Saturday, May 12, 2007



You scored as Either. You brain is neither specifically male, nor female in the way you perceive your surroundings. As bad as this may sound to some, it can easily mean that you are capable of combining both gender aspects to your advantage. Rather than being genderless you are possibly able think freely. This does not mean that you are bisexual or androgynous or indecisive, but it might.



Either

82%

Male

75%

Female

75%

Neither

64%

Should you be MALE or FEMALE?*
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You scored as Water. People who score water are usually very docyle, and can be shy. They like calm environments and hate arguments. They\'re often very calm and make good friends. Nothing seems to touch them, sliding off of them like water. They are usually smiling, or are thinking deeply. Laid back, and yet very deep, these people will do good in the job industry!
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Water

94%

Fire

75%

Light

75%

Darkness

75%

Ice

63%

Earth

44%

Air

38%

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Friday, May 11, 2007

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Monday, May 07, 2007


bakar ayam + jagung +me with my extra kembang baju
u know so that i can eat as much as i want :D


happy people : )


: ) bekas bbq umah nasrul



well i suppose to post this the night after we had our bbq
but my head was sleepy n i couldnt thinking straight
n the one i was typing got deleted
now i have to write all over again

well u know
i was thinking
can i have smthg so that i can look forward to each day??
oh fine~ put that as someone hahahah
but im not telling who :D
everyone else does!!??!i think so la kn...
discreetly or not - depends
so/but i want one too haha
never mind i'll just keep this as a secret to myself
feel like im in a highschool or smthg ~ isnt that what we did in highschool???ahahha
but to put myself in a relationship is just impossible right now
not when im still adjusting to this clinical
n yes i dont want any commitment at this time except for my study
ugh this one is ought to b funny
how come it turned out to b a bit serious???or not?
nvmind ahahah what was i thinking writing all this silly things :p

Thursday, May 03, 2007

just back from journal club for medicine
n i have nothing to do today except looking up for some management and classification of diabetes(why am i feeling that is not how we spell diabetes?so lazy to check the right spelling hahaha)
hmm we have clinic for today but i dont plan of going
they can just allow one student at a time
asked najib to go
pamela wasnt sure whether she want to go or not
maybe i should just wait n see what happen
grabbed some pens from the journal
the most fancy one has one word written on it-the word is viagra?!?!!
i'm so gonna cover that when i use that pen hahaha

oh need to do my part of house cleaning
i'm not feeling good
why do people ruin other people's feeling very early in the morning??
s****d

take a look at this
it's so funny *grin big grin*

Monday, April 23, 2007

i watched blade of glory with intan
but there's this scene where they watched video
featuring 2 korean ice skaters male n female
doing iron loaded(?) or smthg else they called it
they were spinning and a bit of flying-u know stuff they do in ice skating
but that girl's head went off when they both landed on the ice
it's just went off like that
i'm still shock n couldnt believe she's dead
she probably was not expecting that as well
i feel like smthg is tugging my heart
it's scary n makes me cringe everytime it flashes back in my mind
i wouldnt watch if i knew that it'll happen
or the after shock might be less if i knew before i watched it
ughh what do i do now???i stil have that scene clearly in my head
help me....

Friday, April 20, 2007


i'm doing breast n endocrine surgery attachment this 2 weeks
n the prof was only in for one morning
the rest was spent following the other 2 consultants
which i believed i dont know their names
n i havent met the other one
but it has been fun so far
though i was a bit blurred when 1st starting this thing
added with the bullying attitude of the other team members
but whatever it is it's not boring
at least they give us some attention
n not totally ignore
well just have to go through this
n have to do it right : )
one more week to go with this team : )

Thursday, April 12, 2007

one of my utube subscription was banned
now i lost my dose of yamato
they-the utube 'police' started to ban people who upload anime
but yamato was just plain normal anime
i dont see why they banned that anime
hmmm....

my class has started
the so called 1 week hols is gone
its not even 1 week
i just dnt care anymore....

oh n we did go to that bbq : )

Sunday, April 08, 2007

the boys r having bbq this evening
i'll probably go if they invited my brother too
but i dont think they did
so i guess i'll hve that bbq chicken next time je la
hmm jawa's bbq chicken is good....
no wonder the guys ask him to do the marinating job
or maybe jawa volunteered since he's the only one at home now
the rest has gone to some other places for holidays
intan ponteng the attachment yesterday
n so did her group mates
or maybe the surgeon was busy so he couldnt give them tutorial heh : )
we didnt get any as well
but our team was kind enough to explain mostly everything that we saw on the patient
i mean what the patient was having
n what the next step to investigate further the suspected cause-though we couldnt really b there where they do all that uss,mri,ct scan etc etc
at least we get the idea
they even talked about the differences between swiss/germany chemo
on our first day on wards
i was with mr.r n the team deal with mostly pt with cancer in the abdomen/mostly colon
n the other abdomen/gastro related disease like crohns, ulcerative colitis, 3A, all sort of hernias, stone in the gallblader,pacreatic/pseudopancreatic cyst, appendicitis, hemorrhoids etc etc
my kumar has the list of investigation steps in it
so i have to make myself read those thing
but of course only those involving my attachment part
i'm gnna keep the rest for the years to come la kn
i'm not gonna put myself in a stress after seeing that thick book :p
oh need to prepare for osce : )

Sunday, April 01, 2007

pathfinder 'll b out this 13/4
but i wont go to the official website for a second time
or maybe bcos i'm watching the trailer alone
n at this time of day with no light in my room :p

my brother was weird yesterday
he suddenly want to go to town
want to go for a movie
n then it hit me when he mentioned going for a hols in paris
they started their easther hols this week!!
cess do unfair!
we have osce after our hols
maybe they should change that to study week instead of holidays

i didnt go for the osce teaching by srs
my feet hurt bcos of the heels
but since i still want to wear heels for the next ward rounds
i have to get my feet back to their good shape
which mean stay in the house n try not to walk around this small galway
with other high heels shoes

btw i'm not in a good mood
dont ask y
i do eat a lot when i'm anxious
i've finished nearly everything i bought yesterday
this is bad
i'm gonna get fat again
hmmm


Fukisusabu Kaze No Naka De

Second Ending Song

Performed by WAG. Lyrics by Yuka Saegusa, music and arrangement by Akihito Tokunaga.


Gakeppuchi o  bokura wa kakeru
Keshite ushiro o furimukanai

Hitokoto mo kotoba wa shaberazu
Itsu no hi mo zangesuru koto mo naku

Sora o miagereba hageshii ame ga
Furikakaru osomatta ka to
Omoeba mata furihajimeru zujou o

Omoi okoseba karui kimochi de yume o kime
Koi o kime hito o kime jinsei o kime

Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Kono puraido o sutesaru koto ga dekiru darou ka?
Koukai to shinjitsu no iro ga
Kokoro o matteiru

Mainichi ga kakumei no naka de boku wa
Itsumo kimi to issho ni itai!

Asa ga kuru to toki ga kawari
Kako no kachi ga chuu ni mau

Ima ga ato de kako ni naru you ni
Yami wa itsuka niji no kanata

Dare mo ga zetsubou kakushite dare mo ga iki o hisometeru
Jibun o azamuku koto wa mou dekinai yo!

