err i think law got cancelled
well we were suppose to stay for it after ethic but the level of sleepiness was too high thus we rushed back home in case the lecturer got into the hall but we actually bumped into her outside csi main entrance oopss i think i heard her asking smthg like r u ditching the class?? wahahah she remember the faces apparently but now knowing she cancelled it just bcos not enough people stayed back kinda make me feel guilty,she was a little bit rushing herself at that time but yeah i really though she would just make do with that but seems like im wrong hmmmph...

just have to post this up
the vid quality isnt that good but rain was being cute :D
not to mention one of the dj who keep eating throughout the vid haha it's just plain funny seeing their action,i dont really listen to rain his style of music isnt really within the range of my liking but this one is a bit different n maybe bcos there wasnt much dance steps he normally would do in one vid n yeah couldnt really stand his im-cute-face haha thats y i listen to se7en

oh finished the patho mcq
then stayed for ethic which is still have me wondering the main point of the lect?!?!?hahah but i remember his 'bizarre' eg of situation,imagine >80% of people developed spring like legs due to genetically modified foods n thus stairs r not build in the hospital,to get to the second floor u need the pair of spring legs n unfortunately u r among the 20% people who dont have them,basically he's trying to make u realize the feeling of disable people in their daily lives with the surrounding r full with utilities for normal people eh i remember his teaching!!haha :D

i cant neither talk to nor can i see someone face to face if im angry
im a bit upset now n i dont know y

im not feeling well
is this some sort of pre-exam sydrome??-i know tomorrow's test only a minor one but seriously im not well or maybe the caffeine effect is kicking in,i had a cup b4 my med.info pract-which is canceled-n then another large caramel javalanche after that,urgh im restless but i dont think there's anything which can help ease this....

ark a candle of mine left a burnt spot on my nightstand table!
it was kinda weird when the fire suddenly spread to light the whole area of the candle,actually it's already liquefied so the fire was like the one u see sometimes when they serve the alcohol in movies etc,like that but i didnt do anything bcos the candle is hold by a small metal candle holder,only after the fire ceased n an obviously burning like smell fill the room i realized there's a dark spot beneath the metal holder wargh i couldnt get it off!! even when i scraped it really hard : (

wargh i cant concentrate on the renal patho-really should go to the library/reading room tomorrow,hopefully the rain 'll stop hmmph~

omg im sooo mad now!!honestly im fed up with certain people-i had a great day in the ward today but someone came to me n blurted out saying i left them behind at the end of the day,what the??!?!i thought im the only one attach to this team,i've been nice enough not mentioning that to the consultant,now u r asking for more??omg who do u think u r or maybe no one ever crossed u b4?
i couldnt possibly barging into the consulting room not knowing whether u guys r having a patient or not,n yes in case u dont realize,i'm also doing some other things more important than to keep worrying whether u want to see the bone marrow or whatever procedure they r having,yes we had the opd together but shouldnt u b more alert of what's happening around u?n didnt i mentioned earlier i dont have my mobile with me??!?!plus i was following the reg not the sho or whatever she is for the opd,her room wasnt like it can b seen straight from my room,isnt that the same for us then??how come u didnt realize 1-the time the reg said the procedure gonna b performed 2-that she's walking pass ur room n of course my room since the rooms r facing each other??
ask someone to kick some sense into ur head!

omg today was the stupidiest day ever hahahha it's a relieved that it's over. i skipped class in the morning bcos i need to settle my ebay thingy n i had been walking to the bank then home again b4 out again to the post office to post money order,the 1st time i went out to bank, bcos i didnt know money order is suppose to b purchased at the post office n so the bank officer mistook me as wanting to have money transfer,frustrated n yes soaking wet i went back home bcos obviously i dont have the detail for a money transfer all i have was the name n add of the person,thankfully the guy was maybe in front of his comp at the moment i went asking from where i should get that money order err rather i told him what i need for the transfer process n he mentioned about the post office-warrghh it was raining when i went out today was horrible i nearly give up been thnking of i should just use someone else ebay account like what i normally did-well maybe that's what i'll b doing next time ughh....

then the patho lab-i dont know why
but the 2nd pot was obviously some tumour like mass but my lips slipped n i ended up saying no it's not tumour!?!?!

the last class was medical info,the last q she asked was like at the end of the lect where all i can think of was going home n have some food or hot drink n yes i've forgotten what the case was about but she demands some answer to her q??!?!n i go aaa till she came out with the answer herself hahaha

now im feeling the pressure but a bit weird n funny feeling too hahaha
mum was using kbar as a refernce saying this n that
but i knew she actually had that said so that i quickly get one bf
ooppss haha

here's some photos fr ur viewing pleasure hehe : ) raye was a blasted one yesterday though we were tired beyond words the night b4 our open house.everyone stayed up till close to 5 in the morning had a 1 n a half hour sleep b4 continuing our undone work in the kitchen then rushed to pray at the community centre of shantalla but thank god it was weekend so they started the prayer a little bit later than the usual working days n the place is much nearer to my house so i wasnt out of breath as i normally did walking to prayer place on the previous raye haha

1-photos of my raye here







2-photos of raye my family had n of course with the hamper i bought online : )
nabilah was not in any photos since she's in india but im still waiting for her raye photos,didnt see any in her fs....
oh my family is not in the coordinating colour this year haha they all look colourful with the different baju raye colours,aisyah was totally different from the rest since she has her baju with flowery pattern










n as always,i had my parents photos too-can see ijah's giggling hehe : )

now knowing de'e couldnt possibly come this dec made me go to all internet sites providing info about any interesting places to go but im thinking of going to places where my friends or relatives are,my uncle(same age actually haha) is in plymouth which i havent set foot on but when i think it over it's too near a place to go (ugh pak cik dont b mad :p haha) however i should at least see his place shouldnt i?plus his study period will b over soon probably by next year so i have to decide quickly when to go n visit him, well he did said he's coming to ireland seems like he's also having some difficult time trying to visit all those sites worth of going with only a few more months to spent here, but im already feeling suffocating thinking of the places i should at least seen once when im actually still have at least 3 yrs including this one gah everyone going somewhere this winter!!i should ask mai where she's going hehe maybe i can go to see her new place : )

warghh im busy!!need to go find out whether we'll have the autopsy today, monday is definitely out of the day listed for autopsy since mostly everyone(i think everyone) in the group r having both practical lab on that day , that left us 4 more days of the week, but i heard sarinah n the rest of the last /this week group probably going for it today??!huh thought they started on saturday last weekend??n i couldnt get in touch with sarinah, where's this girl go??autopsy?

