it has been hectic for the past two days
n im oncall again tomorrow
of which i feel so unhappy about it
my feet need massage so badly
i dont feel like standing fr ward round
for blood taking etc etc
we got this two patients who always require branula
the lifetime of their branula is usually one day only
n u have to poke them at difficult small vessel each day
one has ESRF so yes difficulty difficult small line,her hand is so small
it looks like my sister's when she was in standard three or two
the other one has post-cva epilepsy
u might accidentally lost/bump the line if she so happen having fits
while u were doing the line gah
im tired......

woke up from the wrong side of the bed today
i burnt a hole on my beautiful kurung batik while ironing it this morning
this is the first time this kind of thing happen
but why does it have to be my batik?!??!?! :( :( :(
dah la mahal, n it was my most beautiful batik ugh :(
i hardly wear it bcos im afraid its thin material may not tolerate my work in the ward
waaa sedihnya :(
tp nasib baik not my crepe batik heh

ok that was written 2 days ago
so today, went to work in the morning to find out
work round was already done by the MO
yeay tk yah buat round haha
went to pekan to visit my little sister
bought her a new sony ericsson phone on the way there
i think i might bought it for myself if i didnt have my HTC right now
cute nye phone n she was delighted telling my mom after that hehe
ok esok oncall n i have a presentation to be done on monday

my * bought me a new crepe batik today :D
happy nye :D thank u!

i want an accord! this yr!

i know im not always straight forward
but this is just ridicilous
do i need to spell it out to u word by word??
pls understand that IM NOT INTERESTED

gah today tido sampai tokle tido dh
finally qada' all the sleep in need! :D
tp bosan jugak sbb tk tau nk buat ape
all the magazines yg ade pun tk menarik sgt
internet pun tk menarik
well maybe dh penat cuti
so esok start keja balik!

i wasnt planning to go home this weekend but since
this one driver insisted
so i followed him back home n back here
again in kemaman in one day
woah crazy tak???tp i wasnt the one driving so
suke sbb bley balik umah even for 2 hours
of which i spent tido again n iron baju hahaha
tk productive lgsg la kn balik umah
tp bley jumpe mummy so ok la ;)
reached kemaman quite late as expected

my second day of cuti was spent travelling to kuala lipis phg
yg i ingat dekat tp sbenarnya tak
my mum sent me a text asking where exactly
was our destination, KL ke kuala lipis
so i told her, KL stand for kuala lipis jugak ape hahahaha
mesti my mum bengang time tu
anyway the wedding ceremony was nearly
reaching its end time kitaorg sampai
n guess what i saw few juniors from smapk!
thats not the only surprise
the bride was actually my junior
gagagga cume my batch tkde la heh
n they called me kak najmi
urgh kantoi la umur sye.....

ok tonight terkantoi yg tak bley cover langsung!!!!
just imagined u sat just a table apart from them n yes
they noticed u when u were taking a seat
there wasnt a way out we had to say hello n b friendly gagaggaga
i know people knew but this is just unexpected n i just dont know how to act lol
anyway i'll just go with muke selambe je la esok to ward haha

today was busssyyyyy!!!!
i wanted to stay n help out but im too tired
the ward was too crowded especially during visiting hours
medical is too different from ortho
though i love it since we are allow to do procedure here
but the work load is just BANYAK
btw i managed to perform 4 peritoneal dialysis
tried to insert one long line but failed uhuhu
never mind there will always b a second time ;)
im taking 3 days leave this coming weekend
the plan is to go jln2 with cough*but it started raining few days now
so if the water level keep increasing we might get stuck in kemaman
n i dont think i'll be able to go home in besut because of the flood that's going on now

urgh i think im hungry again :(

skrang dah ade geng chubby haha, nabilah's flight from kb was at 9 today
i drove her there ~6.30 am n of course we missed one junction but
i made a u turn n we reached the airport at 7.30 am

she accompanied me shopping for my new room in kemaman
but as expected i spent more on stuff which is not essential
like 3 akemi comforter sets-king size with different colour n design
they are irresistable!!! can u imagine the original prize was close
to thousand per set but i got it for less than 200 per set
so yes i have to buy them :p haha
but then no sunglasses for me yet
i'll put aside some money next month for the glasses
i bought some curtain which will need someone to put up the rail
some more pillow n bolster
one small cupboard which need to b put together later
n one stand to hang my clothes (more like my tudung)
n today after sending her to airport i went to tesco n found the
rotan-like box for my laundry however i didnt get the size that i want
they only have medium n small size so i took the medium one



oh did i mention that im taking back what i said previously :p
got this in kuantan-cantik tk baju raye saye???
imagined me in that in the ot changing room-i was oncall
on my first day raye lol n we had one operation that day

best nya kalo bley mengutuk without the doubt that u'll find out
ni ade palpitation lak kalo nk mengutuk since everyone can read malay heh

anyway im kinda tired - i can still hear intan said "dh start dah perangai lame dia" haha
but i am...........
i honestly dont know where to go from now
should i put u behind as a history or keep u as a case to be reviewed later?
am i making myself confuse????? :(

anyway im at home
my sister from india is on holiday
will be spending a few days in malaysia
as she spent the rest in australia with her bf
we will be going for window shopping or maybe shopping for real tomorrow at KB
oh today pecah record bwk keta!i took 3 hours only from kemaman to besut!maybe sbb today bukan school or raye holidays kot ;)

i think i wrote another draft to b published when i have some free time but seems like it's gone
anyway im home today in besut, been driving for close to 5 hours
n i actually chose a different route without realizing it till it's too late n impossible to turn around to find the familiar route i normally used
instead of 3 roundabout
i probably took a different turn n ended going into permaisuri area,my father used to teach at sek.men sultan ibrahim (not sure whether sultan ke bukan sultan lol haha ke maybe sek men tengku ibrahim?)
anyway highway nye ade lalu area2 construction n felda n ladang2 sawit
lucky me my car's oil was enough ;)

im soooooo tired today, i was up till 4 am yesterday - oncall
n my minute sleep was disturbed-someone misread my instruction n thought my pt needs branula when i wrote legibly it's a CAP not IV anyway takpe la since i skipped the round today pun ;D hahha