Isshou kenmei jibun jishin de iyou to suru no ni
Mawari ga mina to onaji you ni suru

Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Amari shinkoku ni wa kangaenai hou ga ii no ka?
Konya wa uso ni makeru koto naku
Kokoro o koraeteiru

Mainichi ga bunretsu no naka de boku wa
Itsumo kimi to issho ni itai!

Nani ga tadashikute nani ga machigatteiru no kamo
Wakaranai kono sekai de
Ima demo kimi ga boku no
Futago da to shinjiteiru yo

Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Kimi no yasashisa ni ochite ikisouna yoru
Namida wa itsuka toki no kakera
Kokoro ga mayoi odotteiru


Fukisusabu kaze no naka de
Shinjitsu no honoo ga moeagatteiru
Jiyuu ni naritaitte ii nagara
Jibun no ori no naka demo ga iteita

Mainichi ga konran no naka de boku wa
Itsumo kimi to issho ni itai!



Saturday, March 31, 2007



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX3cU7xplEc

Monday, March 19, 2007

these few days
the weather was crazy
we were having the all 4 seasons in one day
it was sunny in the morning b4 the cloud started to move n
blocked the sun then we had that gloomy winter like weather
b4 the hail + rain + snow started to fall
it was crazy wasnt it?
but that didnt stop us from going to town
hahaha : )

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

i am now entering the second of four weeks of core clinical skill
i was a bit tense when we started since evryone seems so excited and eager for this program, but i realized that i am enjoying myself doing this kind of thing
it's different, where during the preclinical year u can just listen and imagine with ur own limited imagination of what the lecturer has just said,now the tests they are talking can be demonstrated and we know what the normal and abnormal responses should be
u can see it with ur own eyes now
no need to rack ur brain imagining something which might not b true at all hahahah
but yeah shortness is a bit of disadvantage for me
because they don't use the bed patients have in the ward, they only put the bed which cant be lowered in that physical examination room *sigh*
oh tomorrow i'm gonna follow intan for ward round : )

Saturday, March 03, 2007

this one is by arashi

i'm not really sure whether u guys can be directed to that site of u-tube by clicking that video or not bcos i can't which i don't know why
hopefully it works out fine n u guys can watch the video
can't ask anyone to leave any comment since i think i've lost the comment link or whatever they call it during the skin's updating sometimes ago

oh 'll b starting to read that blue book tonight : )
wish me luck with that

Monday, February 26, 2007

Sunday, February 25, 2007

reading someone else blogs are always fun hahahha
they used words which make u wanna laugh rolling on the floor
that's if u r not sitting on ur chair la kn
u'll probably smack ur face on the keyboard b4 u reach the floor
hahhaha what am i imagining
ughh whatever
but i just love picking up blog of stranger n read
but mostly were from spore so far
maybe bcos most of that blogskin people are from spore

oh called my mum
told her i'm on the oral list
whatever again
i'm dead sick for several days
n i'm just too afraid to b sick again to think of that oral seriously
i got that headache most likely bcos of thinking too much about pharm
nvr mind i'll just revise what i still can for the time being
k off for pharm n bs of course
hopefully my stomach is not troublesome tomorrow n the day after

Saturday, February 24, 2007

it started with a mild headache on thursday
which i ignored
but it got worse on friday
n the only thing i could do
was to sleep it off with some pills
but the pain was still there the next morning-this morning
though it's not as bad as yesterday
i hate this when it happens
i cant listen to my playlist or turn on the light
it's hurting my eyes n my head
my stomach is not well either
i hate these sickness

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

mmmm i think i just did smthg horrible
i cancelled the flight booking for my brother

but i'm gonna pay the rest of the amount
for mine,maybe tomorrow or the day after
n have to start that bs
am thinking of uploading some photos
maybe later

hmmm my temperament is bad i know-excuses
but its raining with wind today-excuses
i'm having xam next week-excuses
n i felt sick this morning-excuses
he should offer himself to go n pay his deposit
now that i already cancelled the booking
my mum sure is gonna b mad at me :p hahahha

Friday, February 16, 2007

i'm not hungry am i??
i don't feel like eating...since morning....
where does that eating monster in me disappeared to???
my head feel like it's gonna explode
i'm soo dead
i dont think i remember everything of that pharm : ( aaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!
have to go n study!!!

mai is coming from france to join whatever they are having tomorrow
-which i'm clueless about until mai told me
oh but kbar is going as well
how am i going to see mai??
hmm probably wont
since i'm not going to town on my own tomorrow
maybe next time la jumpe mai : )

clip for u guys : )
heard this one on yamato nadeshiko shichi henge anime
but that guy is soo skinny kn?? : )
mind u i'm not a fan
i watch that anime je : )

Saturday, February 03, 2007

we spent the day joining family day!!n half way of that AGM
i wasnt really planning to stay for AGM anyway
wasnt planning to go for that games thingy pun
but just felt like going for the first time
so we went : )
plus kbar said he's the one handling
not bad kot-that family day
i thought since he's the one handling there might b a
chance the game/day wont go on smoothly la kn
hahaahha but he did skip that AGM
ohh i tasted mostly everything hehe :D

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

what to do now??
i'm so bored
call my home??
kaco everyone that's sleeping??
ughh haven't started a thing for bs.....
neuroanat & neurophysio 'll b posted on the board next week
time sure flies hmmmm
having a family day this w/end
should i go??
havent been to one since my first yr here
hahahha thats so me

Sunday, January 14, 2007

justin : )

emm how come i'm thinking of getting ticket to fly back to malaysia(for summer) at this kind of time nih??? : (
intan 's gonna get her ticket dah
i'm soo jealous
but actually i'm not really bother with the actual date
still have to come back to ireland a bit early since kebar's class is starting early
haven't ask aimee whether she mind arriving here as early as last year
hmmm i dont mind-ye la since my home is not in a city as big as kl hehe :p
there the only place u can go for leisure(read shopping) is kb mall
-which is deserted during school time hahahha
there's only the shops owner n their assistants n some school kids when the school time is over n probably some people who's like me-having their summer hols that time-but i doubt that
it's probably just me spending time in kb/trg
the other may b spending time in other countries doing some travelling
if i'm in aimee place i probably wont fly back to this boring place as early as last year

aiyoo!!!shouldnt be thinking about this
ask aimee later
n study pharmaco for now : )

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

i'm just so tired now : (
should i sleep for a whle b4 i continue studying?
no no no......
shouldnt b doing that.....
mmmmm......

study study study!!!!

here's smthg new
pete yorn

Saturday, January 06, 2007

oh great!!!!~~
that book only left me hungry for the next one in the bookstore!!!
-i've secretly sticked the list on the wall of my room(now it's no longer a secret la kn) my bro n the friends might have seen that...ughh they might b thinking 'what is she reading???those r not a list of medical books??!?!?!' hahaha say whatever u want-i read what i want to read :p ehehhe i knew this would happen...should have started my hols with those books not korean movies!!aaaa : (
oh i 've also stumbled upon another book of anne rice-the violin,or smthg like that but i wasnt planning to read that one since it's not one of the chronicles but i do hope no one else might lay eyes on it till i have another hols or maybe it'll last till summer on that shelves bcos i dont trust myself enough to go n buy it now,the temptation might b too strong to be shrugged off n i might end up finishing that one as well instead of my pharmaco-n that 'll only bring me trouble later so i better not do that : ) k la nite2 everyone
do u know the meaning of esophoria??the medical term??
hahahha i don't know why this person chose that word for this skin well he might has his own reason right or maybe we can assume he just like that word ehhehe
whatever that is here's the meaning : A tendency of the eyes to deviate inward.
hahhaha juling ke ape???
oppps i know it's not appropriate to laugh at him when i'm the one using this skin-it's nice right??but i still couldnt find the one that has the posting column in the middle the one like farah's skin is,n its also hard to find the column to be as big as the u-tube clips' width so i have to change the size of the clip everytime i want to post it

oh yesterday i brought back this black jacket with some flowers pattern : ) :D
along with my medication la... : )