listen to this people! : )

forgot to mention this but dayana,my other sist,the one in banting, applied for ireland as well, kebar 'll b mad thinking im the one at fault for luring her here but honestly i think it'll b better for my mum, she wont b stressed up if anything is to happen in uk, u know they starting to tighten up the security at the airport n so on, n really i dont feel it safe anymore,i think i'll b restless myelf if she did choose uk-her points for the xam was actually enough for her to apply for uk but she said she made up her mind long b4, that she just want to go to ireland no matter what,so that's it insyaAllah she'll get what she deserve : )

1-nabilah 'll b going to india within 3 days on the 30th of sept.for the time being my parents r staying in kajang bcos she's having some orientation in kl for the university-i dont really know the contents but seriously y cant they have that thing in india itself or is it not made available??that's weird if it is really not provided, n the time is not that convenient especially for those who r not from around kl,didnt they consider that?furthermore it's fasting month people will b tired of travelling,n not everyone is able to just leave home without thinking of their other children, i think all of my little sists r with my parents ,they must b exhausted to stay away from home for some time,maher is home alone probably

2.im doing the garda card tomorrow hopefully there wont b any problem wish me luck!!

3.i just want to put this up again haha sorry couldnt find any new catchy tunes

y is every single entry of mine full with emotional exasperation??!?!?this holy month should have been able to repressed them dont u think?oh maybe it's not working on me aghh

one of the group mate for core topic msg me asking about tomorrow's topic,n now i'm torn between the 2nd n 3rd topic cos i thought i missed the 2nd meeting but now everyone seems to miss the meeting or was there really a meeting?maybe all of us have been fooled by that note-err rather prof maybe the only one attending the meeting aaa imagine how he'll b tomorrow morning then errrr hmmmph whatever it is there r lots of people in my situation then hehe :D im not gonna b the only one to go down with any punishment/sarcastic remarks from him :p hahhaha

im actually want to write about this morning where we went to the immigration office at an early hour of 6 n been standing in the drizzle for hours waiting for the office to open but the end result was that we have to come again to register,y?bcos apparently the officer put up some unofficial note on the standing board inside the office,where we clearly wont b able to read unless we peer into the office through the glass wall,since there's no one to confirm whether that's actually meant for those who come to do the registration on the day,we decided to stay at least till we get into the office at about 10 am.so that make's us waiting for like 4 hrs n guess what,the office did open at 10 but the only counter operating was the one for licence thingy n still no one came up n tell us what really was that note all about;the note was stating that the counter 'll reopen at 4-7 pm on the 21st/9 n for ticket holders only,huh did u see what it's saying???they r not taking anyone for registration in the morning or b4 4 pm,omg do they think everyone has time to come n go according to time that suit them??!?!y can they just stick to the normal office hour or if they want to do smthg like that maybe they can come up with some official looking like note put up in front of the office so that everyone 'll know once looking at it gah lazy bums always doing ridiculous things

ughh my gastric is in pain....

omg smthg is really wrong with my eyes,last time i thought i saw some info posted about aimee's tuto saying it would b held on that particular day but then someone said it's on the next day n this time i believed i saw my tuto info posted on the wall next to the med office to b on tomorrow morning at 8 but just to check i text idah n den n they both replied with the same answer that is next monday wargh i nearly had a palpitation myself trying to read all those stuff straight after my pathology mcq ughh i honestly need to b carefull next time

1-i hate people who spams other people inbox especially in fs
2-comment spamming is also unacceptable especially when i havent got enough time to get rid of all those meaningless comments gah go get a life already!!spam other people's fs or go get urself a gf/bf grgrgrgr!!!!

my test 'll b on th 19th next week, this whole week has been busy but last night was fun we get to eat to our heart content though i couldnt stuff that much at a time so i just made do with the only plate i had n didnt have any second serving well the chicken was quite big so it's enough for that moment n plus they have some fruits i've been nibbling well the dates were heh oh then i went to kbar house yeah the wardrobe wasnt really in a good shape seems like it's gonna break into two if u mistakenly hang a heavy clothes at some weak point poor thing the landlord should have long change that antique wardrobe

i think most of our class will start by next week so we'll get even busier n probably wont go home till the last class is finish which seems like around 4 or 5 or maybe 6 erkkkk that's gonna b along day n tiring too haaihhh....n we r fasting now too!! : (

my 3 j.lo perfumes

my 2 cute portmeirion

1)i need to read smthg sort of preperation for tomorrow attachment waaghh i dont feel like going to attachment at all we r starting with mr mcanena general/cardio which made me think of what hana said earlier, mas's fiance is here in cardio team

2)met some new students from imu this morning, some were in the same bacte lab with me but just got to know one of their name haha im really not good in socializing gah

3)see i knew i couldnt finish that nobuta b4 class starts im at epi 4 out of 11 still have 7 epi to watch with one approximately 45 min now i feel like im wasting my time though yamapi is in it he's too silly/dorky in this one why did they make him taking that character?!!?!?bcos his popularity 'll not b brought down hahah if not i wouldnt b watching would i hehe :D nvrmind they are allow to act cute hahaha but yeah it's strange sometime to see people of our age acting like that eventhough they were acting as school students i dont think that's how we were by that age hmmmph or is it just me mmm yeah im a bit of a shy like person in school :p maybe people dont think of me that way-well people always think of us in a different ways anyway : ) haha :D

