i think this blog needs an update

life was at a slow pace this couple of weeks
with my mum n dad gone for their umrah
so only my siblings n i are left at home right this moment
maher is home for the school hols.
n the new house next to ours is brought up to life with
their kids running n making noises around the house.
unfortunately they started their little activities when the first
light comes up indicating the start of a new day-well yes everyday!
which is not that pleasant since they are noisy :(
n im not use to it-just yet
n my room is unpractically facing their house too
but they'll only be here for the hols so it's gonna b
peaceful again-well the army aircrafts are still around though

kmb probably sending 13 newbies to nuig
n this sist of mine is still waiting for her offer letter
which seem to b quite late-n she didnt make
any effort of checking any list available to confirm her
college status?!

this is actually= the children section heh

a) adik saye yg darjah 4

b) my ma n one of her teacher friend
-with some of her students's tents at the back

c) my adik2 - the one yg baru lps ib,
adik darjah 4,n kebar

1-i believe it took more than 5 minutes to upload one single photo

2-these are from yesterday,we went to lata belatan n yes i wasnt thinking straight n ended with that baju kurung which is not quite not the right choice of a baju for a trip to a waterfall haha
but we were not allowed to mandi anyway,so maybe that was the reason i went for baju kurung.
my mum had her students out camping at that place so we just went to take a look at how they cope with the place with rain and all,honestly we all think it wasnt that good of a place for school students to have it as their camping site.unless they were separated from the visitors who went there to have fun.there were just too many mat motor loafing around which i found unattractive n yes i could never breath in the smoke coming out from their ciggarette grgrgr didnt everyone go there for some fresh air far away from the polluted jerteh?oh maybe not,the mat motor must have gone there to cuci mate agaknya :p

3-lata belatan was actually located at the bottom of gunung tebu-yes the one with many stories of missing people,especially from some school/institution's mount climbing expedition.there was this incident where they found the missing person in a place which they've been combing for like forever-but no they only found him after all hope was almost gone,quite a game isnt it?maybe the bunian or whatever is said to be residing there was pissed off by those people attitude and decided to play a game on them heh. but anyway,this waterfall is not as dangerous as lata tembakah. they had people died in that particular waterfall but not in lata belatan.another nice place for relaxing is air panas la just a few minutes drive from the 2 lata. err mybe not a few minutes but they are quite near to each other :)

4-oh kpd sape2 yg nk dtg trg n feel like coming to any of that lata (sorry didnt snap the waterfall pic itself) or want to go to klantan n need a place to stay,feel free to contact me through-friendster/facebook/blog k :)

1-my sister got her IB result!
hopefully she'll get the offer letter from the uni of her choice

2-everyone was doing fine but yeah there are people
who didnt do so well
but i believe there's always a reason behind all the
things that doesnt go the way we planned

3-the house is expecting two anak angkat for the weekend
-starting thursday till sunday

i've done painting my room,well not exactly
but i've covered most parts except some which are
smeared with cement when they were reattaching the brick
and the wooden wall
the next project is still in progress-painting my
mother's room interiorly and exteriorly
the interior is done last week
so im doing the exterior yesterday and today
she havent yet decided the new
colour for the house,somebody was asked to choose
the colour since we wont hear the end of it
if the colour we chose doesnt suit his taste :p
but he's BUSY with NOTHING n havent made up his mind??!?!

maybe i'll put up my room's pic someday-it's yellow
n dark pink,try to imagine ;)

turki won the match!!?!?!
err somehow these past few days i always
found myself waken up in the middle of
the night n ended up in front of the tele
joining kebar in watching bola ....?

1-im back in msia
not planning on going anywhere
its too hot to do that anyway
so yes im a staying at home girl for the next couple of months

2-the house is quieter this week since the renovation
in my mum's room is done

3-i havent had a chance to go for a weekend market yet
but tomorrow is gonna b the first after a year away hehe
its not that fanciful a place to b but im kinda miss the situation

4-i've finished reading this book called smthg like
' when god behaving badly ' its not GOD its more like
GODS and GODDESS from the ancient Rome
the book is hilarious with a very good writing
though the gods are from the ancient rome time
they are living in the modern world but with a little power
and yes no one believe in them anymore
which is the actual cause for their loss of power
its about how they became powerfull again=a journey
involving some mortals of how they get the trust from the
london people(somehow they are residents of london city)
which then resulted in their power coming back to them

5-gonna watch tv now :D

i think i might as well start packing
since everyone is leaving already
intan+jawa+rafiq+nasrul were off to msia last night
aimee+jali took their bus this morning to the airport
soon farah'll b leaving to dublin
ughh life is soooo boring!!!
but anyway i want to thank jawa n the gang
for cooking that laksa yesterday :D
n yeah succeeded in our plan to surprise aimee
some friends from cork were here for the party
the weather this morning is so bright n hopefully
they'll have a great time in aran island :)

i should have taken the photos from jawa last night!:(

heh DONE WITH THE EXAM!!!!

or maybe i should put it this way

DONE WITH THE 4TH YR!!!!!!!

but really time just flies, felt like yesterday that we sat for
all the torturous mcq be it patho, medicine, surgery,
all the case reports, SPM project, all the essays bacte + SPM
and all the practical labs and the autopsy-err looking back at it,
it was a lot wasn't it???
n now 2 more yrs to go!!??
wargh that's a bit scary!

oh some people,namely hana n jawa tagged me for this
n since i have nothing else better to do at the moment, so here it is :

7 random facts about me:

-i must admit im shorter than everyone else
-though im the eldest daughter
-n yeah people always think of me as a high-school student
-but truthfully im 2 yrs away from working world???!?!aaaa
-i love japanese/french/korean/indon songs
-i hate waiting for my once in every week ova-i wonder
if there's anyone out there with all the 24 epi...
-i hate extreme weather ahhaha

7 things that scare me:

-quoting from jawa : mak ayah marah
-spider
-lake/ocean/big river
-earthquake
-thunderstorm
-RTA
-losing sight of my purse/passport=high possibility
that i actually lost it

7 random music at the moment:

-a clip with pour la beaute du geste
-a clip ending with conrad at the end-err
im not putting the title here :p
-tercipta untuk ku-ungu
-hikari-utada hikaru
-a clip with - why cant i offer u my arms
(pls trnslate to other language)
-sakura drops-utada hikaru
-the opening song for jjr ova

7 things I say the most:

-haha
-eh
-ye ke
-emm mmm
-k
-tp
-ape lg?isi sdiri la

7 things I treasure the most:

-my LAPTOP
-internet connection
-my phone
-house phone
-credit card heh
-my diamond ring-the rslt from me broken up
my mum's bracelet into two
-my wrist watch though it's out of battery now...