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

ughh...
i now realzed that I DONT LIKE THIS green orange b/ground!!!
should go find a nicer one : (

i'm sooo full
we(intan n me) ate
dgg from pak mat = masak mesir type,recipe form net with lots of ghee
nasi
sambal tumis ikan bilis
some choc.cake=pretty much like puding choc. so try to imagine the sugary taste
then some shortbread=which is clearly some other fatty thingy
OMG we are really gonna b fat!!!!

Sunday, December 31, 2006

lifehouse : )

Friday, December 29, 2006

hehe
intan said the taste of that carrot cake is a bit weird
as if we didn't use carrots or maybe it's not enough
emmm the carrots taste is just not there...
weird isn't it???
bcos we did follow the recipe...

n then after a while
i remember : )
the decisive reason for that-could b the eggs
they were in the same amount as the recipe
i was suppose to reduce every ingredients into three quarters
of the amounts in the recipe-since we didnt have enough carrots
so the weirdness was due to that extra eggs hahahah :p

that's why the only thing other than cinnamon
which intan n me can taste is the eggs hahahah
but the people didnt complaint at all pun hehe : )
well we bake that for takbir raye gathering
it's not that bad though as everyone ate a piece or more
i'm still stuffing myself with some which we left at home
yeah i know i've been eating,sleeping,watching movies,n sleep
again,n eat again,again n again this whole hols huhu~
should include the word books in my daily activities next time rite?? : )

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

bought myself a new petite bottle of perfume
hope that one will last till it's time to go back to msia this summer
am thinking of buying burberry prfume at the airport :D
yeah the price is not much different
but shopping is always fun isn't it?? : )
thank god for the weather today-we were happily walking
from one shop to the other without having to worry about the rain drop hehe
this is the 1st time spending my shopping day
in galway-boxing day or whatever it is called in ireland
the shops open later though only next was early-at 5 in the morning
the rest mostly at 9 n above
but my fav butler's coffee is closed today so just have one at the bagel factory
n now i can't sleep
this is tiring-not bcos of the coffee
i just don't know y
it's been like this lately
hmm maybe i should start with that book i bought earlier on today
another one in that chronicles of vampire : )

Sunday, December 24, 2006

goong is heavy-yeah since i'm trying to find myself smthg that is much more like my girl type of series which is so-so not too heavy n not that foolish type though that i do felt like smacking that silly/funny face of the actress or the father huh
should have ask someother people b4 i watch it
n it's soo long-24 episodes
but thankfully they have it on youtube
it's about korean royal family(not in real life-they don't have royal families do they??or the last one died last year so i heard)
i didn't sleep for the 1st two days
n then still have to continue the next day to finish it off
the head was already felt like exploding n my eyes were teary n red-not bcos of the scene
but bcos i've been watching for soo long
so u guys better just watch my girl(Lee Dong Wook is kawaai ehehe)
here's some link
http://www.spcnet.tv/reviews/review.php?rID=1184
read the reviews there
hahaha my girl is soo funny
i was laughing my head off watching it
yeah i know everyone probably had watched them
uh my life is soo boring
nvrmind
i just love my life : ) :D
tomorrow is christmas day
which 'll b followed by the shopping day!!! eheheh :D

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

haha that boy is a chinese after all
but u know kelantan chinese normally speak fluent klantan/malay
: ) :D hehe apela bley terkonpius sdiri

Monday, December 18, 2006

heh i'm bored
oh yesterday we met this group of people
intan n me were on our way back home when we saw them
some chinese-we thought they were chinese from china,
when one of them ask whether we know bob or arsyad
so we ended up with one of the group member following us to our house
since the rest are staying in the hostel in the town
n since we keep telling them that-that dun aras is far away
the only one left is sit who need to go to bob's place
the other flee to their hostel-those r from newcastle???i think
sit is from edinburgh(don't know how to spell)
n bob came to pick him up later-sit is a malay
though at first we didn't really realize there's a malay among them
he's a kelantan guy-so typical kelantan guy is a bit like chinese kn
that's y la mistaken him as a chinese : )



uhuhuh what am i doing during this hour of early morning nih
i had a nightmare hence i woke up as early as 3.30
n now i couldnt go back to sleep.....sleep deprive again even when the xam is not tomorrow or the day after tomorrow : ( aaaaa
the nightmare was smthg which had to do with xam!!!a subject which i didn't really prepared for so i was sooo panic in that dream kakakaka
i was somehow know it wasn't a real thingy n tried to wake myself up
but i was still thinking of that unprepared exam when i woke up
n that make me restless n couldnt close my eyes : (
i hate xam!!!

that clip-one of them was my schoolmate
they r now in japan-that was performed in japan as well : )

Saturday, December 16, 2006

new skin new skin
but still the title is not the one that i want
maybe i should one day learn how to make the skin myself
hmm only if time is kind enough to me la kn
nvr mind
it is easier to just use whatever there is made available to us ehehhe

oh xam is over
:D i've been telling everyone that MY EXAM IS OVER!!!
for now la
so here's the result of my unoccupied days
but anat's notes r still on/under/next to my coffee table :p
uhh sye malas nak kemas lg la
takpe2 nnt kemas-tonight kemas :D
k more post to come
since i'm spending my winter hols here....
so sad : (

Tuesday, December 05, 2006


snow patrol
yes yes again yes
snow patrol hehe : )

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

: )
for the first time since many2 nights...
i feel sleepy!!!!
yeay!!!
maybe i'll b able to adjust
my biological clock to its normal state :D

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

king tut wasn't bludgeoned after all
if he was-then he probably be living a dreadful life
with enemies all around-from the inside people(i think)-just waiting to kill him
n that's the conspiracy they thought took place back then
n he was like 18/19/20 years only-still so young rite??
now they discovered that the cranium fracture which they really thought it was
was actually his atlas/axis that was misplaced when they removed his mask
so he died bcos of femur fracture-which was infected
now i wonder how on earth a king got that lethal fracture......

heh i found someone else
who read anne rice n watch vampire movies
i'm so craving for a good vampire movie right
now-like the interview with vampire
or maybe any anne rice book
with vampire lestat in it : (
i want
i want : (


Sunday, November 26, 2006

my brooch which i like the most
has gone missing : ( several weeks ago
sometimes i said to myself
maybe it was just under the bed
or some other place in my room
i was really really hoping it'll someday
pop out from that hidden place
which i believed i failed to reach when i was
searching frantically for it
but it's been several weeks with no sign
of my little brooch : (
i miss my little brooch-oh so stupid of me
but it's my brooch from a friend so dear
to me not so long ago : (
am so sad : (
i still have its pair - the bigger one
but how can i wear it if the small one is missing??? : (
oh little brooch do come out from ur hidding place pls pls : (
now i feel like i'm missing u too : ( my dear friend....