This is the first raye yg i bought baju raye,in previous yrs i made my own. Td g kuantan n i swear lps ni i wont park kt parkson yg the nearest to entrance of kuantan tu-tinggi btul blum sampai i already felt like throwing up sbb jln pusing2 naik atas.

ok my profile photo is gone as well! grgrggrgr

Ok i think my smart phone just decided on its own to delete my 1st paragraph for the previous entry. Tp sye pun lupe ape sye tulis daaaa

im at my relative's place, bukak pose here today, tp not everyone is home eventhough school hols has already started

Anyway work is getting busier,well my workload may not b as much as those working in bigger university hosp but eid is getting closer which means we r expecting more accidents n more diabetic foot for abx or straight for bka,aka or ray's amputation. So far im enjoying myself. The company here is good as well the only things lacking here is the place to spent my money!urgh mesra mall is too small a place to go shopping :(

i've been called to attend BTN n induction next monday
which means my working life will start the following week
it's been busy since last friday the day which i went to
register with KKM n SPA, as well as lapor diri in MARA
i didnt go to MMC because of some technical problem with
my MMC provisional registration form
but i managed to post the completed form this week on sunday 11th of july.
because of the late registration with MMC
i honestly thought they wont call me for work this early
n i actually used computer printed transcripts
only that i have my medical office to stamp them for me
we need them for the registration n thank god that lady doctor at the MMC
approved my printed version transcripts-they emailed me
on 15th of july with the approval,giler cepat la,
i called the person in charge at 2.45pm on thursday
informing my BTN n induction will need me to submit
the surat pengakuan registration with MMC
n by 4 i got the email!
but the registration number will only be available in two weeks time ;)

i have mixed feelings about work n this btn n induction
am hoping for a place in HUSM but
the thing is HUSM has its own students :(
oh not to mention i still have the work clothes issue to b solved
mane nk carik baju my size in abundance in such a short time ni???
my mum suggested i cilok dayana's baju but hers are of different size
well a bit off from my size la

anyway im heading off to KL at 9pm tomorrow night ;)
oh yes my baju raye is only half way siap gagaggaga

1-this just doesnt make sense, how can we ask for smthg with

straight faces when in normal circumstances we know

we shouldnt, bcos we have no right for that?

did u just overlooked that n asked anyway?

seems like i could not play along with that, sorry.

2-i was browsing through maher's profile when i came across some

thread between his friend n him talking about medical check up

that they have to do, n this one sentence said, sort of like this

"aku dah buat check up marin", n before that my brother told

this friend of his, that he's waiting for H1N1 test, so immediately

i thought, oh they have another new test that i have never heard

before, but why does it sound like water related test???

marin as in MARINA or smthg, then i went to dayana's page,

n in this one comment she said, "ma dok bising jak marin lagi"

wahahhahaha marin as in smalam ke sbenarnya!!

ape la asal nk kna campur bahasa kang dah tk phm lol

3-i listen to lots of singer n beyonce included but

this one is a cover performed by a guy named sam tsui, enjoy! ;)

1-some small cute little puppy tried to climb onto my lap today,

but he was too short and i was on a bench sitting,

thus he only managed to stand on his two hind legs

with the other two paws against my kain baju kurung

standing n asking for attention at the same time........

omg he is waay to cute to b kicked aside,

plus the owner was just there watching n smiling as if happy

because he know his puppy is just too cute in asking

for attention n trying to play with us.....i ended stroking the puppy's head ooops........

2-ok that was the main event for today!?

or maybe not, it's just that it was depressing to remember

of how people can b sooooo snobbish n bossy that u would just want

to delete the memory, as if the option is available anyway.

haiish u look like a nice person in picture but in reality u r actually not,

why cant u hold ur tongue woman?

3-i think i want grey for my wedding baju!

hahahah mane calonnya pun tak tau

pandai2 pilih kaler dah gagagaga

senangnya pilih kaler kalo my calon is cerah :p

it's true isnt't it

love starts from the eyes

n tears will fall when u try closing ur eyes

pretending not to see them

but will it help if u r totally totally apart?

ape yg kamu download ni, besa btul 1.63 GB

brape lame nk kna tunggu ni daaaa

ok suda contact putra venture people! they r charging approximately 130 e for 6 boxes which is ok la kot to reach my house in terengganu ;)

i'll have to settle all the payment by tomorrow n print all the details they have given

hopefully the weather behave as it did today haha

oh there might be some changes in the plan for my visiting mummy

we might stay in london from 12 up to 15 th of june instead of coming straight to galway

ayesha's mother is in the same flight so i'll have someone else to jalan with in london only

farah n sister wil be joining us as well

but pls god make the flight ticket cheap! gagagga