7 "first time" things I ever did:

-flying fox kt plkn nya tempat though i wasnt there for plkn
-Red Thalys!!
-naik bas full with people speaking languange
other than those that i can understand-but
thanks to our good pronunciation we reached our destination
err or maybe the map did
-pecahkn lock on one of my house door
-finally naik eiffel
-mkn mussels in a POT kt belgium restaurant
=people must think of us as weirdos
-my accidental breaking one of my mum's treasured diamond bracelet

7 people to do this:

-aimee kalo dia ade blog-or u can just use
ur other half's account cant u???hehe :p
-farah nadiah st.endas
-lyana
-hani
-umah ketat
-amira amir
-belle

now, what else should i do???

here's smthg for ur listening pleasure :)

haha im posting this though still havent go through the meaning yet :p

Au début tout était bien
Mais tu croisas son chemin
Ton sourire est apparu
Un comme j’avait jamais vu

Comment puis je rivaliser
Entre moi et tes pensées
Déjà tout lui appartient
Moi il me reste que ta main

Ne m’oublie pas
Ton sourire est a jamais en moi
Et pourtant c’est une évidence
Tu restes en transe

A quoi bon vivre avec toi
Si tu ne me souris même pas
Je suis las de comprendre
Ce que je ne veux plus entendre

Tu voyais la vie si belle
La partagé en éternel
Mais depuis tout a changé
Oseras tu me l’avouer ?

Ne m’oublie pas
Ton sourire est a jamais en moi
Et pourtant ta loi du silence
Me fait offense

C’est pour toi que j’ai décidé
Qu’avec lui tu devais rester
Je m’en mors toujours les doigts
J’ai mal au cœur encore parfois…

Me pardonnerais je un jour…
De t’avoir mis dans ces bras ?
Moi qui t’aime depuis toujours
S’il te plait reviens vers moi…

Ne m’oublie pas
Ton sourire est a jamais en moi
Et pourtant depuis ton absence
Rien n’a de sens…

ms.sp fr.surgery want to meet up with us on thursday??
regarding the previous mcq
which saye tembak sket haha
oh well we dont always know everything do we??
hehe alasan sbenarnya :p

what's norm is not always the correct one
smtms i always let myself
get carried away believing the norm is the correct one
though i know it is not

after svrl days of trying
i've successfully downloaded my new ova!
read the manga but the moving pics r always nice too
but they only rlsd the 1st epi for now
i hate waiting so normally i would just let all the epi r done
rlsd b4 i started dloading but this one is just funny
so really have to dload it n yes it is as expected

done with MIME
oh yes we got the result!
y so soon?bcos tomorrow is the oral day
im grateful that i've passed haha

1-this is ridiculous
i dont even have a bf!!??!

2-the previous vid became a talk apparently=well to some people
yes pls b worried n
tell us more what's the right thing (in ur opinion) to do
'll take precaution in the future so that
it wont happen again-err or maybe wont let it leak out??haha

im seriously getting agitated over this
which i know i shouldnt since i didnt do anything wrong
as long as im aware of when i was at the event

really pls b more prepared when u've planned
to convey smthg imp.to people
who may came with a very steep knowledge of whatever the subject is
what u say will either bring those people
into understanding of what the wrong thing is
or maybe they might just shut themselves totally away
from whatever ur msg is & if this happened
u should know - u've just failed

the morning sun shone brightly today n managed to dry my bedsheets etc but guess what happened at the end of the day???
it was snowing!!!haha pretty weird
well maybe not
this is galway weather haha ;)
oh im looking forward for the bbq next wk!

emm this next few wks we'll have lect on social preventive medicine, forensic pathology and global health, the later one is actually an optional course but seems like interesting so i'll go as long it doesnt clash with my other tutorial, erk i think my core topic tutorial 'll b at 3 for the next 3 wks, wonder whether the lect is on the same time on tuesday....

did i tell u guys we've got our reslt for patho n bacte???
this is kinda old news but i dont remember writing about it in my blog
so yeah they've rlsd the list of id of people who pass the xam
which im happy enough to have find my id number on it hehe :D

1-ridiculous isn't it when people wanted to b added to the friend list bcos :
a)they r from the same country as u
b)u came across their page
c)bcos they've view ur pg
is that a good reason to b forced to add/accept their friend request???it might b forgiven if:
a)they tried to make themselves a friend first
b)they drop a comment on ur page asking POLITELY to b added
c)or at least give me ONE GOOD REASON why i should accept their friend request
duh what r they thinking??!?!?!

*updated on 12thofAVRIL08*

im back in galway-for a few dys now
but still couldnt upload my photos frm spain which im not sure what exactly is t.prob
dont think it's bcos of t.size, not due to t.capacity provided/used as well, just couldnt mmmm....

spain was/is hot
hence im covered wth scratch marks all over,n now i have one more mission : turn it back to its usual condition,well need to since we'll b starting the attachment right away when the school start

we cvrd svrl cities crdoba, seville, granada, valencia, malaga, barcelona, madrid n toledo.