Saturday, November 25, 2006







been meaning to post these photos since sooo long ago
sorry as they are not in any particular orders
there r more actually
maybe i'll put it up here later since i don't know what to write in here anymore
so photos r ok rite?? : )

Friday, November 24, 2006

: ) emmm
still in the middle of the busy week of studying
xam 'll start on 6/12 with biochem as the first paper
already had our physio lab xam-which was mcq
err what else???
guess that's it-for now : )

Saturday, November 18, 2006

OMG i can't concentrate!!!
blame the woman at that butler's coffee
she ordered after i did
n she was way way behind me
but smthg happened n my bro still
haven't received his hot choc.
while everyone who ordered after us
started to leave with their hot cups
tired of waiting we just grabbed one of the 2
cups of hot choc with cream,
put on the counter after some time - n that's after my bro asked if it's his hot choc
but that woman,
stared as if we came without ordering n just
provide fake receipt!!!!
what the @##@%@#@!!!!!
maybe she forgot her hearing aid at home-who knows rite??? :p hahhahaha

Thursday, November 16, 2006

couldnt post it on the other blog so
just put it up in here

i'm feeling tired
today is not the best day
tension is building bcos of the becoming xam i guess
so dont really feel like being near people
want to take a walk
go to town
shopping n taking pictures
but but but.......
oh upsr rslt is out : )








the Achiever

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose AZ - your Enneagram type is THREE.


"I need to succeed"



Achievers are energetic, optimistic, self-assured, and goal oriented.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Leave me alone when I am doing my work.

  • Give me honest, but not unduly critical or judgmental, feedback.

  • Help me keep my environment harmonious and peaceful.

  • Don't burden me with negative emotions.

  • Tell me you like being around me.

  • Tell me when you're proud of me or my accomplishments.



What I Like About Being a Three



  • being optimistic, friendly, and upbeat

  • providing well for my family

  • being able to recover quickly from setbacks and to charge ahead to
    the next challenge

  • staying informed, knowing what's going on

  • being competent and able to get things to work efficiently

  • being able to motivate people


What's Hard About Being a Three



  • having to put up with inefficiency and incompetence

  • the fear on not being -- or of not being seen as -- successful

  • comparing myself to people who do things better

  • struggling to hang on to my success

  • putting on facades in order to impress people

  • always being "on." It's exhausting.


Threes as Children Often



  • work hard to receive appreciation for their accomplishments

  • are well liked by other children and by adults

  • are among the most capable and responsible children in their class
    or school

  • are active in school government and clubs or are quietly busy working
    on their own projects


Threes as Parents



  • are consistent, dependable, and loyal

  • struggle between wanting to spend time with their children and wanting
    to get more work done

  • expect their children to be responsible and organized




Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages







You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose AZ


Would you rather have chosen:

  • BZ (FIVE)
  • CZ (ONE)
  • AX (SEVEN)
  • AY (EIGHT)









  • This test tracked 2 variables. How the score compared to the other people's:
    Higher than 66% on ABC
    Higher than 0% on XYZ


    Sunday, November 12, 2006


    food - our open house last year
    i want that nasi ayam!!!

    :D hehehe finally i'm done with my bs essay
    tomorrow is the due date
    so need to print it out in the morning
    and hand it at the bs office??ke??
    of course they have their own office/department rite???

    my library books r due on tomorrow as well
    banyak nya buku nak kena bwk!!! : (


    teratai in my kolam back home
    nice colour isn't it??
    all this time i only remember teratai with white colour
    till my mum showed me that one
    nver imagine they do have other colours-err or
    did i keep the teratai as only-green in colour in the back of my head nih???
    is it bcos i've never saw one??the flower i mean
    maybe la kot : ) cam tipu je sye ni, ntah la lupe dah
    oh this morning some guys stopped me n asked for the direction to the mosque
    so embarrassing as i don't know where it is
    hopefully they met some other muslims
    who do know the location of that riverside mosque
    some one should tell me where it is as well
    in case some other people stop me again : )

    Saturday, November 11, 2006

    the leaves has started to turn orange + yellow
    n fall scattering on the street
    the day is getting shorter with the longer long night
    my day begin with a bright sunlight if there's no rain for the day la
    then ended with me hardly seeing the sun goes down : (
    have to walk in the dark chilly night mostly everyday
    thank god the weather is not that harsh this year-at least till today
    i want to take picture of those falling leaves
    but the time seems to b running
    n by the time it slows down the leaves r probably no longer there
    bcos my exam is close to the winter hols
    the trees wont have leaves by that time dah : (



    Monday, November 06, 2006

    that thingy fail to work again!!!!
    here's the url for those who's curious

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVHp-IKvN04

    n the lyric as well : )

    Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
    You believed in superstitions
    Then maybe you'd see the signs

    The Lord knows that this world is cruel
    I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
    Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you

    Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
    Must I always be playing, playing your fool

    I sang your songs, I danced your dance
    I gave your friends all a chance
    But putting up with them
    Wasn't worth never having you

    Maybe you've been through this before
    But it's my first time so please ignore
    The next few lines cause they're directed at you

    I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
    I can't always be playing, playing your fool

    I keep playing your part
    But it's not my scene
    Want this plot to twist
    I've had enough mystery
    Keep building it up
    Then shooting me down
    But I'm already down

    Just wait a minute
    Just sitting, waiting
    Just wait a minute
    Just sitting, waiting

    Well, if I was in your position
    I'd put down all my ammunition
    I'd wonder why'd it taken me so long

    But Lord knows that I'm not you
    And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
    Cause waitin' on love aint so easy to do

    Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
    Must I always be playing, playing your fool

    No, I can't I always be waiting, waiting on you
    I can't always be playing, playing your fool

    jack johnson : )
    camne la sye bley baru discover dia nih
    nway pretty nice songs
    but since this is the 1st one of his many2 songs that i listened to
    it's been on my winamp list all day long since like 2 days ago ke??
    hahhahaha
    this is how i am
    'll only change the list once i found out another new nice song
    or when i think my brain can no longer process the words he's
    saying as beautifully as the first time it did


    Friday, November 03, 2006

    miss the pg raye suasana
    it's been 3 years with me raye away from my family
    it's upsetting when i browse through bilah's page

    http://www.friendster.com/27852062

    n the captions she put up below those pics
    n some statement she had on her profile
    everyone is going awy from home
    n soon there'll only b those who r still in primary school
    but they 'll go away as well
    n what left is my parents n that lonely house je
    'll it b the same for all of us too???


    my youngest adek
    seeing her growing up mostly through photographs
    n talking mostly on phone je

    my parents : ) may u 2 b happy always

    Sunday, October 29, 2006





    raye celebration by malaysian society n ppimg : )
    were a bit late
    but as usual they haven't started the ceremony
    n as usual i don't think the imp.people were there
    or maybe they've arrived b4 us n were seated at the front near the stage
    who knew ehehe
    bcos we got ourselves the table just next to the food
    easier la kn :D
    but the food was great-well i got the sate finally n the rendang to enjoy with
    hahaha i ate that rendang with sate rupenya
    baru prasan padanla cam pelik at first :D