4)i really am have nothing to say in here but i need to post smthg to cover up my other post meaning i want that particular post to be out of the front page display, hence the random pictures, bcos of some reason-i feel guilty wahahah ooops i dont mean to laugh : ) heh

hehe smthg i found on the net

Jeans
When to Buy: October

Why: Get this year's styles at clearance prices. Retailers start discounting their jeans after the back-to-school promotional push ends in September, says fashion expert Kathryn Finney, a.k.a. The Budget Fashionista . Expect even better deals this year, predicts Finney. "Dresses are very 'in' this year, which may cut into jean sales," she says. More stock on the shelves means bigger discounts at a faster rate.

Sneakers
When to Buy: November

Why: Get trendy shoes for less before the winter hits. In September, retailers push sneakers for back to school. But by mid-October, they've moved on to anticipating snowier pastures, says Finney. "Stores start to push more toward boots," she says. That means more sneakers on sale.

Holiday Airfare
When to Buy: September

Why: Booking your trip to Aunt Louise's house for Christmas a few months in advance offers you the best combination of fare selection and price, says Anne Banas, executive editor for travel advice site SmarterTravel.com . Wait, and it's likely that you'll have to consider alternate airports and days, include a layover or two, or stomach a price you're not happy with. "By the end of October, things are pretty much booked up," she says. "Then, it's just about availability."


winter hols may see de'e coming here,so this yr hols is not in need of the airfares, sneakers might b given a thought since the last time i bought it was like during my 2nd yr and the jeans might get into my wardrobe if the design is similar to the one i bought in uk with de'e i need them bigger not the skin tight one or the boot cut maybe straight cut is fine, im bored with the boot cut type.

im still contemplating whether it would b a good idea to join my two frnds to cliffs 1st i havent take a glance at the last lect on bacte 2nd i havent got a clue of which group i'll b starting my attachment with 3rd i havent been planning to join the trip 4th i've dragged kbar along with the idea for the cliffs thingy so what do i do now???

1)finally after been searching for ages i got my hand on vf!!!!
but the prob is my laptop is now has fewer space left erkkk n the story is still ongoing so still have to work my butt off after this to search for the new release but thank god it'll not come out at least for a couple of months more

2)im trying to finish the book of lost things b4 classes starting

3)i've finished tidying my room

4)i'm waiting for my new friend-i met her at heathrow airport when i came back-to come

5)oh i've done the u registration thingy

6)mara'll probably b here on the 9th-i think i'll just hand over my form to that officer-heh i havent registered with mara dublin rupenya haha n yeah i need that book allowance

my brother is here in galway : )

Whistle For The Choir

Well it's a big big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty tell me you your name
Is it out of line if I were so bold to say "Would you be mine"?

Because I may be a beggar and you maybe the queen
I know I may be on a downer I'm still ready to dream
Now it's 3 o'clock the time is just the time it takes for you to talk

So if you're lonely why did you say you're not lonely
Oh you're a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
you know me no you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try, oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

Well it's a big big city and the lights are all out
But it's much as I can do you know to figure you out
And I must confess, my heart's in broken pieces and my head's a mess

And it's 4 in the morning, and I'm walking along
Beside the ghost of every drinker here who has ever done wrong
And it's you, woo hoo, that's got me going crazy for the things you do

So if you're crazy, I don't care you amaze me
Oh you're a stupid girl, oh me, oh my, you talk, I die
you smile, you laugh, I cry
And only, a girl like you could be lonely
And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same
A boy like me's just irresistible

So if you're lonely, why did you say you're not lonely
Oh you're a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me, no you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

1)i'm back in galway n just went out to get some food.i met steph. in aldi n she told me her class has already started i was like really????bcos my bro apparently is still nowhere near here wahaha he was so convinced which i dont know by what/whom that his class will commence on 9th,well steph did mention they r beginning their clinical on the 10th maybe kbar had that mixed with his lect.hehe nampaknya ade org gelabah la nnt :D oh they sure start early with the clinical-she said they asked the students to even buy an opthalmoscope, i dont know whether they'll have the lect on that or maybe they'll just b introduced on how to operate that thingy bcos my batch havent learnt anything about that except a little bit in neurophysio.hmmm maybe bcos of the number of that thingy they have in the lab is not enough for the whole class they asked them to buy it themselves maybe maybe

2)i'm tired gah~when 'll my bro arrive...

1)i opened a facebook account this morning while waiting for de'e to come home with the car well i actually am still waiting there's some problem to rent the car yesterday. the company told her in a very last minute that they cant let her have a bigger car bcos of this new regulation stating the person have to b 25 or smthg so we have to search for other company with smalle car since the previous one dont have any thus we r a bit late i guess n maybe have to change our planned route but i dont really mind haha :D