1-in cordoba we went to mezquita, some garden, n watched from afar one of the roman bridge. it was actually just across the road but the day was too hot, we constantly ate ice cream n have a bottle of water in our hands all the time, plus the bridge looks as if it's newly build using some different stone so i dont feel any regret not crossing it as all the tourist did heh, we were trapped in the semana santa celebration/parade on the evening of our first day. honestly never though i could witness it with my own eyes, n i thought they only have this kind of celebration in vatican city, i dont have a photo, but some other group member did snap their photos, so maybe later when im able to upload photo i'll post it up,oh n we tried paella here-it came in a large portion to b shared with min 2 people, but eventhough there's 5 of us we still couldnt finish it, so yeah it's a lots n of course a lots of seafood too :)2-in seville we went to their bull ring + museum, etc. the match started on the following sunday so yeah we missed it. it's not all yr round only around march up till oct or smthg, probably due to the weather, they have a heavy rain if it's started as happened during our stay in malaga, where we have to take cover for like 1 hour or so.

3-then we went to malaga i think,it's quite a big city with tons of museum n famous with picasso, also we went to ruin of roman theater, and alcazaba/sort of fortress like n we tried fried fish here. it's actually fried seafood but yeah we have different prefernces some might want to take it with sauce etc, n the cold soup-you can try but i'm not recommending :p4-after that to granada-yes to the main attraction i.e. alhambra where we que since 6.30 am but there were still many many other tourists who came earlier than us, so maybe u want to do online booking before u go there especially if it's during summer. the morning was freezing cold so everyone was like moving around to heat up their body but the day was hot as like other part of spain. alhambra is definitely a large area but i like the garden part the most, some sit on the next different hill so bring a suitable shoes. we went to albaycin n pray at probably the only msque in that area, it's located next to a church/cathedral (not that big i think), we ate kebab at the bottom of alhambra hill in the small city-finally we found a halal kebab shop :) n yeah the ice cream was good. a lady asked whether we r filipinos haha

5-we continued with valencia which has lots of cathedral, so we ended going to cntral market, the unesco gothic building, some tower, n some plaza before everyone decided to go to the aqurium(sort of). we watch the largest mary + baby jesus made from flower arrangement here, it's as big as the cathedral next to it, it was in the plaza we planned to go so that's y=err u guys can just skip this city really even the famous central market is just a market, the unesco building is not that great either, bcos u can find other gothic buildings all around spain

6-the next stop was barcelona-yes we went to the barcelona stadium though we didnt go in since they have a match on that day, some other places include sagrada familia(jewish thingy), some gaudi arts(as on/a buildings mind u haha=La Pedrera), we didnt get to go to montjuic(guess wrong spelling???), but we did reach the maritime site n yeah la ramblas street sort of like our shop street during weekend but their la ramblas is more lively err maybe more people heh, we had our lunch in one of kebab's house as well just that we were given seats in their bar area bcos of too many customers. i think it's here that u can see lots of gothic building

7-then for the next 3 days we stayed in madrid, one day was allocated for a day-trip to toledo about 1n a half hour by bus from madrid. madrid is a big city as expected, but it's easy to move around with the metro n sometime u can just walk to another metro station if the weather is good, here we went to the stadium haha, another places include retiro park which used to b a palace garden, it's quite big with boating lake and several small palace inside it, we had a breakfast in a cafe in front of the park. we tried its tortilla before continue our trip fr the day.we walked pass palaco real, but the que was too long so we just skip the palace n went straight to other places.
in toledo we went up the hill to alcaza(sort of palace), mezquita del cristo de la luz=from the name u can guess it has been converted to a church or maybe what left is only a ruin, in this cae it's more to a ruin, n also its plaza-plaza zocodover.oh there's morning market next to its tourist info centre, n they have sweet popcorn!:D which couldnt b found in galway hehe

8-if u want to shop for souvenir, albaycin is cheaper if u found the right shop ie muslim shop, some madrid shops are also offering quite a good price, u can bargain if u want but choose the right shops ok, like the one own by arabs, pakistanis people etc.n yeah beware of pickpocket-they normally move in groups

one of my friend is having an operation today
hopefully everything will b just fine
prof will b the one handling the procedure
his specialty-so now all we can do is pray n wait

2 written papers were over
still have labs n oral for the 2 subjects coming
we still didnt get to see the wet specimens n the slides for patho
n guess when the lab is?
the day after tomorrow?!
gah!!they r really making us going crazy
or is this some sort of punishment for not doing the revision straight after the lab practical is??haha nvrmind we'll work things out :)

im gonna go shopping after the patho lab xam is done!hehe :D

u
do whatever u want
i dont mind
just that everyone else is heh

lily allen feat mark ronson is great-couldnt embed the thingy here,so try youtube ok! :)

actually i wanted to post this in the earlier entry
but the clip is a bit weird with some human female being kept in an aquarium just a little bigger than human size,she didnt come with a tail,or else she could b called a mermaid haha

do u know what this remind me of???
yeah the patho specimens = the pots :p

due to an unknown reason i cant seem to access my fs account from my laptop.....
duh probably a sign for me to concentrate on the books haha :D

this guy is much cuter in the other clip with him still having his shoulder-length hair
but anyway~ listen to this one

here,enjoy! ;)

why do i suddenly feel like playing bdmnton ni....
wargh the day is so boring i could die if not bcos of the thick patho book i'd probably close all the windows n eliminate all source of lights b4 huddle myself in my duvet n sleep off the freezing cold day ggrgrgr
it's weird but this yr we had quite a snow :)

when the opportunity is just there in front of us we often take it for granted,
during my time in religious type of school i hate learning all those stuff but when i was freed from the school allow to roam free to whatever place i want to go, i realize what's been tying me back from doing an unacceptable things regarded by the community is always things i learned bit by bit in that time,it's only now things are a bit clearer of where n how i should use the lessons they thought us all.the sad thing is people dont always understand those things or they did, but somehow forgotten or the memory get twisted a bit so yeah what left is some kind of hybrid type of understanding which they think is the true one-that's actually the reason they warned us to always live in a community so that one can always remind each other of what's wrong n what's not-i know im not good at convincing people this way really hence never tried haha,but it saddened me seeing each n everyone of us-well not all- being swept away slowly frm the actual path,im just frustrated i couldnt say anything but that's just it i dont have any guilt since everyone is mumaiyiz hnce they should know what they r doing-emm i think one scary thing is that we smtms have different definition of what's right n what's not hmmm....

