when the opportunity is just there in front of us we often take it for granted,
during my time in religious type of school i hate learning all those stuff but when i was freed from the school allow to roam free to whatever place i want to go, i realize what's been tying me back from doing an unacceptable things regarded by the community is always things i learned bit by bit in that time,it's only now things are a bit clearer of where n how i should use the lessons they thought us all.the sad thing is people dont always understand those things or they did, but somehow forgotten or the memory get twisted a bit so yeah what left is some kind of hybrid type of understanding which they think is the true one-that's actually the reason they warned us to always live in a community so that one can always remind each other of what's wrong n what's not-i know im not good at convincing people this way really hence never tried haha,but it saddened me seeing each n everyone of us-well not all- being swept away slowly frm the actual path,im just frustrated i couldnt say anything but that's just it i dont have any guilt since everyone is mumaiyiz hnce they should know what they r doing-emm i think one scary thing is that we smtms have different definition of what's right n what's not hmmm....