2)oh i have this x-schoolmate a guy n he's a little full of himself sometimes, that's what i thought but then de'e said the same thing so i'm not the only person with this view of him waahaha i thought i must b weird since he always look so cool ugh from afar anyway since he never really talks to anyone except someone as 'good' as him maybe he always put everyone else out of his league so u know why bother talking or say a simple hello to that everyone else hmm nvrmind him :p

i arrived around 12 in the afternoon at robinhood airport-doncaster nice name isnt it : ) i have a pic with the sign but de'e's laptop doesnt have card reader so maybe i'll post it up here later when i'm back home.we spent the rest of the afternoon n evening walking around the mall where i bought jeans some book i wanted to read since b4 summer=book of lost things or smthg n gloves to replace the one that i lost earlier this yr hehe well more like an excuse actually :D then we went eating at this chinese restaurant n i had mixed seafood oudon with some prawn as side dish sharing with de'e.the portion is as usual too large for me so i only ate the seafood but it's really good or maybe bcos i was hungry haha oh the mussels r large!!!btw here is so different like the house is different in the design the colour r mostly the same red bricks colour but the one near de'e place is similar to those in other cities i guess-devoid of space n the building r just too near to each other like they r in dublin oh the drivers i noticed r not like drivers in galway so de'e warned me not to cross the road when there's a car thinking maybe the driver will let me pass bcos they might not ugh that makes me cringe, i have these images of accidents in my head which some police showed us, the student in our primary school yr haha u can say they've done a good work sign i've never since that day cross the road without really being cautios plus i have some relative who had an accident b4.he was merely 17 by that time n when he was sent flying from his motorcycle by a lorry from a palm oil plantation. that cost hime several of his toes/fingers(dont really remember) as well as one of his limb i think n some other injuries with several days in comatose state.i remember how the mother was grieving so hard n it was so sad to see someone so young to b in such a situation just bcos of silly mistake as not being careful enough hmmm...

i think i might have a fever....n my bus is at 2 in the morning

1)boyband??!!hahah yes they r!!these r from the johny the rest i believe r tackey + tsubasa the duo, arashi n maybe kat-tun.

2)i ordered smthgs from tesco online since today is already 29th where im actually havent start packing n the laundry need some more sunshine hopefully the sun 'll b there tomorrow.i saw a rainbow this evening but too bad i dont have my camera with,it's been a while since my last time seeing one, it dissappeared once i got to my room for my camera,it's just a small portion actually but the colour is always beautiful though it wont b that beautiful if u turned them into words hahaha-im sorry if someone other than the guy's' happen to b using this font cos i never thought it's that popular haha oh well~ :p

3)this veoh clip is one of the kkm-kyou kara maou epi 19 im waiting for the clip to load.it's about the new maou,maou is the king he's 15 n some weird things happened that he is actually a makoku-demon(i think). he was born n raised in japan(of all places but of course this is anime haha) n only returned or rather called to that country, when the fairy(???)/maiden of the original king of demon world, called for him. guess how he got there for the first time???he was flushed down the toilet by some guys who were bullying his friend.instead of only soaked wet he was pulled in by some force and he found himself in another world where makoku r not in a good terms with the human, so this new maou use his new way to lead the country maybe bcos he's too accustomed with the human in his previous world he seems to think differently from the rest of the makoku, he wasnt accepted that easily of course they doubt his power n maybe bcos of his young age as well. it turns out that his power is greater than anyone else well i think so bcos he's beaten wolfram once but anyway this epi shows some silly sounds made by that sword of his,called maken bcos he's happy that he got new cover(what's it call again???dont remember hehe) n the baby dragon is just too cute!! :D

arghh why did i suddenly click on that lj page when im all sleepy n in need of a good sleep???i forgot all about fanfics for a while well more like for 3 weeks n now they have coming out with latest entries for some of the series i've been following gah my eyes my eyes r burning n red really need to get my hands off this laptop n toss it somewhere else so that i can sleep soundly without any attempts to reach for it n try to read all of those fascinating well written stories from the side of my bed ggrrgr

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
This world you must have crossed

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
she said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
she said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I Think that I'm just tired
I Think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I Think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Oh yeah

Boston
no one knows my name
Yeah
no one knows my name
no one knows my name
Yeah
Boston
Where no one knows my name

1)waah im worn out!!!i dont remember being this tired after just a walk to town may be bcos this is the 1st time since i got here after summer.i've printed my itinerary to sheffield at csi then i went to aib for some pound b4 i headed to town for the bus tickets.i knew they have some ol booking but my mind just wont settle with that smthg keep saying what if there's a prob with the seat later in the bus???so just to b safe i bought the ticket from the counter itself.tourists are still flooding the town mostly everyone talking with some languages i dont understand so it's alright even when i'm walking alone but i didnt see any gardi patroling the shop street or maybe just one female gardi thats kinda odd bcos they normally have at least two people on the same patroling duty-well from my observation la

2)oh i got this new dress purple black in colour with the flowers in purple hehe thank god it was nearly closing hour for most of the shops if not i'll probbly been spending money here instead of de'e's place haha im starving need to stuff myself now or maybe not lalala....

3)i hate guys chatting with me using some colourful font bleerghh girls r alright though.....

couldnt find any cowboy bebop seems like no one had them in full epi hmmmph maybe they were licensed gah!!!

i was fasting today but bcos of what happened ystrdy i ate normal amount of rice only haha last night after bukak pose-i fast yesterday as well-i 've been eating continuosly stopping only when i was full b4 the feeling ceased n started again but since the night wasnt that long i ended eating all the way till morning n when i finally stopped my tummy hurt so much n i couldnt move, the head was getting heavy n it felt like hot all of sudden, i wanted to throw up but couldnt that served me right for eating too much heh the meat was a bit spicy so my lips were a bit swollen yeah i think i cant really take spicy food not in a large amount i think. oh well i think i might as well go to sleep now i have nothing else to write in here
oh that 2nd cat came again today n she keep miaowing(???) outside the kitchen door, i dont have the heart to chase him away but i dont have any other uncooked meat or chicken so i threw some ikan bilis but she just sniffed at it a bit b4 trying to get into the kitchen. then i gave her some meat i had in my plate-the spicy one n maybe bcos she couldnt recognize that was actually a meat she didnt even bother to look at it gah so choosy haha but she entered the kitchen went to the brown bin but apparently there was nothing that attract her in there as well so she prowled the kitchen for one more time b4 satisfied enough that i wasnt hiding anything she can actually eat, n took her leave poor cat i dont have anything which she can eat n the way she was crying a while b4 really saying she's starving waa poor poor kitty

yeay i reached my 64th entry!!! maybe not much for others but it's smthg for me who barely have anything to say at a time hence the many utube vids haha oh i'm hooked on this one anime called samurai champloo with champloo meaning