1.hana's coming though still dont know the exact time she'll b arriving but yes we'll b waiting with open arms :)
2.heath ledger is dead?!?!?!that's just awful the way his life ended,he's such a promising actor and at a young age too,28,really we dont have a complete control of ourlives do we?that reminds me every ticking of the clock bring us closer to the end hmmph...
3.i've collected approximately 40 completed questionnaire for my med.info project,so just need to distribute another 20 questionnaire-which im hoping can b done by nasrul,n yeah i need to keep in the datas,maybe some time next week or when i feel bored to death by those bacte n patho some time within the next few week s

one of the pt i saw at outpatient has gca but she doesnt seem to b in that age where u r prone to gca,well the clinic was for respi team but most of the pt coming were apparently referred to them bcos of some respi related prob like coughing up smthg though there R other bigger underlying prob but well the reg has no authority to say stop all those simpleton cases from coming over so he just follow what he was told to do haha sorry im blabbering nonsense again

oh went to town earlier with kebar he got himself a new phone since the last one was broken after just a few months of use,my throat is still hurting though no phlegm it's still uncomfortable n to make it worse the weather is colder so it's knda irritates my throat further hmmph...

eh apsl ade plak nih??!?!
anyway that's good!:D

les rois du monde i posted earlier is no longer available waaa!!

i like this the most :)

the main reason for the trip to brussels was actually to see the fireworks but unfortunately a couple of hours before we took our bus to dublin,news in the net stated the huge celebration wont b held as they normally have yeah it was a bit of dissappoinment at the same time bringing fear in me bcos the reason was terror threat?!?!?i knew nothing about that n suddenly there's a terror threat???but we still went there,nothing happen except that we didnt go to the grand place on the first night-it wasnt as bad as they said in the news,they have police officers all over the place but not armed with the big guns like we saw in paris several yrs ago,they walk around blending in though obviously couldnt bcos of their sriking colour uniform emblazing the word police haha it's funny seeing some tourist even asked them to help taking pictures when the place was actually flooded with other nrmal people haha oh i've tried the waffle the taste is different from here,they have sort of honey taste which is so sweet,the topping make them even better,but since im trying not to gain weight again i just tried 2,one with ice cream n the other has choc syrup on it,n yeah we got our hands on the mussels too hahah they served in a pot, a big one too :D but it was delicious n another thing i now acquired this addiction listening to ths romeo+juliet musical songs?!im a bit stupefied as well hahaha somehow they have many musical on their tele hehe not to mention their language is different which kind of luring me more into it :) i always love the languange just that we live in a wrld predominating by anglaise....

i guess i was just tired n i've recovered
last night we stayed for 2 movies
st trinian's n i am legend
i told my mum y i was angry the last time
hopefully she understand

the phone is next to me
but considering it's hols n morning in msia
i'd b a bother if i called
but this winter is making me depress
i need to talk to someone
im a bit tired of keeping a smiling face all the time
though im nt that happy
i feel like im not being true to everyone
i feel angered but dont know the reasons
i hate rain

1-golden compass was great though i think the little girl's acting a bit out of character i mean doesnt seem like a little girl ways of doing things, it would b understandable if she's acting as a teenager but she's only someone in primary school-like-age in that movie,but overall putting aside the age it's great :)

2-some private number has been calling me for the 3rd time now,or is it the second time, but the first time i wasnt aware of it so i didnt pick it up,but tonight it was as if the person mistakenly pressed my number,bcos if i'm correct the sound in the background was as if someone's walking n the mobile is in the pocket.the weird thing is this person somehow realize it n turned it off,but the background was still of that walking sound, how could he/she knew the mobile is calling me if she/he didnt fish it out from the pocket right??i was sleepng at that time-so yeah a bit annoyed at first since it's so hard to fall asleep this few days bcos of some unknown reason,so every little time that i think i might b able to sleep is precious haha :D

3-some people keep giving me comments of which i found utterly opposite of the person or what their page picturing them,n yeah i have to keep deleting those comments,if this continue i should just totally block them from accessing my fs or ym gah what's wrong with these people,try to b normal for once!!!grgrrgr

haha why am i awake in the middle of the night??!?!posting entry at this time 0340 gah cant sleep!!
1-'ll b meeting prof my tutor tomorrow for like 5 minutes=according to time allocated for each student haha 5 minutes i bet that would b just the time taken to get into the room, take a seat listen to whatever sarcastic remarks of his for the day n that's it haha plus he sort of done with commenting during our last tutorial session so there shouldnt b much to say for tomorrow n he has diabetic clinic too on the day so he wont b spending much time on us
2-oh the bacte is over!!!the mcq part that is hahaha hopefully the result'll b ok not like some other subject so stupid even the average class mark is below fail level wahaha really is it bcos we didnt spend time reading or is it bcos the questions were from some 8 gold medals award winner??which is it??anyhow bacte was alright i think, thank god they have it as the 1st mcq for the day if not the other 2 med+surg 'll definitely ruin the mood :)
3-i need to check wheather in turkey,get some turkey currency from the bank, n yeah need to finish up with the surg report as well as the questionnaire for the med info thingy