    Wednesday, October 25, 2006

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q536JTSe40M
    i give up trying to upload it in here
    go n check k : ) - a song from aqualung,brighter then sunshine
    nice song n nice video isn't it?? : )

    went to pay for the locker today
    but they 'll only have the key for it by monday
    so have to go there again next week
    i was soaking wet when i finally have the money
    but i can't wait to get my hand on the key for my new locker
    thus i gladly entered the student union b4 the
    lady behind the desk gave me the bad news
    great i was running from the atm machine near ann's
    office-which is outside the building
    back into concourse-the one outside the boi
    b4 i ran again in the rain to sport center only to find out
    that the key is still not available
    they should just mention for at least a few words
    reminding students of when
    the key 'll b ready to b given out
    especially during this typical weather of ireland
    uhuuhu~

    Tuesday, October 24, 2006

    i don't feel well : (
    i can't sleep either
    smthg is bothering me
    many things r actually
    camne nak raye ni
    sakit kpale la : (

    Monday, October 23, 2006















    b4 the dinner-aimee's missing-she's the photographer
    (there's another pic with the 4 of us but that one made
    melook so pendek la bcos aimee is taller
    hahahha so just uploaded this one la hehe)















    photo of my h/mates n me after dinner with dean
    the other day

    these few days have been tiring
    i want to b on a holiday
    like my family in malaysia-for raya
    i want someone else to cook
    to clean the house
    to finish my essay(???hahhaha)
    to smile for me(????i told u i'm tired)
    i tend to get serious/tense if i'm tired n probably lash out at somebody as well
    n i'm tired of restricting myself from that : (

    lastly i want my calling card!!!ain lupe agaknya : (
    raya 'll b this tuesday
    so tomorrow 'll have to go through another fasting day
    n u-know-the-thing-we-recite-at-the-starting-of-syawal-month 'll b in the evening

    i think i'm losing my vocab
    does it sound ridiculous??
    sometimes i've to stop n think of the word to use n if failed
    i just described what i want to say (like i did in the 3rd sentence)
    n asked the people around me to come up with the right word
    what's happening to me???? : (

    Sunday, October 15, 2006

    it's sunday
    n i have nothing in mind of what to write in here
    .....

    oh yesterday was the pasar ramadhan event
    we opened our own booth this year
    new improvement eh???
    just wanted to try something new
    at least we experienced it
    but no photos : (
    we were busy from the start till everything was gone
    : ) everything yes everything
    should have put the roti john aside
    but never mind we got the recipe now : )
    n recipe for lepat pisang,ketayap,kuih talam,roti jala
    which r all in intan's recipe book ehehehe :D

    but yes it was tiring
    with the plastic bag bocor n stuff
    no booth for next year
    this year is enough for me

    oh
    i saw this person
    with nice shoes
    n nice jacket ehehhe :D
    face??have to see for urself :D
    but appearance is the first thing we see n judge isn't it
    at least that's how i see things

    : ) live life the way u want(but have to abide by the rules of ur religion of course)
    this has nothing to do with the previous paragraph
    everything is not in connection today
    my mind is spinning as well
    drugs to memorise
    my neuroanat lab 'll b this week n i haven't start a thing for it
    so takut for my mcq
    dinner with dean tomorrow-still in consideration 'll go only if i finish everything for mcq
    n my almnd londn is not as delicious as last year : (
    have to do my laundry
    k gtg : )

    Monday, October 09, 2006

    uhuh the laptop is slower than normal
    need to delete some stuff-movies i had stored in my limewire folders 'll have to go away
    oh been watching the devil wears prada-the story line is somewhat the same but not totally like the part she slept with that not-so-h/some christian whom in the book is described as such a h/some guy-or is it my taste??or my expectation is too high??(i prefer heath ledger ehehe) hahhaah suke2 ati je kutuk org :D but of course it'll b different from the book rite n we'll find some information missing in the movie since the book tend to elaborate much more maybe i should try to watch the movie b4 i read the book next time : ) ehehhe
    should bring the book for sarinah tomorrow : )
    now need to go back memorising those drugs for cvs : )

    Friday, October 06, 2006

    i need my camera
    i need my camera!!!
    i need my camera!!!!!!!! : ( i need my camera

    oh btw smthg funny (to me-at least or maybe to others who knew) is going on
    we thought this 'll only last for like a few days
    n everything gonna b normal again-or maybe we can just pretend it is eventhough it's not
    hahahahhaha funny funny

    what do u guys expect when u treat someone badly???
    think think n use ur common sense

    i came from a boarding school
    where u got like everyone is watching u
    so u better watch ur step or else who knows what 'll others do back to u
    or if u did do smthg wrong apologize is the easiest way unless u have a bunch of though guys in ur side then that's alright cos no one will b able to touch u
    but that's if u have though guys la

    some common senses they thought me n which i think r not too hard to put into practice:
    u don't go saying harsh words around n expect them to b nice
    u don't go saying bad things behind their back either cos u don't know exactly who r 100% in ur side or they just pretend they r
    people r complicated living things whatever came out from their mouth might not b the one from their heart
    don't expect much from others as well we r living different lives with different problems etc
    u should b grateful with what u have
    don't b jealous with others
    don't b hypersensitive
    grow up n act maturely-b sensible n b responsible with whatever things u've done
    or don't ever do it in the 1st place if u think u won't b able to handle the consequences
    n use the appropriate tone n put on the right face expression in the right situation unless u want them to misintepret u

    simple eh???

    Saturday, September 30, 2006

    uhuhuh~
    someone pls tell me to study!!!!
    apsal mls sgt nak baca buku ni aaaaa...........

    Thursday, September 28, 2006

    pharmacology lecture today was 2 hours straight-well there's gap of 10 or 5 min in between the hours but that was not enough to revive everyone from their sleepy state ehehe though that mostly everyone was awake n bcame chatty after the 1st hour-during the break la kn some even managed to get themselves some food like bread (-thava particularly kakaka sempat mkn dlm lecture mentang2 la dia dok blakang ehehe) but they reverted to their initial state once the lecturer said 'we should begin now..' ahahha.so another stuff to study.we r going to have mcq on this 17th of october which was actually scheduled on the 24th but they've changed the date if not we'll b wearing our baju raya n 'll b celebrating our eid on the same day : )

    funny thing happened after bukak puase today-my brother was supposedly bring one of my mineral water bottle but when i asked for that bottle he shoved his backpack to me with some large bottle he thought the one i was telling him.seeing this i zipped up his backpack n started to laugh uncontrollably-omg that was tap water in it n i don't even use it as drinking water-well u know there's some exercise they told us to use bottle filled water in exchanged for dumbbell ahahhaha that's what that thing is for kakakka what was he thinking????the size itself was not like mineral water bottle i described hahhaha maybe he just didn't realize that,boys they don't really notice the small things do they??oh b4 that he don't even recognize i was wearing different jacket he simply said 'that was the same jacket wasn't it' when actually the length was way too different one is the short jacket the other one is a long jacket down to my knees kakakka ape la or maybe i'm too short that's why he didn't see the length of my jacket or maybe bcos it's me-maybe he'll take every extra precautions of the details of his bcoming gf ehehhe we'll have to wait n see :D

    Sunday, September 24, 2006

    20 minutes to bukak pose - i want some coffee,ye coffee,i'm a coffee addict
    15 minutes to bukak pose - my buah buahan in the fridge dah abis ble nak g beli ni
    10 minutes to bukak pose - agar2 pun sedap tp gula dah abis ble nak g beli ni
    5 minutes to bukak pose - nak daging goreng uhuhuh~

    byk la semua benda pun nak ish3....
    abis 20 minutes pikir ape nak mkn je
    membazir masa btul
    ahahaha :D
    kna g solat maghrib dlu : )

    lampu bilik nya mentol dah mati
    camne nak tuka ni
    sampai ke tak ni???cam tak je : ( grgrggrgr........