Champloo
Champloo, also spelled Champuru, is a Okinawa's word meaning "mixed up" or "stirred together". It's usually applied to a kind of stir-fry dish, but in a more general sense it's used to mean "improvised, made up as you go along". In the context of the show it's probably intended to evoke the sampled, scratched sound of hip-hop music and the show's own combination of old, new and invented elements into an entirely original which... If you saw the anime, you'll understand the meaning!-the web definition

i get the hip hop point but the rest is a bit blurrrrrr mm maybe it's about the 3 people fuu-the girl, mugen n jin well they werent actually friends at 1st(they still not admitting they are friends eventhough im now at the 22nd episode!?!!) but under some circumstances they-the 2 guys caught themselves in a promise which is to b sort of bodyguards for fuu in searching for sunflower samurai.that's the only thing she remember about the guy she's intending to search, the other clue which doesnt really help at the begining or rather for the whole 1st series is some small skull like keychain-they called it smthg else well that girl referred to it in japanese(forgot) meaning smthg that dead people leave for their family/relative/love 1???u know so the living 'll remember them.she was working at a shop when some people made troubles n she had her fingers being the target of a sword belong to some follower of the chief son, mugen was there sitting at the corner of the shop he got no money that's y.earlier he said he want some water but the girl told him they dont serve peope who only order water.long story short mugen fight the guys releasing fuu from the troublesome group of that chief son(whatever they called it at that time).mugen cut one of the guy follower's arm n managed to frighten that chief son, this mugen also keep demanding for some other guys worthy enough for a serious fight while he had his sword aiming rather recklessly to that guy's face. at that time jin walked in n mugen blatantly tried to fight him as he thought that was the other guy working for the chief, well jin was just coming from killing all three samurai guarding the chief actually-they had their unfortunate meeting with jin who was on his way into the town. the 2 guys fought but someone set the shop on fire n not long after that evrything fell off n there was only darkness around them as they went silent-heh they both had a blackout bcos of the thick smoke. when they finally opened their eyes they were tied around the bdy n were dangling from a roof-not that high though, but still it may hurt if the rope loosen n u felt haha. since they were actually causing trouble with the chief n the son they got sentence to death by beheading on the dusk the next day. fuu was left alone when the shop collapsed with the other 2 workers decided to go to some other place. fuu's mother was dead n she has no other family, the shop was probably handed down to her. she went looking for the 2 guys n ended slipping into the prison area n nearly caught red handed trying to unlock the cell captivating the 2 guys well she failed but she was determined bcos those 2 guys were the main cause of her being left alone as the shop went down. n she had them promised to accompany her on the journey for that sunflower samurai if she managed to released them. the next day when the public was about to see they both die, fuu throws some firecrackers n explosives into the yard n those 2 guys had their hands freed in no time n start to fight the guards. the explosives caused the public commotion to flee the site, with the 2 guys n the girl among them, running away from the guards n then their journey to find sunflower samurai begins : ) oh that girl has this cute little flying squirrel she calls momo

i want to put up the 1st epi of the 2nd season but i couldnt find it so maybe later!! : )

just so u know this vid is quite loud-one of the jrock : ) just a warning b4 u click on the play button n jump out of ur skin heh.at 1st there wont b any sound for a few seconds so dont increase the volume just yet ok do enjoy!! : )

1-i discovered smthg about the one test i took several days earlier last week maybe-well this other guy friend of mine got a different result??i 2nd tested it n yes it does give different result somehow, mmm??~

2-oh that arrogant guy whose pic had been upload in my bro's fs had sent an apologizing msg to my sist!?!?!!it wasnt that sincere really i think huh.i checked kebar's friends fs n i found out that guy wasnt only saying bad things to me but also to him as well as my sist. i was a bit surprised when kebar's shoutout sounded really angry n now i knew why hahaha. stupid little brat he's been badmouthing everyone it seems well the shocking thing is that he appeared to b pious at first when i browsed his fs page i didnt know that was merely an act to cover up his real attitude. gosh now he got what he deserved i bet he's scared shit out of himself when my bro posted his pic in his fs~well this seemingly big mouth guy has changed his fs name n his main pic saying "me.." or smthg like that with apparently not his real pic lol what is he thinking???running away after everything he said to the three of us i guess.his fs profile was then put into private mode after kebar's had that angry-sounded shoutout but i havent go to his pg for a while maybe he has put it back into public who knows=heh he's lucky since he's not gonna b in galway but ucd though kebar has many friends in dublin heh mybe kebar 'll pay him a visit later haha

3-if u read this
mmm im terribly sorry for what ive said
but the longer i took to express what really is inside my head
its gonna b worse for u
sorry..

oopps i meant to write smthg in here
but been dwadling at some other people's pgs heh
well, today i came back home by noon
been spending the night at aishah masri's place
n stopping at pak mat's + aldi on the way back
surprisingly i only spent not more than 6 euros for foods
maybe they wont last long but it'll b enough for one week at least hehe
tomorrow i should print out mara's form for the result
but havent asked anyone to where should i post that is it still to en.rahim in lndn?or to somewhere else??
the webpage should have the address in it right
im a bit sleepy=meaning i wont go n find out about that tonight haha
it's a wonder y i took so long to decide to do that
i should have settle the result thingy when i was in msia so that i wont have to drag my lazy ass out of this comfy room of mine just to print n post that one envelope gah!!
plus it's been rainy these few days-i think??!?hahaha honestly i havent been cooking for the past few days or to b exact cooking by day time so i didnt get to see the real weather outside heh-if i was in the kitchen i'll get to see the bckyard+the sun whether it's there or not, not that my room has no window it just that i dont normally facing the window so i cant clearly see how's the world doing outside
maybe it's just the drizzle all this time who knows-maybe u know but i dont haha
what am i blabbering ughh nvrmind heh :p
i'm sleepy sleepy sleepy

oh this one is the same group the same song just that it comes with subbed-not english subbed but japanese subbed so it's very convenient for those who like to sing along la kn=karaoke hehe

i bought the ticket!!!
the one to sheffield!!