err i did it again!!we'll see after 14-17 days yippee!!! hopefully my card wont be tendang by that site, but well if it did it doesnt matter omg i think i really am going crazy suddenly deciding to buy that bag,though i need the money to spend in turkey,turkey???yeah turkey we r gonna go there for winter,pls pls make the bag arrived b4 my flight but that's kinda impossible hmmph anyhow i adressed it to the mail service center,as usual la kan hehe :D
oh this evening we had a little chat making all the sweet memories coming flooding my mind again, sometimes i really want to go back to that time,when we were little n know nothing other than playing around the small little world that is my house of course n yeah my gramps kampung as well, maybe bcos of our uncle, he's not much different in age then we r, my brothers n me ,bilah wouldnt b joing us as we were super hyperactive hahhah ye la when i think again i couldnt recall having bilah in the frame,she's asthmatic so sometime she was sort of grounded eventhough during the time when were in our gramps, i remembered following those two nakal boys catching some little fish living in the low area which if it happened to rain the area will trap some water from the nearby river n some fish will b there too-we really didnt listen to what the elders said haha the fact that there r still some crocodile in the nearby river didnt even budge the three of us, the place was very close,it was under the bridge yeah near the crocodile residing river or maybe they didnt know what exactly we were doing in that close proximity, but nothing bad happen heh i havent been to that river for so long, it's actually connected to the one near my own house in trg side,so u can imagine what sort of big river it is, we wouldnt b able to see if the crocodile come around behind us n i heard there r white croc in the river but i havent seen it with my own eyes n they eat the monkey or some unfortunate goat/cows etc, kinda scary haha oh the other thing that i couldnt stop smiling reminiscing is when we went cycling around the sawmill area, there's this area filled with dust coming from the sawmill, the amount is so much that it made me think of it as a hill haha so silly,n there'll b small creek around the area when the rain pour, my brother used to catch n brought back the poor fishes home, guess what he did to them??he threw them into the well in front n at the back of the house bcos i think at that time-i was there as well, bilah too i think, we were playing around the area when we saw the creak n some fish, but the water was nearly drained so that's why my brother came out with that idea : ) our mum didnt say anything about the fish we brought back in a plastic bag but they died some years ago,bcos of old age kot but at least they didnt died at the small creek way back right : )

somehow eventhough im still tossing on my bed couldnt bring my eyes to shut closed (err for the night i mean) im no longer feel stupid hahah :p yeah i have my eyes fixated on this screen reading that torture related stuff on human right,god seems to shed some light on me :D

1-i feel stupid.... what else do i have to dig up to make me feel better????aaaa human rights is killing me-damn torture!! :(

2-someone pls remind me - to go n check my balance in the boi,yes the lump sum!!! hehe :D

initially i just wanted to read smthg else other than torture which im a bit doubtful whether or not to continue as one of my target q but anyway-yeah been surfing the net n d/loaded some manga which i thought might de-stress my mind from the torturer thingy in that human rights, it did start as a funny one making me laugh while reading several parts of it but in the middle it started to make me feel depressed seeing the main charact. being bully by the supposed to b the good bf n the sudden realization that their feeling might actually not b true since someone from the bf household messed up with the main charact. mind making a bit of mess in their rltnship, unfortunately i couldnt stop in the middle of the story bcos i want my perfect couple to have a happy ending!wargh maybe i should read up the summary for the manga b4 deciding to plunge myself into it hoping to find some happy ending story-heh it is a happy ending story but a bit twisted which made me read it twice just to make sure it is really a happy ending :D hahaha

a break fr hemato : )

Temperament

Idealist

You are the quintessential dreamer - spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don't settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present - you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.

Interests

Thrill Seeker

You are interested in anything that is exciting and pleasurable. You're not afraid to indulge yourself - you live by your own set of rules and don't allow yourself to get hung on what others think. For the most part, you are independent and do whatever you please to do. Trying to stop you from doing something only makes you want it even more. At the end of the day - you live for life's most thrilling moments.

Amusement

Adventurous

It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion

Physical

You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

emm human right is a bit problematic....

sorry guys i really bad at adjusting photos in this blogspot
so u can see how randomly arraged they r hahaa

done with brussels thingy!!
here some lagu i got from my frs page,i know it's an old song but~ : )

1-err i do think i did smthg wrong not that it's unacceptable but the person probably still think im the old me,yes i believe im much different now :D sorry for not meeting ur expectation but people change especially when years have passed : )

2-oh im gonna go check flight tickets + hstel

3-n yeah i cant believe im hearing all this sarcasm from mostly everyone around me-u probably dont know what im thinking hehe :D

4-need to go see my patient tomorrow : )

i'm back from cork!!tiring but definitely worth it-wasnt really planning to go it was just a sudden decision n there we went,it feels so fast-the time flies i mean,feel like we were just there chatting with hana n her h/mates playing some games which i was really not good at hahaha all along we found ourselves laughing of each other as those who managed to grasp the pattern much more earlier making fun of others who were still strugling thinking what type of pattern it is, obviously i was the last one to know the pattern omg i admit i was so slow hahaha nevermind it was just a game anyway :D but yeah we will play that game again when we have some free time - with people in galway plak : ) :D hehe
oh thanks for the hospitality girls : ) esp. hana+yusma+feesha+gg+ilya & nurul n h/mates : )

they put king tut on display!
yes seriously they have that boy in some climate controlled case instead of his sarcophagus so now we can all see his face,well not that it's still have meat on it but this is kinda different from other mummy since i think they r normally put in some museum,but king tut is on display in his tomb in luxor the valley of the kings!
ugh do i sound weird to u?? :p haha

went out with intan but she managed to rein in her shopping desire so yes im the only spendthrift today ugh maybe i should
1-try forgetting my purse when going out
or
2-maybe some guy can help(as if u know what i mean :p haha)=bcos intan has someone reminding her what's important n whatnot not that i/we cant differentiate between those two but yeah i think sometimes some encouraging/reminding words will make us more aware of what we r doing whether it's smthg really need to b done or not like shopping/window shopping/online shopping haha

oh we went eating at rafiq+jawa+nasrul+aiyad 's place in the afternoon
i didnt see any cameraman in the house so no photos from the mkn2 n im actually too lazy to put up another raye related photos-seems like raye is endless here hehe but the good thing is at least i dont have to cook for the weekend :D

hmm i want to call home again....