    Friday, September 22, 2006

    went to renew my garda card yesterday morning
    the office is only open after 7 of course but u'll get no ticket if u arrive after that
    bcos they started to que at 5.30 am(????)
    n yes as usual the rain was there too
    we were wet n cold n sleepy
    thank God there's a cab to take us there-after been trying several times calling several cab
    i woke up at 5
    took a shower
    n reached there around 6-when the que was already long
    the 1st familiar face was esther at the very front door followed by many many malaysin students in long long que-was hoping that my eyes was seeing smthg my brain was imagining but it wasn't imagination after all sbenarnya mmg pnjg pun que dia uhuhuh~
    seems like everyone was either ponteng or have no classes ehhehe
    at least there's familiar faces around in time like that hahahha
    the rumour is they'll only take the 1st 70 or 65
    that's the rumour
    the truth is they only take in the 1st 60 people
    at least for yesterday
    don't know how many people they take in this morning or the morning b4 that
    they keep changing the number
    n the time they open the office
    dah la kna baya 100 euro
    cett
    nasib baik bley claim je :D hahahha
    my adek blum buat
    so far everyone had a miserable day in renewing their garda card
    his wont be different-i assume la kn hehehe

    Tuesday, September 19, 2006


    3 st.endasian with denita during that welcoming party for new students
    i was wearing my sister's kurung kedah-she probably doesn't realize that it's gone hehehe :D
    she's taller then me that's y it seems to b big for me,well everyone is taller then me nowadays even my sisters in primary school r taller then me.during summer last year people thought i'm the 3rd child bcos they tend to think that the eldest should b the tallest so iqbal bcame the eldest followed by bilah n yana,eh maybe i'm the 4th child then hahahha
    bilah n me was in the same secondary school n i remember there was time when we exchanged baju kurung n as she's taller then me-even at that time, my baju kurung nearly bcome kurung kedah for her n the boys keep looking at us in the dining hall kakakka
    it's funny to come to think of those silly things we've done in secondary school-some r meant to b secrets so i can't write it down in here only the two of us n several other girls knew particularly her close friends hehe :D

    i'm happy with myself now : )
    plus i have my bro here keeping me company
    n i'm looking forward for new things : ) n new people :D

    Sunday, September 17, 2006

    got the solution i need :D yay!!!
    : ) i really should fix a day on which i'll write my new entry for this blog-every sunday perhaps,
    i found myself searching for smthg to write in here n not be able to think of any especially on weekdays where i'm too tired at night after classes during the day-ye la of course i have to go back home n study what i've learnt in lect b4 that rite(as if we have many classes on one day la kakaka)
    oh we had a sort of gathering yesterday welcoming new students to nuig n followed by hari raya photo. session hopefully that photo 'll manage to reach utusan or smthg this year though that u wont b able to identify everyone in that photo-there's a lot of us here that's y n here's some of the photos taken by some guys on that day


    the plan was to move from the hub-where we gathered for the new students welcoming party to quadrangle but due to some unknown reason we ended up posing here instead doesn't matter anyway bcos u still wont recognize every single of us with these big numbers
    this second pic is of third med students :D
    maybe i should get the front version of this from someone-my brother wasn't around at this time(he got my camera with him) so i don't have the pic in my camera la
    k that's all
    i'm sleepy actually so need to take a nap hehe :D

    Wednesday, September 13, 2006

    : )
    got my maggi :D
    but it's really only 2
    kbar got the same as me and yup 2 as well kakaka
    one is tom yam the other one is curry though i did mention i want mee goreng uhuh
    seems like i have to cook my own mee goreng la
    aimee or intan or farah normally use spaghetti to replace that mee besar u know that we don't have that type of mee we have back in msia but i don't really like that spaghetti so maybe i'll just wait till i'm back in msia la
    oh haven't finish my pharmaco task
    better start my reading now : )


    Sunday, September 10, 2006

    i want myself to b happy again
    but i don't know how
    do i have to find my happiness on my own
    or u want to help???
    or should i say
    can u help???
    do u know how it feel when u miss someone like crazy that it makes u cry each time u think of them?but i guess u'll get tired of that n soon forget them when u get no response rite??that's possible rite???am i tired now??
    no one really read this anyway so i can just pour everything in here as i wish
    oh one more thing is it possible to feel no regret when u did that??it is rite especially when u don't want urself to succumb into that depression again n u feel pity for urself rite??
    i don't know
    can u tell me???
    i've problems but i don't know whether that can b categorized as big problems or maybe bcos there's several of them so i don't really know now which one requires immediate solution n which one can b ignored for a while or maybe it's not a big deal n i can just forget about it but then i don't know where to seek help : ( i'm so unhappy at times but i couldn't do anything about it n since my school has started i end up thinking about that when i go to sleep-b4 i shut my eyes or sometimes in my dream : ( i don't like this bcos it feels like it haunting me even when i'm asleep n yes bcos those time allows me to take no action what am i suppose to do when i dream about that??normally this dream things only occur with my exams or me receiving xam result in a couple of days but these??y do they have to come to me even when i'm sleeping i don't understand : (

    maybe i should think of smthg else now-it's kinda hard bcos they keep popping up in my brain every now n then n i really hate it when it does when i'm studying.

    oh my brother has arrived :D but i forgot about my maggi when i went there with some stuff for him maybe i'll get them tomorrow


    Friday, September 08, 2006

    i'm not happy : (

    Sunday, September 03, 2006

    uhh there's this nice looking but a bit faded colour jacket which i've been searching since last year-around the boxing day,at miss sellfridge(correct spelling??whatever) well yeah we've been out again-aimee n me u know spending every moment pleasuring ourselves b4 all those books calling for our attention ye la class 'll b starting on tuesday kn tp my wardrobe-i believe is full : ( n me doesn't really need of jacket but that one is very nice.... i remembered last year when i saw that kind of jacket of very similar design in town but when i went there on a couple of days after that there's none even one on the shelves i was yes frustrated bcos i couldn't find them in cork either uhuhu so i bought some other design y does it has to come out again????aaaa uh nevermind i'll try to control myself

    i've been reading novels these few days n most recently is memnoch the devil.it's a slow pace novel but once u get the point u'll want to know more i've read another book by anne rice same like this one but the vampire journey is not as complicated as in memnoch the devil.recognize the author?yup the one wrote the interview with vampire n another novel turned into movie, queen of the damp-i think.pandora is with farah-it's farah's so it's in her room but she'll b back when the class is starting maybe i'll b reading that one when we've our hols again.
    another one is the devil wears prada :D hehe now i'm waiting for the movie to come out in the cinema here : ) oh but i'm still struggling to finish the rule of four which i think is the first novel i bought among the others last year but yet to finish,it's not about that hypnerotomachia but mostly about the daily lives of the people involve in solving the riddles in the book,so bosan : (

    enough about that :D my adek is coming as i mentioned b4 n the books they gonna use r my two years books bcos the college is changing the teaching/study method into integrated which means he'll b bringing lots of books n i'm pretty sure my maggi 'll b hancur when i have them in my hands : ( dah lama tak mkn maggi (me asking him to bring my maggi???it is not bullying or maybe it is the starting point hahaha),my family is a bit strict,no maggi for my adek2 kecik(of those in primary school n secondary) n sometimes even my adek2 besar(out of secondary school) n me have to like,eat that maggi in a hidden place-don't go imagining us eating in a closet or smthg,the hidden place is a hidden place as long as our adek2 kecik don't see us with that junk foods or any other junk foods hehe : ) i think it is all started bcos of my sist-she 'll get asthma attack each time she devoured any kind of junk foods (have to consume them as quick as she could b4 my mum see her) especially maggi hehe.