omg i really need a dose of caffeine-any coffee to b exact
be it cappuccino/latte/americano/tuxedo/whatever just shove it to me right now.......

i wanna go watch stardust!!!

every single time i see u in the street as u walk by u r shuffling ur feet as if to say u rather die, then live so far from home i wonder is that y u r so alone n i f u found a place to call ur own would u b fine n u tell me that smthg good is bound to happen soon n meanwhile u just wait inside ur room
do u find i odd that u were not as strong as u once thought even if u run u might get caught so u wont go n u'll b the last to know

some photos from my last year flight
i didnt have any photos for this yr journey since i forgot to grab along my camera when the cab arrived at the door n the night was cold so i had my hands full with jackets n other stuff so the camera was left behind in the rush...

this is also taken from someone's page
this is seriously addictive
i'm having it on n on for the 3rd day in a row now
kinda weird bcos i normally listen to oag,flop poppy or indon's groups for malays songs
heh do enjoy it : )


n also smthg from fpoppy + misha

haha i just tried out this one test
which i found at my friend's fs page
the result came out the same as his
i thought 'that was weird??'
so i took it for a second time
this time i didnt change anything that were already clicked for me when i opened that page
guess what
they give the same result to everyone haha
here it is

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oh the handle of my skipping rope is nearly ripped off
hmm i'll b needing a new one soon i guess
well actually the rope has worn out
it'll probably just detached itself from the handle someday
hopefully i'll b aware when that happen n close my eyes on time-if i was skipping at that time
u know in case it strikes my eyes heh

i want to go out...
ughh there's some drilling sounds coming from the house next door
what r they doing??

finally after been starving n craving for some rice
i managed to force myself to enter the kitchen and made myself chicken curry
i forgot to buy some veg and bcos my stomach couldnt stop grumbling
i settled with only that
too hungry to focus on cooking some other dishes hahaha
oh i got a visitor today :D
some cat-the 2nd cat i saw after the 1st black one
he(i assume bcos he's big??!?!i dont know hahaha) wasn't afraid of me hehe
well the truth is i started to throw some meat for him after seeing him appearing at the back door maybe that's what made him stayed till after i finished cooking n closed the door
he wondered into the kitchen as well though
but he didnt steal my chicken haha
it was late so i just ate small amount of rice :p
err rather i'm not gonna let myself gain weight again after the skipping thingy i've been doing heh

emm the cat-r those 3 colours or just 2?they said only female can have 3 colours...

my eyes got teary watching this one vid
they both dies by disembowelment-they killed themselves!!!
the guy was desperately trying to keep his lover from suicide each time
the memories of the battlefield they had b4 were dredged up
but one of the guy's friend betrayed him by shoving a knife into the hand of his lover
the lover was actually from the opposing party that lost in the battle
so they are labeled criminals now
having lost the battle but not the pride
the lover chose harakiri
when he found out
the lover was already dead
having nothing else to live for
he decided on seppuku holding tightly to his dead lover

that traitor was actually seeking revenge bcos his lover was one of the war victim as well
so he has this grudge towards everyone from the opposing party though they were all japanese just from different clans
the sad thing is the guy had removed every little things that could b used in a suicide attempts
but this hatred-filled guy just go n gave the knife to his friend's lover
evil!!!

the plots were much more complicated but i dont feel like elaborating hehe :D

forget what we r told
b4 we get too old
show me a garden
that's bursting into life
all that i have
all that i ever was
is here in ur perfect eyes
they r all i can see
i dont know where
confused about as well
just know that these things will never change for us at all
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would u lie with me n just forget the world
=snow patrol k,it's not my words :p

why did i watch that thing!?!?knowing it has a sad ending?!?!waaa

do u know what
till today
i've just seen one black cat sniffing and prowling the backyard
where did all the other cats disappear to??

i hate it when someone
wanted to correct me but with a misleading twist of words
go straight n i'll consider it
honestly i'm neither good in interpreting nor i'm good in taking advice
unless it's from someone i know haha

eleanor called today
but i didnt recall any doorbell
she probably thought i wasnt home
so she just took out the brown bin for tomorrow's collection

gagaga cant sleep!!
oh u guys can expect entry from me for each days of this august month :D
i dont think i'll b able to go to uk this month
i'll figure some way to visit de'e b4 she fly back to msia for good
i heard everyone else doing the teacher like course 'll b finishing their study here
so i'm assuming she'll b too
or maybe she's a bit different-ugh i don't really know
need to ask her later
she's probably tired of me asking the same question hehe :p
what do i do now???
emm maybe should go n check blogskin site....

emm did i put this up b4??
heh i never get bored listen this one : )

i skips a bit
but the coldness got to me
i'm out of breath now....

now i'm a little lost
what's that suppose to mean??
ur words r confusing me...

yes!!
i bought my food supply!!!
at 1st it seems like the rain gonna come down
but it only did when i was turning
into the junction heading to the house
i felt like i a had all the time in the world
thus been browsing the clothes here n there
painfully slow-well that what will other feel, i guess,
if they happen to b with me at that moment hehe :D
another season is coming so they have this sale going on
but nothing caught my eyes except the sandal they had on display
but my feet is not that girlish and the bottom of the sandal is too flat
i'll feel as short as ever if i wore that one
it's quite nice though-wish they have the
version for people with my type of feet hmmph..