err i think law got cancelled
well we were suppose to stay for it after ethic but the level of sleepiness was too high thus we rushed back home in case the lecturer got into the hall but we actually bumped into her outside csi main entrance oopss i think i heard her asking smthg like r u ditching the class?? wahahah she remember the faces apparently but now knowing she cancelled it just bcos not enough people stayed back kinda make me feel guilty,she was a little bit rushing herself at that time but yeah i really though she would just make do with that but seems like im wrong hmmmph...

just have to post this up
the vid quality isnt that good but rain was being cute :D
not to mention one of the dj who keep eating throughout the vid haha it's just plain funny seeing their action,i dont really listen to rain his style of music isnt really within the range of my liking but this one is a bit different n maybe bcos there wasnt much dance steps he normally would do in one vid n yeah couldnt really stand his im-cute-face haha thats y i listen to se7en

oh finished the patho mcq
then stayed for ethic which is still have me wondering the main point of the lect?!?!?hahah but i remember his 'bizarre' eg of situation,imagine >80% of people developed spring like legs due to genetically modified foods n thus stairs r not build in the hospital,to get to the second floor u need the pair of spring legs n unfortunately u r among the 20% people who dont have them,basically he's trying to make u realize the feeling of disable people in their daily lives with the surrounding r full with utilities for normal people eh i remember his teaching!!haha :D

i cant neither talk to nor can i see someone face to face if im angry
im a bit upset now n i dont know y

im not feeling well
is this some sort of pre-exam sydrome??-i know tomorrow's test only a minor one but seriously im not well or maybe the caffeine effect is kicking in,i had a cup b4 my med.info pract-which is canceled-n then another large caramel javalanche after that,urgh im restless but i dont think there's anything which can help ease this....

ark a candle of mine left a burnt spot on my nightstand table!
it was kinda weird when the fire suddenly spread to light the whole area of the candle,actually it's already liquefied so the fire was like the one u see sometimes when they serve the alcohol in movies etc,like that but i didnt do anything bcos the candle is hold by a small metal candle holder,only after the fire ceased n an obviously burning like smell fill the room i realized there's a dark spot beneath the metal holder wargh i couldnt get it off!! even when i scraped it really hard : (

wargh i cant concentrate on the renal patho-really should go to the library/reading room tomorrow,hopefully the rain 'll stop hmmph~

omg im sooo mad now!!honestly im fed up with certain people-i had a great day in the ward today but someone came to me n blurted out saying i left them behind at the end of the day,what the??!?!i thought im the only one attach to this team,i've been nice enough not mentioning that to the consultant,now u r asking for more??omg who do u think u r or maybe no one ever crossed u b4?
i couldnt possibly barging into the consulting room not knowing whether u guys r having a patient or not,n yes in case u dont realize,i'm also doing some other things more important than to keep worrying whether u want to see the bone marrow or whatever procedure they r having,yes we had the opd together but shouldnt u b more alert of what's happening around u?n didnt i mentioned earlier i dont have my mobile with me??!?!plus i was following the reg not the sho or whatever she is for the opd,her room wasnt like it can b seen straight from my room,isnt that the same for us then??how come u didnt realize 1-the time the reg said the procedure gonna b performed 2-that she's walking pass ur room n of course my room since the rooms r facing each other??
ask someone to kick some sense into ur head!

omg today was the stupidiest day ever hahahha it's a relieved that it's over. i skipped class in the morning bcos i need to settle my ebay thingy n i had been walking to the bank then home again b4 out again to the post office to post money order,the 1st time i went out to bank, bcos i didnt know money order is suppose to b purchased at the post office n so the bank officer mistook me as wanting to have money transfer,frustrated n yes soaking wet i went back home bcos obviously i dont have the detail for a money transfer all i have was the name n add of the person,thankfully the guy was maybe in front of his comp at the moment i went asking from where i should get that money order err rather i told him what i need for the transfer process n he mentioned about the post office-warrghh it was raining when i went out today was horrible i nearly give up been thnking of i should just use someone else ebay account like what i normally did-well maybe that's what i'll b doing next time ughh....

then the patho lab-i dont know why
but the 2nd pot was obviously some tumour like mass but my lips slipped n i ended up saying no it's not tumour!?!?!

the last class was medical info,the last q she asked was like at the end of the lect where all i can think of was going home n have some food or hot drink n yes i've forgotten what the case was about but she demands some answer to her q??!?!n i go aaa till she came out with the answer herself hahaha

now im feeling the pressure but a bit weird n funny feeling too hahaha
mum was using kbar as a refernce saying this n that
but i knew she actually had that said so that i quickly get one bf
ooppss haha

here's some photos fr ur viewing pleasure hehe : ) raye was a blasted one yesterday though we were tired beyond words the night b4 our open house.everyone stayed up till close to 5 in the morning had a 1 n a half hour sleep b4 continuing our undone work in the kitchen then rushed to pray at the community centre of shantalla but thank god it was weekend so they started the prayer a little bit later than the usual working days n the place is much nearer to my house so i wasnt out of breath as i normally did walking to prayer place on the previous raye haha

