampai hati kamu....

some chinese girl came up to me in college today

and said "hiiiiii u r (some unrecognizable msian name) right?1st yr right?"

what do i make of that???

one thing for sure - seems like i still have that 1st yr innocence face haha

but it is kinda rude not to know ur seniors

this one doesnt have 'the dance' haha

go here go here!!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=107621775919621&ref=mf

omg gle cute!!!! :D

mlm ni terpksa buat karangan since how many yrs dh ntah tak buat
hopefully takyah kna re-do ke ape ;)
i think baru terase bahang xam ni
when people asked u to write smthg as kenang2an
omg 6 yrs dh nk abis dh!!
the memories r still fresh lg
the first day in dublin, dgn penatnya kna naik bas
for another 4 hours-dh la lame pening lak tu
nasib baik penat n bley tido n tak hujan sgt
mlmnya hujan though
n sejuk!!! haha
baru tau bknnya best sgt pun ireland ni
hujan je most of the time
tp yr by yr i come to like it
if someone asked me to choose again
i wont choose any other place or any other friends yg ade here
sye suke this place yg always hujan n the people around me :)
tp 6 yrs in galway + 1yr in asasi + 5 yrs in smapk = 12 yrs apart from my family
ye la w/pun ade cuti time skolah
it's still 8 hours by car, n i only went back time cuti yg pnjg2 je
so yes im going back home to msia!
tp kadang2 i came to think
how am i gonna live without these people around me anymore????
urgh seday nya.... :'(
wont it be nice kalo one of u guys can stay with me :D
haha wishful thinkng btul-tp that way we wont b lonely..... except nasrul, n intan la kn :p

rasenya im a bit cranky this past few days
sorry i cant tolerate some stupid jokes
or some remarks which suppose to b funny for u
all i want to do is huddle up in my room with no
other noises except for my laptop or my SISTER/BROTHER calling me
dont text me if it's not IMPORTANT
or dont ask questions when u ALREADY have the answer or
u want an answer that SUITS ONLY U bcos i might not b able
to give u that-but i can offer u an honest,
call it a ruthless answer if u want
bcos i think i am heartless at times

yes my neck n shoulders r hurting
tension is definitely in the air