umm i have this urge to go jogging somewhere
but i couldnt think of any suitable place or time
n yes the day time is excluded-i hate running under the sun
i've been doing that for several years during high school
i dont wish to be doing the same thing again
hahaha that was actually bcos the players were
too lazy to join the prep class
we made that up as an excuse heh-rather it was me as i'm the head :D
silly us/me
i kinda miss those time
we even played during weekends, though
the hostel area doesnt really provide a big space for
a hockey team to run about n i remembered several incidents where
the teamates get hurt during practices
i remembered having three fingers with blood underneath the nails
bcos of the hockey ball-the pain?
felt like all the blood rushed there in an instant
n left nothing else to ur brain or any other body part
i nearly cllapse n my face went white
it was probably the shock at first
i couldnt speak for a second bcos i was still couldnt believed
the hockey ball just went straight up to my fingers
which were gripping the stick at that time
my fault since i didnt realized there was a bump
just ahead of me thus the ball went up into the air
we were playing in the field beside the hostel
so the ground was not all that flat or clear from small stones
but that didnt stop me from continuing playing
it's only now that i completely stop
n i dont know why

emm i want some pic to put up in here...

grgrr i'm hungry
really need to move my lazy bum out of this house
n buy some foods
it's a pity
when the weather is nice but the timing is just
not right to ask anyone here to go to town with me
hmmmph..

heh enrique : )

the bookstore ran out of stock
thus i ended buying the thickest version of patho book
hopefully the thickness wont bother me much
i got my red surgery pocket book as well
today wasnt that bad-no rain-not yet
i had a tuna bagel from the new bagel
factory just across the street in front of the hospital
but i honestly think the one at town
tasted tastier than the one i had

i arrived around noon at galway on 1/8
one of the sr was on the same flight as me
but i just realized her when we landed at heathrow
but thank goodness since we actually
have to spend the night at dublin airport haha

oh i went to charcoal yesterday-the 2nd day
it was around 9
n people were flooding the streets
drinking n probably waiting for their turn
to get into the pub/club
the old charcoal was full of people
n so we move to the new one
i believed they were just back from the galway races
n the girl next to our table
couldnt stop whining about some other girl
who shows interest towards her bf or smthg
she was absolutely loud but the
parents n the bf just let her b
i felt like smacking her
people want to eat in peace!!
not chocking on their food bcos of her loudness geez~

i'm waiting for kbar n paipon
they had this anak angkat program which ended today
it's nearly two in the morning
where the heck r they???
wish these mosquitoes to just buzz off!!!
why is it only me surrounded by these annoying small thingy???
hmm now it's maybe bcos i'm the only one alive gah~

the reddish lines started to form just above my right elbow,
i was thinking of putting bilah's sneakers on,
but was too lazy to walk up the stairs
and walk some more to find the socks to go along with it,
which god knows where my mum keeps them
well i didnt bring mine home so have to kidnap someone else :p ,
those were probably my sisters' but i dont care as long there's one
anyway, i ended with my dad's sandal
which of course quite big for my feet
so the plastic rope get tangled with them
n whipped the side of my arm
yeah it stings a bit

normally i skips in the house but i hit one of the nails
hammered by the tukang on the cemented floor of kbar's new room
thus the line bcame no longer straight-they had a thread tied from one nail to the other-i guess they r using them as a ruler for the tiling work-
this didnt amused him
n by the look he gave me
i dare not take the chance to get the rope away from him without telling
but that's out of question bcos i hit the nail
i assumed he'll b looking for it if it gone missing even for a second
he was skipping a little bit earlier
just taking a break from the painting work he's doing in his new room
that person who took the rope 'll probably get yelled at
n in this case
i could b yelled at
~ouch that's gonna hurt my ears

as usual my day begins at noon
hahah oh this is not in any way associated with the above pic
but maybe i'll talk about it in later paragraph : ) if only my dad wont-by any chance pass by n start lecturing on the proper way of handling his precious laptop :p
btw i doze off right after my mum left for school this morning
yeah i stayed up all night
my dad drove kbar to some jetty near merang?
supposedly he waited for the tukang to finally replace the old windows with bricks
but kbar announced he's going to some pulau from merang
(err i dont know whethr that's the place he headed for
n i forgot what pulau he was talking about the whole 2 or 3 days earlier)
well yeah he mentioned about that pulau
but we thought he'll be going by bus
like a decent son who wont cause trouble
n thats where the problem lies
everyone even my mum forgot, he as he is
will of course say,
mum i will be driving to merang.period.
which is a completely statement like sentence
but kbar wasnt really thinking of what he should do with the car,
well it's more like he wasnt sure if they have a safe parking site at the jetty,
so then the owner of the car suggested for my dad to go with him
hahahha there goes his dream of driving his way there
oopps he'll b mad with me
nvrmind he wont at least not till he get back home :D

eh i strayed from my main point
my dad as i said was supposed to b the one monitoring the tukang working on
taking down the windows-n since my day begins at noon..
some goes to bilah.. :p
my dad probably spent half of his way driving home from the jetty
trying to reach us on the phone
i knew the phone was ringing non-stop but
i was too sleepy
h/ever that didnt stop my mind from imagining the level of my dad's anger
nonetheless no one answer the phone err what???
we were sleepy that's why hhahaha
n then
i heard my dad said
have u had breakfast?
n he was holding some ketupat n nasi bungkus
guilt-ridden i said not yet, but i'll eat later
ye la he bought those things for us to eat
i am suppose to say i will eat those so not
to make him mad at me even more : ) :p

well bilah actually answered the phone once
n my dad told her to ask me
to open the grill of our front door
n let those tukang to enter the house so that they can do their work but i said
no i dont want to n went straight to bed again without a second thought??!?!
so bad of me
maybe my sleepy head was really really sleepy after all
n maybe i'm a bit worse than kbar then :p

emm why is the pic seems to b smaller than usual?