1-photos of my raye here







2-photos of raye my family had n of course with the hamper i bought online : )
nabilah was not in any photos since she's in india but im still waiting for her raye photos,didnt see any in her fs....
oh my family is not in the coordinating colour this year haha they all look colourful with the different baju raye colours,aisyah was totally different from the rest since she has her baju with flowery pattern










n as always,i had my parents photos too-can see ijah's giggling hehe : )

now knowing de'e couldnt possibly come this dec made me go to all internet sites providing info about any interesting places to go but im thinking of going to places where my friends or relatives are,my uncle(same age actually haha) is in plymouth which i havent set foot on but when i think it over it's too near a place to go (ugh pak cik dont b mad :p haha) however i should at least see his place shouldnt i?plus his study period will b over soon probably by next year so i have to decide quickly when to go n visit him, well he did said he's coming to ireland seems like he's also having some difficult time trying to visit all those sites worth of going with only a few more months to spent here, but im already feeling suffocating thinking of the places i should at least seen once when im actually still have at least 3 yrs including this one gah everyone going somewhere this winter!!i should ask mai where she's going hehe maybe i can go to see her new place : )

warghh im busy!!need to go find out whether we'll have the autopsy today, monday is definitely out of the day listed for autopsy since mostly everyone(i think everyone) in the group r having both practical lab on that day , that left us 4 more days of the week, but i heard sarinah n the rest of the last /this week group probably going for it today??!huh thought they started on saturday last weekend??n i couldnt get in touch with sarinah, where's this girl go??autopsy?

listen to this people! : )

forgot to mention this but dayana,my other sist,the one in banting, applied for ireland as well, kebar 'll b mad thinking im the one at fault for luring her here but honestly i think it'll b better for my mum, she wont b stressed up if anything is to happen in uk, u know they starting to tighten up the security at the airport n so on, n really i dont feel it safe anymore,i think i'll b restless myelf if she did choose uk-her points for the xam was actually enough for her to apply for uk but she said she made up her mind long b4, that she just want to go to ireland no matter what,so that's it insyaAllah she'll get what she deserve : )

1-nabilah 'll b going to india within 3 days on the 30th of sept.for the time being my parents r staying in kajang bcos she's having some orientation in kl for the university-i dont really know the contents but seriously y cant they have that thing in india itself or is it not made available??that's weird if it is really not provided, n the time is not that convenient especially for those who r not from around kl,didnt they consider that?furthermore it's fasting month people will b tired of travelling,n not everyone is able to just leave home without thinking of their other children, i think all of my little sists r with my parents ,they must b exhausted to stay away from home for some time,maher is home alone probably

2.im doing the garda card tomorrow hopefully there wont b any problem wish me luck!!

3.i just want to put this up again haha sorry couldnt find any new catchy tunes

y is every single entry of mine full with emotional exasperation??!?!?this holy month should have been able to repressed them dont u think?oh maybe it's not working on me aghh

one of the group mate for core topic msg me asking about tomorrow's topic,n now i'm torn between the 2nd n 3rd topic cos i thought i missed the 2nd meeting but now everyone seems to miss the meeting or was there really a meeting?maybe all of us have been fooled by that note-err rather prof maybe the only one attending the meeting aaa imagine how he'll b tomorrow morning then errrr hmmmph whatever it is there r lots of people in my situation then hehe :D im not gonna b the only one to go down with any punishment/sarcastic remarks from him :p hahhaha

im actually want to write about this morning where we went to the immigration office at an early hour of 6 n been standing in the drizzle for hours waiting for the office to open but the end result was that we have to come again to register,y?bcos apparently the officer put up some unofficial note on the standing board inside the office,where we clearly wont b able to read unless we peer into the office through the glass wall,since there's no one to confirm whether that's actually meant for those who come to do the registration on the day,we decided to stay at least till we get into the office at about 10 am.so that make's us waiting for like 4 hrs n guess what,the office did open at 10 but the only counter operating was the one for licence thingy n still no one came up n tell us what really was that note all about;the note was stating that the counter 'll reopen at 4-7 pm on the 21st/9 n for ticket holders only,huh did u see what it's saying???they r not taking anyone for registration in the morning or b4 4 pm,omg do they think everyone has time to come n go according to time that suit them??!?!y can they just stick to the normal office hour or if they want to do smthg like that maybe they can come up with some official looking like note put up in front of the office so that everyone 'll know once looking at it gah lazy bums always doing ridiculous things

ughh my gastric is in pain....

omg smthg is really wrong with my eyes,last time i thought i saw some info posted about aimee's tuto saying it would b held on that particular day but then someone said it's on the next day n this time i believed i saw my tuto info posted on the wall next to the med office to b on tomorrow morning at 8 but just to check i text idah n den n they both replied with the same answer that is next monday wargh i nearly had a palpitation myself trying to read all those stuff straight after my pathology mcq ughh i honestly need to b carefull next time

1-i hate people who spams other people inbox especially in fs
2-comment spamming is also unacceptable especially when i havent got enough time to get rid of all those meaningless comments gah go get a life already!!spam other people's fs or go get urself a gf/bf grgrgrgr!!!!

my test 'll b on th 19th next week, this whole week has been busy but last night was fun we get to eat to our heart content though i couldnt stuff that much at a time so i just made do with the only plate i had n didnt have any second serving well the chicken was quite big so it's enough for that moment n plus they have some fruits i've been nibbling well the dates were heh oh then i went to kbar house yeah the wardrobe wasnt really in a good shape seems like it's gonna break into two if u mistakenly hang a heavy clothes at some weak point poor thing the landlord should have long change that antique wardrobe

i think most of our class will start by next week so we'll get even busier n probably wont go home till the last class is finish which seems like around 4 or 5 or maybe 6 erkkkk that's gonna b along day n tiring too haaihhh....n we r fasting now too!! : (

my 3 j.lo perfumes

my 2 cute portmeirion

1)i need to read smthg sort of preperation for tomorrow attachment waaghh i dont feel like going to attachment at all we r starting with mr mcanena general/cardio which made me think of what hana said earlier, mas's fiance is here in cardio team