    k that's all for tonight :D

    ye la
    ye la peq li
    ni nak update la ni

    dah lama tinggal this sort of things how do i begin eh??oh my wireless tokle gune-my internet actually since 1 month ago n those irish broadband people r too lazy to just come n check what's wrong with it but thank god finally they sent 2 guys to come n fix it but the problem is my laptop still cannot connect to the wireless aaaaa now 've to directly connect that idu box to my laptop : ( (peq li this thing awaits u jd nnt dtg baiki ye peq li)
    sian aimee she'd been like working the whole day b4 those guys came to clean the house-hoovering n mpping the floor only to b dirty again by them.but we just pretend they didn't come into the house with their shoes intact la hehe :D

    what else??my brother dpt galway so he'll b coming this september.i heard there'll b 9 girls n 4 guys from kmb this year n of course some other people from kdu,taylors etc but 10 'll have no house - probably 'll stay in sr house for a couple of days till someone get them houses

    nnt i'll b posting another entry-if i feel like coming down into this cold dining room la : )

    Monday, July 10, 2006

    : ) dah lama tinggal my blog ni
    back in msia now
    n everyday have to take turn for the internet esp since kbar is still waiting for his pending malay ib result but i think its more for chatting thingy hehe as if mum know = he just have to make sure that he has that ib result page available when she happpens to pass him by right kbar right??this year the prob is with malay result last yr was worse-they have to wait for their biology result time must b crawling for them thank god it's only malay subject this yr if not mum 'll b bising starting from dawn till dawn again hahahah
    he'll b contacting his ib coordinator today-if he remembered what mum said last night which i think he won't-since it's 4.30 in the morning now n i can still hear him laughing over smthg he watch on tv-he'll probably forget everything once his eyelids weight like a stone :p hahhaha
    k later i'll smbg balik : )

    Thursday, June 15, 2006

    at some point in ur life(can b more than once i think) u'll realize all u've got is urself n only god as a helping hand.u know that what u r facing will only affect u n ur future not others around u who offer for help or their sympathy or their shoulder to cry on - as if we'll lean on their shoulder anyway(uish a bit harsh haha) but the point is believe it or not this is the only way to get ur life back on track.whatever happened leading to this state n u somehow been living in a comfort zone(u believed u were anyway that's y u keep on living like that) till one day smthg shattered that comfort zone n u r once again back in reality n then all ur plan before u were introduced into that comfort zone came back b4 ur very eyes n u heard urself said u were glad that this thing happened n help to put ur feet back on the ground bcos if not only god knows what other damaged can u cause to urself-get what i mean???ke tak phm tak pe la kalo tak phm :p hahahah.

    Sunday, June 11, 2006

    :D guess what it was raining yesterday-i told u guys we received no rain for the last 7 @ 5 days or so right but it started to pouring down in the morning right after i posted the previous post :D so it's a bit cooler today : ) i'll probably b out in town if the others r at home now *sigh*
    btw here is some photos which i snapped on my way back home-using the small road along the stream=i don't think it's a river though we do have quite a big river along the college but this stream(or do i call it small river???but small river is aka stream right??heh whatever) might b from that big river n it ends up in the sea or is it in the big river b4 entering the sea??ahahha nvrmind :D.the sea = spanish ark n there's a lot of swans n ducks n seagulls as well - that seagull word reminds me of this story by 2 of our friends during aimee's birthday.


    :D i definitely luv that tungsten colour :D it makes everything look nicer isn't it???k later : )

    Saturday, June 10, 2006


    oopss the pic is suppose to b in the middle-must have forgotten to change the layout .taken at eyre(is this the right spelling??) square a couple of days after summer hols started.the field at the right side is full with people enjoying the blazing sun-yeah some even sunbtahing at the middle of the town i guess it's really hot nowadays. it feels like i'm already in msia n i got headache due to that temperature yesterday-it's been a week or so without rain,uhuhu now i really want the rain to come bet i'll b praying for the dark cloud to go somewhere else if it's in any other season.i wonder how it's going to b when i'm back in msia end of this june-before that did i mention i'll be going to paris in previous post?? :D hehe i am going to paris for 4 nights b4 my flight back to msia-just for sightseeing cos i got no money : ( uhuhuh - i guess i'll b forcing that someone to go for a shopping spree again :D

    oh yeah farah n aimee r in germany along with jali while intan is having a good time in msia now-spending time with her bf i guess hehe : ) can't wait to hear from her soon well she did promise me to tell what is happening back there-intan don't forget u promised me!!:p
    i'm all alone at home thank god the night is not long bcos if it did the esb bill will b high - what do u expect it's not that i'm afraid of the dark it's a precaution since no one else is around n some nights b4 there's been the blaring of house's alarm/security alarm (i don't know the proper name for it : ) hahahha) in the neighbourhood-along this road i mean so what do i do???i've been turning on the light in each room but of course in different period or else aimee's white bulb is gonna b dead long b4 she reach home hahahah-i know aimee is not much a blog reader but farah is = farah keep this to urself :p hehe. i miss hockey but the backyard is not that big for me to play hockey only enough for the cats to play around so 've been doing some skipping in the evening instead-yeah evening when the sun is no longer on top of my head i know the pigment 'll come out even b4 i step out from the plane at klia cos it's already hot in here uhuhhu : ) i have to attend to smthg else now : ) i'll be posting more after this : )

    Sunday, May 21, 2006

    smthg is wrong with me lately-loosing my appetite even with ice cream n my-thought-forever-fav lamb shish.am i under stresss???bcos of this xam thingy???still have biochem oral to b done n we r waiting for the physio oral list n yup i do realize i get upset easily even with small matters : ( well i am now-but i don't know what has caused me for being upset now,do i just succumb into this depression???i guess no one like this feeling n maybe they prefer not to b around people with this feeling either : ( sorry for those who unexpectedly get scolded for just be present around me at the wrong time or have to repeat whatever she/he is saying as maybe my ears r not really sensitive to people voices/sounds = they just let them pass by without leading them inside or maybe they do get inside but my brain say 'no i won't process you so go away' uhuhuh~ i wanna go home : ( miss my family : ( = homesick ke sbenarnya????confuse confuse hahahaha