ugh i've been thinking of moving to live journal instead of this blogspot
but smthg is holding me back
maybe bcos i dont want to lose everything that i've wrote in here
though mostly are just some craps i have nowhere else to write
really love the icons they r using
i havent really go through every details of that lj
i'll probably need some time to get used to it
n knowing myself
probably need more time than others in working the system out
-since i'm easily distracted err should b lost interest haha
like the one i've started in yahoo 360..hardly remember what i have in there
oh need to change my sleeping time
i havent completely finish sewing my pants
yeah i'm trying to fill my time with smthg useful
i'm going to cut the fabric for my baju raye next n then maybe my own white coat
so far i nearly finish with the testing using some of my
mom's many kain in the closet
but my stephen king is still far from the last page
gah i really am a lazy bum these days....haha :D

a week feel like yesterday

eh wait it should b 2 weeks

see my home is not that boring

yeah with everyone around except for maher

the house is lively n full

we got some cermai this evening

well the tree is behind our house

n what else to do then occupying our time with some silly activity

hence the cermai are still in the tudung saji in the compound haha : )

omg i still found that hilarious

we just happened to have nothing big enough

to catch all the cermai once the smaller branches are pulled

n they come tumbling down that particular branch

thus the tudung saji on the table in front of the house

was grabbed

now maybe u r wondering why on earth we have it in the porch

well abah need it to cover the drinks n some foods for

the tukang working at our house during the day

my sister-that particular one- said she want

that cermai to be cooked=cant explain

because it'll sound weird

it is because i dont think u can imagine how that small little fruit can b cooked

it can n we do cook or maybe there's other suitable word for that

but i dont know what-sorry :p

we r still waiting for the rooms to be done

which i doubt 'll b finished by the end of this month

probably have to come back home again next summer

if i want to see the rooms

oh here's some pics

i should b the one taking the pics next time

cos my sister seems to b obsessed with her face

n random people so i cant put them up here

gah the internet is slow like hell!!
i want to read more fanfic!!

n this blogger thingy keep making me mad

maybe the real prob is the internet connection

but this spacing sure got nothing to do with the connection dont they??

finger cross cos i'm dead sleepy now n wont b in the mood for some editing later : (

last pic-can see my father in here

i need more pics!!!

korean again-same group as the last one : )

err now i'm bored
the essay is finished
n so i have nothing in particular to do
dok gigit jari tak tau nak buat ape aaaaaaaa
hmmmph really should get some buku
crite as usual when hols is starting....

yeay!
the essay is nearly done
just needed some more editing
i know i'm supposed to b done with it for good at this stage
but....
anyway 'll probably get my bus ticket
tomorrow
if by any chance i can dedicate myself for my essay tonight
or else 'll buy on some other day :D

the weather was well, as expected=drizzling+the sun
which keep hiding behind the not so dark cloud+less wind today though
n yes i've finally gotten everything i need to bring back as souvenirs
hmm i wasnt really planning to buy everyone presents this year
but at the end of our once again shopping spree
i had my hands full with the shopping bags for them
but of course smthg for me too la kn haha :D

i think i spotted yunho dozing off??!!?!
haha

today
i went to send that practical book of my brother
then i dragged intan along to student union
to return my locker key
before we headed to town to get my new issued ticket
and before we knew
the opening hour of the shops in galway are getting nearer
to their close time
ughh.. i wish they open till late at night
maybe not
but at least close till night cant they???
its not as if they have the whole year full with summer right??
what is more pleasureable then shopping???hahahha
im crazy
yeah crazy enough to buy that top
haiah...now im having this craving to buy smthg else online
but the problem is
where should i address that thing to
because we cant possibly be at home to wait for it to b delivered
that stupid department is making us going to
attachment even when everyone else is starting their holidays!!
my brother is a few hours to reach kl now
hmmph...

nabilah finished her ib exam the other day
n yana still have her exam coming this monday i think
thought yana has finished hers as well,since she started
at around the same time as nabilah
but yana will b going home from kmb this 26
n nabilah will b going to kmb for kem ibadah or smthg
so nabilah will b staying at kms for a while
but she probably spend the time with her friends roaming
some other places
hopefully she'll b fine
oh the new bf...??
but that is just a kid-again
hmm maybe should just let her do whatever she wants
before she fly to india
i believed i didnt get the chance to meet her last year
what was she doing at that time??
peliknya mana dia hilang?
nvrmind 'll get to see her this summer anyway
should i go to town?
maybe not-essay!!!gtg :D

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bakar ayam + jagung +me with my extra kembang baju
u know so that i can eat as much as i want :D

happy people : )

: ) bekas bbq umah nasrul

well i suppose to post this the night after we had our bbq
but my head was sleepy n i couldnt thinking straight
n the one i was typing got deleted
now i have to write all over again

well u know
i was thinking
can i have smthg so that i can look forward to each day??
oh fine~ put that as someone hahahah
but im not telling who :D
everyone else does!!??!i think so la kn...
discreetly or not - depends
so/but i want one too haha
never mind i'll just keep this as a secret to myself
feel like im in a highschool or smthg ~ isnt that what we did in highschool???ahahha
but to put myself in a relationship is just impossible right now
not when im still adjusting to this clinical
n yes i dont want any commitment at this time except for my study
ugh this one is ought to b funny
how come it turned out to b a bit serious???or not?
nvmind ahahah what was i thinking writing all this silly things :p

just back from journal club for medicine
n i have nothing to do today except looking up for some management and classification of diabetes(why am i feeling that is not how we spell diabetes?so lazy to check the right spelling hahaha)
hmm we have clinic for today but i dont plan of going
they can just allow one student at a time
asked najib to go
pamela wasnt sure whether she want to go or not
maybe i should just wait n see what happen
grabbed some pens from the journal
the most fancy one has one word written on it-the word is viagra?!?!!
i'm so gonna cover that when i use that pen hahaha

oh need to do my part of house cleaning
i'm not feeling good
why do people ruin other people's feeling very early in the morning??
s****d

take a look at this
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