2)met some new students from imu this morning, some were in the same bacte lab with me but just got to know one of their name haha im really not good in socializing gah

3)see i knew i couldnt finish that nobuta b4 class starts im at epi 4 out of 11 still have 7 epi to watch with one approximately 45 min now i feel like im wasting my time though yamapi is in it he's too silly/dorky in this one why did they make him taking that character?!!?!?bcos his popularity 'll not b brought down hahah if not i wouldnt b watching would i hehe :D nvrmind they are allow to act cute hahaha but yeah it's strange sometime to see people of our age acting like that eventhough they were acting as school students i dont think that's how we were by that age hmmmph or is it just me mmm yeah im a bit of a shy like person in school :p maybe people dont think of me that way-well people always think of us in a different ways anyway : ) haha :D

4)i really am have nothing to say in here but i need to post smthg to cover up my other post meaning i want that particular post to be out of the front page display, hence the random pictures, bcos of some reason-i feel guilty wahahah ooops i dont mean to laugh : ) heh

hehe smthg i found on the net

Jeans
When to Buy: October

Why: Get this year's styles at clearance prices. Retailers start discounting their jeans after the back-to-school promotional push ends in September, says fashion expert Kathryn Finney, a.k.a. The Budget Fashionista . Expect even better deals this year, predicts Finney. "Dresses are very 'in' this year, which may cut into jean sales," she says. More stock on the shelves means bigger discounts at a faster rate.

Sneakers
When to Buy: November

Why: Get trendy shoes for less before the winter hits. In September, retailers push sneakers for back to school. But by mid-October, they've moved on to anticipating snowier pastures, says Finney. "Stores start to push more toward boots," she says. That means more sneakers on sale.

Holiday Airfare
When to Buy: September

Why: Booking your trip to Aunt Louise's house for Christmas a few months in advance offers you the best combination of fare selection and price, says Anne Banas, executive editor for travel advice site SmarterTravel.com . Wait, and it's likely that you'll have to consider alternate airports and days, include a layover or two, or stomach a price you're not happy with. "By the end of October, things are pretty much booked up," she says. "Then, it's just about availability."


winter hols may see de'e coming here,so this yr hols is not in need of the airfares, sneakers might b given a thought since the last time i bought it was like during my 2nd yr and the jeans might get into my wardrobe if the design is similar to the one i bought in uk with de'e i need them bigger not the skin tight one or the boot cut maybe straight cut is fine, im bored with the boot cut type.

im still contemplating whether it would b a good idea to join my two frnds to cliffs 1st i havent take a glance at the last lect on bacte 2nd i havent got a clue of which group i'll b starting my attachment with 3rd i havent been planning to join the trip 4th i've dragged kbar along with the idea for the cliffs thingy so what do i do now???

1)finally after been searching for ages i got my hand on vf!!!!
but the prob is my laptop is now has fewer space left erkkk n the story is still ongoing so still have to work my butt off after this to search for the new release but thank god it'll not come out at least for a couple of months more

2)im trying to finish the book of lost things b4 classes starting

3)i've finished tidying my room

4)i'm waiting for my new friend-i met her at heathrow airport when i came back-to come

5)oh i've done the u registration thingy

6)mara'll probably b here on the 9th-i think i'll just hand over my form to that officer-heh i havent registered with mara dublin rupenya haha n yeah i need that book allowance

my brother is here in galway : )

Whistle For The Choir

Well it's a big big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty tell me you your name
Is it out of line if I were so bold to say "Would you be mine"?

Because I may be a beggar and you maybe the queen
I know I may be on a downer I'm still ready to dream
Now it's 3 o'clock the time is just the time it takes for you to talk

So if you're lonely why did you say you're not lonely
Oh you're a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
you know me no you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try, oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

Well it's a big big city and the lights are all out
But it's much as I can do you know to figure you out
And I must confess, my heart's in broken pieces and my head's a mess

And it's 4 in the morning, and I'm walking along
Beside the ghost of every drinker here who has ever done wrong
And it's you, woo hoo, that's got me going crazy for the things you do

So if you're crazy, I don't care you amaze me
Oh you're a stupid girl, oh me, oh my, you talk, I die
you smile, you laugh, I cry
And only, a girl like you could be lonely
And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same
A boy like me's just irresistible

So if you're lonely, why did you say you're not lonely
Oh you're a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me, no you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

1)i'm back in galway n just went out to get some food.i met steph. in aldi n she told me her class has already started i was like really????bcos my bro apparently is still nowhere near here wahaha he was so convinced which i dont know by what/whom that his class will commence on 9th,well steph did mention they r beginning their clinical on the 10th maybe kbar had that mixed with his lect.hehe nampaknya ade org gelabah la nnt :D oh they sure start early with the clinical-she said they asked the students to even buy an opthalmoscope, i dont know whether they'll have the lect on that or maybe they'll just b introduced on how to operate that thingy bcos my batch havent learnt anything about that except a little bit in neurophysio.hmmm maybe bcos of the number of that thingy they have in the lab is not enough for the whole class they asked them to buy it themselves maybe maybe

2)i'm tired gah~when 'll my bro arrive...

1)i opened a facebook account this morning while waiting for de'e to come home with the car well i actually am still waiting there's some problem to rent the car yesterday. the company told her in a very last minute that they cant let her have a bigger car bcos of this new regulation stating the person have to b 25 or smthg so we have to search for other company with smalle car since the previous one dont have any thus we r a bit late i guess n maybe have to change our planned route but i dont really mind haha :D

2)oh i have this x-schoolmate a guy n he's a little full of himself sometimes, that's what i thought but then de'e said the same thing so i'm not the only person with this view of him waahaha i thought i must b weird since he always look so cool ugh from afar anyway since he never really talks to anyone except someone as 'good' as him maybe he always put everyone else out of his league so u know why bother talking or say a simple hello to that everyone else hmm nvrmind him :p