    Friday, May 12, 2006

    it's late but have to wait for subuh cos if put my head on the pillow now i'll probably burn subuh again :p like i did today - don't feel like reading those physiology notes i guess my brain is not working properly dah now as it is late : ( i need to sleep uhhuuh~ ngantuknya but aimee is reading out loud as usual :p hahahha maybe i should just listen to her memorising those lines of physio essays instead of typing this kakakaka i don't know how she did that reading every single thing n still have her voice the next day b4 she start the same routine again over n over again :D oh the anatomy oral list has came out-n no one in this house on that list-thank god :D hehe.
    that oral 'll b on the next day after physio paper-they said oral is to help those students either to pass or get into 1st class but they arranged the oral day after physio????what??they aspect the students to prepare just for a couple of hours ke??pelik btul mentensionkan lg ade la kot,sian diaorg : (
    hmm should get back to my notes : )
    though my brain is screaming no!!! hahahaha

    Friday, May 05, 2006

    yellow door : )
    u guys should see smthg made up from stone i think in the middle of the field in frnt of the building-it's an old building n smthg look like a not-so big castle(-or is it only me who see it that way???)stand not far from it,uh nvrmind that not so big castle,back to what i'm saying,there's this thing made up from rock/cemented?? in love shape with colourful colours on it n i've snapped a pic of it too but I am too lazy to put it up hahahah :D
    the day was bright at least when we reached that place-don't remember it's name but it's on our tour through dublin-next time we really should take the city tour instead of county hehe but yeah u guys can go n try the county tour itself-the view is totally different from the cliff maybe bcos there r flowers blooming everywhere-it's no longer winter that's y hehe :D
    but there's this one lake which is soo beautiful when look from above n that tour guide said the guinness is made from the water flowing into that lake which explain the colour of the guinness
    it's a bit like connemara but there's no rocky burren like place la :D in case u get tired of seeing burren like place like me uhhuh~
    need to go back to my biochem-one paper is done = that anat so still have 2 more papers to go n yeah we've got oral for biochem-this one is for everyone what else??oh i've changed the skin but still working on how to enable the comments n stuff,maybe later when the xam is over-b4 i fly to france :D hehe

    Thursday, April 27, 2006

    no time to update this thingy : (
    have to wait till xam is over : )

    Saturday, April 15, 2006

    :D my bfast was nasi lemak this morning!!! : ) thanks to intan n farah hehe i thought u guys were doing some cooking n i was about to join the 2 of u in the kitchen n do my own cooking but since the nasi lemak was already served i went straight to the table instead la :D hehe
    oh we got our money back yay!!!!
    she wasn't trying to cheat us-her phone was gone that's y she didn't reply our msg n yesterday she called farah when we were in town-SHOPPING!!!!again haha :D now we don't have to think of where to get money to pay the deposit for this new house la :D hehe
    err i don't know what else to say-oh someone commented on farah blog but that person wasn't using his/her bloggy name,simply anonymous n guess what that person is some kind of hatred-filled-heart himself/herself :p wakakaka n adilla said she would watch her grammar when saying bad things about other people kakaka padan muke terkena balik hahaha-oopss what am i saying???oh yeah should remind u my bloggy site can't b commented without real names = esp.hatred-filled-heart is not welcome :p hahaaha
    oh my anat is calling me uhuhuh~ :D

    Thursday, April 13, 2006


    :D hehe sorry still don't have any inside picture of my new house thought that i've moved in since friday,we were a bit busy cleaning that house but it's spotless now : ) n we got couches in the dining room as intan had the living room converted to b her bedroom-but yeah the people who came in sometimes still have their shoes on-n we have to clean that up again uhhuhu~
    oh i forgot,the new house is the red one,i was in my old room at that time :D n u can see some wood next to the door inside the house-the one working on the kitchen/floor was still doing his work at that time but he 'll b continuing his work on the dining room's floor this summer probably bcos they don't want to interrupt our day with all the hammering sound n stuff since our landlady/landlord=eleanor/kevin know that we r having our xam this may : ) she/he even said that they'll try to ask people who planned to do some construction work-extending their house next to our house to do that in summer when we r going away for our summer-so thoughtful :D hehe
    but there's one prob-our l/lady for the old house is still cannot b contacted i don't know y,one of us text her but the msg is undelivered-that's was intan,but mine was delivered and still we received no response from her n i think farah did text her husband too n yet no reply till this day,what for sure we did make sure she get our 1 month notice-i wonder y she gives no reply to our texts,we actually need the deposits to pay for our new house's deposit hmmm....
    hopefully she's not trying to cheat on us or smthg-maybe she's just out of town now = need to think positively heehe : )

    my sist is going for her interview for mara scholar-gud luck yana!!: ) wish you all the best

    Wednesday, April 05, 2006

    : ) hehe we finally move our stuff into that new house : ) i'm gonna post some pic of it next time cos the one in charge of renovating the house is still doing his works n the rooms r not fully done-actually my camera charger is there among those stuff so i can't upload any new pic even if i snapped some pic of the new house for u guys to see(n prepare to b jealous :p hahaha jali n rafiq were there go ask them if u find that's hard to believe hehehe) same goes with my phone charger : ( i don't know i thought i still have it on my bed but seems like it's gone now,i probably put it into one of the boxes since i wasn't really paying attention in what i grabbed at that time,the floor was covered with lots of stuff so i just grab whatever things i can reach n threw them into the boxes or bags but still have stack of books next to my study table n some more downstair in the living room :D gonna continue moving those in friday or maybe tomorrow : ) . thanks to jali n rafiq who helped with the book shelves [-i don't have to cabut all the paku2 la :p] n other thingy : ) n to aimi n adilla for being penjaga pintu while we were in the house across the street :p kakaka

    n about the house :D i got a coffee table in my new room yay!!that's going to b used as my study table n it's from malaysia : ) n i think i need to get a new fitted sheet cos that one is double bed n my bed now is only single size bed : ) another reason to go to town lalala :D we were in town looking for electric meter key-in diy shop n there was this indian guy(think so) who was eyeing us suspiciously which made farah n intan n me to turn n walk the opposite way each time he came closer but all of sudden i found myself standing not far from him n intan was nowhere to be seen as well as farah,b4 we started talking to each other haha n that's when he said he's actually a malaysian n was listening to what we were saying to each other n he recognized the languange,that's y we saw him everywhere in the store b4 he managed to talk to one of us : )

    ohohoh so sleepy now : ) gonna get myself a sleep :D

    Tuesday, April 04, 2006



    :D look at those trees : ) still have no flowers or leaves on them though that it is spring now,was walking along the bay that evening n those leafless trees reminded me of bronchiopulmonary trunk la :D kakka.there is circus in town around that area actually but there were just 2 of us,it wouldnt b fun without the other 2 or maybe 3(intan+aimee n+aimee's bf??kaka=if aimee want him to tag along la haha) . but i took no pic of the circus cos we can just see it from afar,err it was me who was a bit lazy to walk closer hehe poor farah she probably wanted to take a closer look : ) but it's cold n i only had 1 jacket on me n my digits were already numb=lots of excuses eh??kaka i bet farah's digits were too(kan farah kan???) :p

    we were in town hours b4 that :D keke doing some shopping = couldnt blame me,the sale is everywhere so blame those shops :p oh still have some biochem topics to read : ) so i'm off for now :D

    ups i forgot been trying to change this blog skin but none suit me so for this time being i think i'll just keep this pinky one :D but nway thanks farah for bg me borrow ur laptop the other day : )